Life is not so easy =(

At times I feel so sick living in such a realistic world.

It's so hard to survive.

Why do ppl have to work in order to earn money?

And why do ppl have to study so hard in order to earn more money and yet at the same time, spend so much money and time to get those fking degree?

And those without high qualification can only work and earn pathetic pay and lead a pathetic life?

Life's so unfair. Only smart ppl can survive in this world.

And me... going back to study life real soon, in order to get higher qualification and earn higher pay. And I am not so looking forward to it. -.-

It's been years since I left school. My last cert was taken dono hw many decades ago. lols. I'm not sure if my brain was as "absorbent" as before anot.

Why can't we be given a free house to stay in, a free car to drive, free food, free electricity, free water supply and free education?

I know I've posted a similar post before. Sorry, but i just can't stop nagging about life. So bear with it.

Life with a family, a kid is definately different from being single. So much burdens. So much worries. I'm not really that worry about current life but much more worry about our future, about kayden's future.

Its really not easy to be a mother, to be a good mother.

Milk, diapers etc are fking expensive. A milk which cost 30 plus bucks and can only last my kayden for less than a month. A pack of diapers 20 plus bucks can only last my Kayden for a few weeks. And also his clothings, his toys.

In order to survive all these, in order to give Kayden's a comfortable life, I have to buck up. Buck up with studies, buck up in coping with the stresses in both studies and work in future.

Shifting house soon. Renovations, buying furnitures etc.. cost a bomb. Sigh, i suddenly felt so poor =( Poor in money, poor in education, poor in everything.

Any kind souls out there to sponsor all my everything? Lols.

Friends are L.O.V.E.S

Last fri went down to the opening ceremony of Chris' pet shop. Here's some photos of the event! Lion dance!!!

Friends are Loves. Had a great weekend with some of my buddies.

Friday evening was partyworld with Ting, Bing and Joyce. Ktv is love. Ktv-ed from 10pm to 2am. Supposed to pick hubbie back from his soccer at 2 plus am but i was late. So he lobang another friend's car back to gombak. Sorry...

Met up with Dellas, Lai, Ken and Kenny for dinner on Saturday. Purpose to celebrate Lai's birthday. Actually their program started at 12pm for lunch then continue by partyworld, but I kinda of tired and at the same time, throat not feeling so well. So i met them for dinner only.

Dinner-ed at a Chinese Restaurant "Pu Tian", located at Kitchener Road. Food there was nice! Had great fun with them. Ken never fail to make us laugh with his act cute look and behaviour =x and that Kenny was busy taking videos of us.

Going to bring my mum there for her birthday dinner. She's sure gonna like the food there.

I used to scold Hubbie "weak" or "pig" when he complained that driving was tired. And now I myself felt the same. Driving definately is tired. -.-

Later still have to drive hubbie down to town area to settle his stuff.

And I'm getting lazier. =/ Its been long since I swam. My hairstylist told me its bad for the hair if I swim too frequently, so I stopped. Wanted to go down gym to exercise but till now, haven't started yet. I must be disciplined! Tomorrow die die must go down!




Thought there gonna be mahjong session at Joyce's house this coming friday. But i think it will be cancelled. STUPID BING! Busy man! Humphz!

You have to leave one day for us before you enlisted. Roar!

My Lifetime Commitment to You

I promise to love you

Honour You

Comfort you and

Keep you in sickness

And in Health

And be faithful to you

so long as we both shall live.

The vows written on the folder that holds our Certificate of Marriage.

Marriage is a lifetime commitment but nowadays its seems that alot of ppl never treat it as a serious matter.

Now divorcing is such a common and popular thingy nowadays. I have friend who doing their divorce currently is que-ing up for a date to attend the Court. She've been waiting for at least 2 months plus and still currently waiting. Lawyer told her, currently the schedule for the Court is fully booked. Omg!

"I promise to....keep you in sickness and in health..."

Can one really do it? If your wife having some kind of serious depression or mental illness, and might bring harm to you or your family, can you risk your and family's life to keep her by your side?

Are you able to accompany her down to the IMH for regular checkup and ignore how the other ppl look at you?

Are you able to ignore those negative advises which your friends give you, telling you to leave your wife?

"I promise to......and be faithful to you so long as we both shall live."

When i see this, I was LOL-ing. I am wondering how guys make this vow infront of God, when they can't do it at all? They are just lying infront of God.

I believe in fairy tales story, ever-lasting love, but is there really such thing in the current world we are living? I doubted so. Maybe there is, and it doesn't happen around you.

I have friends who were married but having flings or boyfriends/girlfriends outside. Some told me, he love his wife and also he love his girlfriend, so he can't give up either one. How can one heart holds two ppl at the same time? How can one love two or more people at the same time?

I have friends who have been fooling around outside and the reason he gave was "I don't love my wife anymore, I'm just want to make her leave me by her own." These people are simply selfish! They can go down hell since they don't even care how the one they used to love feel at all.

What is marriage now? Is it just a game for two? For me, its my lifetime commitment to you.

Darling, can you prove to me that there's ever-lasting love story existing in this world?

The "Strawberry Pet Shop"

Recently not much stuff to blog.

Lost of interest in blogging too. Lols. I can't think of anything much to blog anymore.

Just supper-ed with zm and zx at Geylang, the dim sum there is super duper nice. Reminds me lots of memories back with the pubors. Lols.

I think i went supper with them there once. After supper, we crossed the road straight to the opposite durian store and had alot of yummy durians there. And I remembered wad Kira told us that time. It was simply LOL lor. He's bad =x

Well well, I guess not much chance to have another pubor gathering, since most of them are busy with their works, studies etc. I really miss them.

Might be meeting some of the pubors tmr for k-session. Whoo. Its been long since I touched those mikes.

Tmr bringing two of my doggies down to hubbie's friend petshop. He just opened one petshop in Gek Po Shopping centre and tmr is their official opening day. Heard there will be lion dance too. Woot. Wow, wow! Hope his groomers are good.

I had bad experiences with some groomers. They are rough in handling dogs. And there were always cuts on my dog when i brought them back from grooming. I wonder how they got their grooming certs in the first place.

For those who live in the west, pls do drop by his shop to take a look there. Heard that his grooming area is huge. And I love his shop name "Strawberry Pet shop"!

Ok, time for slp. But before slp, MOB WARS first! I wanna earn lots and lots of money from bounty kills!!!

My Perfect Family!

Life's great with a perfect family.

My dearest, caring & cute hubby, my chubby cute lil son, my three naughty doggies, my lovely and understanding parents and not forgetting my pretty sister. And of cos, my understanding and nice parents-in-law and helpful pretty sis-in law. They made my life sooo perfect!

But... I felt so guilty. For not being able to help out with hubbie's problems and yet still add on problems to him, throwing temper at him. Sigh. I'm sorry my love.

I know this has appearred in my blog for several times but yet I'm going to say it again. I will try to change for the better. Erm, nope. I will try to change for the best.

Thanks for taking in all my nonsenses, my temper, my stubborness. I know I'm not a good wife, I will try my best to change.

My lil boy is so cute now, he's so expressive! He do alot of funny faces and talk alot also. He's real sweet darling. He loves to smile, loves music and he loves to watch tv. Such a curious one. Always turn his head around to see wad's happening, always look at us when we talk as if he understands wad we are talking.

He just took his 2nd jab yesterday. He's such a BRAVE lil boy. He never cry at all. His face changed abit when he was being jabbed but soon after the jab, he continue to explore around, talking and smiling to people. Lols.

Will be taking his 3rd jab on his 4 months. I can't wait for him to grow bigger and crawl around the house and play with us.

Will post more of his pics soon.