Operation postponed..

to.. 2nd June, Monday...due to some infection. Have to wait for 3 days for it to recover then can proceed with the operation.

Operation timing 1pm

Beautiful Love

Happened to notice this song from radio... nice song with the best suitable lyrics...for him

看着瞬间 别让它再流浪
从前我 太适应悲伤
你的出现在无意中 却深深撼动我
一起走着 没说什么 心是满足的
这个瞬间 随时都要崩塌
我没有 其他的愿望
假如明天将消失了 趁现在我爱着
只想记着 被你抱着 温柔的感受
**Love is beautiful So beautiful
我失去过 更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我 被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手 不要放手 永远守护我
Love is beautiful So beautiful
我很快乐 你会了解我
我不会再哭泣 是因为我相信
我们勇敢地爱着每秒钟
都能证明一生的美丽
这个瞬间 随时都要崩塌
我没有 其他的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着
只想记着 被你抱着 温柔的感受

Dear hubby listen to this song and read the lyrics carefully k? Muacks

Scared, nervous, happy, excited.. Rojak feelings I'm having now!!

As mentioned in my earlier post, my caesarean operation will be brought forward to this coming Saturday instead of the next one.

Kinda scared and nervous but then think of it, it would be better for me also.

These few nights had been torturing. Pain in tummy, both hands had been giving difficulties to slp. Now I can't wait for Kayden to be born. Enough of these sufferrings. Haiz. Luckily, hubby there for me.

Having difficulties in walking and climbing up from sofa and bed. So hubby never go down shop as often as the past, he spent most of the time at home with me, taking care of me.

I will be admitted to Mount Alvernia hospital on 31st May, 12pm. And the operation will be at 2.30pm. So for those who want to come visit me and Kayden, pls come after 4pm.

Will be hospitalised till Tuesday most probably. XP will be accompanying me thruout that 3 nights in hospital. Hee.

After that, will be my one month confinement. Zzz... Cannot go out, no normal bath, cannot wash hair normally, no drinking of plain water, staying in bed most of the time. Dam sian. Thinking of it, making me feel like dying already. Haiz.

K la. Stopping liao, hands pain again and I wun be updating so soon liao. Most probably update after back from hospital and after my wound recover. So take care guys!

PS: Thanks for all the tags. I will be strong and both me and baby definately will be fine. Love all!

His name...

Kayden Tan Yu Hang will be his name...

Lazy to go and find shi fu for his name, so we decided on this.. I love this name alot alot.

陈宇航

Kayden...

My operation was brought forward to this sat, 31st May.

Haiz...

Special Gift for my Special HIM...

My nicely wrapped up special surprise gift for him...


Special add-on card.. hee Can't reveal content yet cos its a surprise gift for him and he's not suppose to know wad it is yet till he's back tonight. And he definately will read my blog so.... i can't reveal anything. haha

And yea he's back tonight, 8 plus pm flight from Hong Kong, so should be reaching 12plus am. Will be going down to airport with a few friends to fetch him.

And yesterday, someone stupid told me the "surprise" gift which he got for me. It was meant to be a surprise but he told me what he bought yesterday. HaHa...

We were sms-ing and he thought i was going down town to get the thing which he already bought for me. He smsed "Aiya i already bought for you yesterday liao la. Wan to give you surprise de. Zzz" LOL My hubby's so cute and toot! Anyway thanks for the gift hubby. I never thought you would buy that for me, cos you told me it was expensive. And i already decided to save up for it. And the night before ytd, you sounded as if you really never get anything back from Hong Kong for me...So it was really a surprise!!

Didn't really have a good slp last two nights. Now its 9.30 in the morning and i feeling dam fking high due to not enough slp. Not sure if it was becos of him not around or was becos of my fking hand. Torturing nights with my hand aching in the middle of the night. Dam fking pain, made me can't really slp well. Kept on woke up, just to massage and shake my hand. Sobs. Will try to nap awhile later since I will be staying up late tonight.

Going for a bath to make myself more comfortable now first, weather getting fking hot again.

Hong Kong trip in July after my confinement.. Yay!!

Stupid Hubby

Haha...

Two words to describe my hubby...

STUPID AND KE AI!

Haha!!!

Heartless

Wad a heartless hubby I have =(

When u back from Hong Kong, you will get a pleasant surprise from me and you will know how "wu sim" I am, unlike u, so BO SIM!

Humphs!

Btw added a nice song! Some incidents remind me of this song... A song which I love most in the past...

P.A.S.T

Naughty Kayden...

Thanks all for your wishes!

Had a smooth and simple rom ceremony on Monday...

Only both our mothers and sisters attended..lols

Exchanged vows and rings but my ROM ring can't fit my finger anymore...Fingers swell till too jia lat liao. Sigh.

Hubby over at Hong Kong now ler, will be back either tomorrow or Friday. Kinda miss him alrdy.

Went down for my final theory test ytd and........... I FAILED. Sobs

Didn't managed to book for the next available slot cos all was fully booked. Have to keep login and check again.

Went down for check up ytd too... Kayden's been very naughty. Till now he haven't changed his position yet. Means his head is still at the top. I can't opt for normal delivery anymore. Have to arrange for Caesarean.

Surgery date will be booked on the 7th June which will be two weeks earlier than the expected due date.

I will be admitted to Mount Alvernia on the 7th morning and operation will be done in the afternoon i think.

Gonna be hospitalised for at least 3 days.

I'm scared.

Never been thru such surgery before. Doc given me two choices, one is Caesarean with GA (General anesthetic) which means i will be fully aslp and will breath thru a tube inserted to my throat and the other one is Caesarean with Epidural. I've chosen the second one cos XP can accompany in. But i will be awake thru-out the whole surgery but I won't feel any pain due to the Epidural.

But i heard tt I will still feel the cut, baby movements, doc's hand into stomach etc. Upon hearing this, I nearly cried. I admit that I'm really scared of this op. Totally not prepared for it. Sigh.

Hope that baby wont be due these two days cos XP not around. I want him to be with me thru all these. I'm not physically and mentally prepare to go thru it alone.

=(

Coco + Donut = CocoNUT

My darling Coco.

Bought her down to vet for her 3rd vacc. Doc told me she abit on the thin side. She's only 2 kgs. Zzz...And her fur layer is abit too thin too. So decided to switch her diet from Back to Basic to Orijen Puppy which have high protein to boost up her weight and omega 3 for her fur.

So far so good on the switching...

Infection inside her ears too, now on medication. Poor gal.

Bought Diana's donut for her first vacc too ytd. She's dam cute!

1 and 1/2 mth old Donut...

Saw these two youtubes and would like to share... Cried after seeing it.

(The video's quite long, be patient and finish it pls)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjzk7KI-8EI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lN4IPdQoC5s

Poor and helpless animals. Sigh...

Time to wake up, time to grow up

记得...

Things seems to have change but at times it seems not...

I dono wad kind of thoughts I'm having...

But comparing the past and present, things really did changed alot.

He told me, I can't always compare past and present, things aren't the same anymore. More commitments and responsibilities had been added on.

At times i wished I'm not pregnant at all, so he won't have any responsibilities add on...

At times I feel that he love me the same as before, but at times i feel that the feeling wasn't the same anymore...

At times i feel that the sweetness is still there, but at times i feel that it issn't...

I know his timing is very inflexible right now, that why whenever he go down town to stock up for shop, i would try to accompany him, thought of having some private times with him. But throughout the journey, we never talk much. Cos he always tease and make me angry then start calling me names like "Xiao Qi Gui"

He told me I wouldn't pass my basic theory that time, i knew he's joking. Same goes for my final this time, he kept saying that I won't pass so easily one la, he told me again he's just joking but seriously I'm upset... All i need is moral support...from him.

It is not that I don't like to be tease, i agree teasing add fun to life. But too much teasing will make me feel uncomfortable. I missed those sweet talks in the past, i missed him holding on to my hand while he's driving, i missed those sweet stuffs we did in the past, I missed the times when I'm taking my first basic theory test, he was away in genting, but he sent me SMS to ask me jiayou and have confidence in it.

At times I asked him to talk more to Kayden, especially now, ask Kayden to be good and flip over.. he would say "Siao, as if he would hear or understand it". He used to touch and feel Kayden's kick and movement but now... sigh.

At times i feel that his attitude issn't the same as before, maybe he's stress about work. Maybe i should be more understanding and considerate. Maybe.. maybe.. maybe... but i just can't help feeling upset about it.

At times, I don't dare to voice out my feelings to him anymore, I'm afraid that he might feel upset or unhappy about it. At times, I don't dare to ask him do things for me anymore, I'm afraid that he might feel that i'm irritating. At times, I don't dare to talk to him about things anymore, cos I'm afraid that his attitude or jokes will upset me.

He told me his feelings to me havn't change at all, i trust him. He still treat me very good, tried to give me wadeva he can...But the happiness wasn't as much as before anymore. Maybe i'm expecting too much from him, but i just need some of the past feels to be back, just some is enough for me...

Perhaps I'm just too sensitive.... i'm too selfish, too inconsiderate...Only thought of being happy myself, never spare a thought for him. I should have grow up, i shouldn't be thinking like a small girl, shouldn't be thinking of lasting sweet and romantic relationship anymore.

Time to wake up, michelle...

Shouldn't be thinking of these now, Kayden is more important than anything right now. Hope he will be safe and well from now. Have you flipped over to the correct position my darling?

New family member - Coco the Silky Terrier

Brought back Coco ytd...

She's a 5 months plus old Sily Terrier.

Didn't take much pic of her, cos her fur really messy.. Yuki and Sydnie kept playing with her.

I knew I shldn't got one more dog now, as Kayden will be out soon. But she's poor little fela.

My ex-colleague bought her a week plus ago but when she brought back, her in law chased the dog out of her house. And threatened to call for SPCA if my friend didn't bring the dog away.

She had no choice but to board it at the pet shop first.

She's looking ard among her friends to take over her but no one want. She doesn't want to sell it away to stranger as she's scared that the dog won't be in good care.

So she came to me for help. Initially she asked me if i can look after that dog for her awhile while she find new owner for her as the pet boarding cost is expensive.

After bringing her back, both me and XP decided to take her in. She's very cute and playful. And she get well with my dogs too.

Luckily she doesn't shed much like my Yuki and she's very small in size only. Half the size of my Sydnie.

My friend named her Tabbie on the first day but in the pet shop, the ppl there all called her Ah Girl. So we decided to rename her as "Coco".

Tmr bringing her for vacc and health check up, she's 3 weeks late for her 3rd jab.

Now my house got 3 crazy doggies running and playing around. Faints! Lols

Kayden's New Clothes

My entry start with this pair of Legendary CJ7.. hee


Not much stuffs to update, just a few pics to show...

Mummy bought these for Kayden... Matching hat, clothes, mitten and SHOES! The shoes are simply dam cute!

Size abit big for new born Kayden, so mummy say this is for him to wear on his full month celebration de...

Baby stuffs are just too cute to resist, just can't help buying more and more for Kayden.. Lols.

But must control else someone else will nag =x

Torturing Night

Didn't slpt well last night, stomach aching almost for the whole night.

Initially the pain was so unendurable, for that moment i thought i was about to give birth.

After 30 mins or so, the pain was much better and then finally i got to slp.

Then ard 2 plus am, the pain came back again, but it wasn't as painful as first time, just feeling very uncomfortable and still managed to go back to slp.

Morning 7am plus, again.. Haiz... But a short while only..

As for now, tummy feeling ok, hopefully the pain won't come back again.


Sorry for my previous ruo-ma entry, hee my apology if it had made your hair stand. But this poem is really nice, can't help posting it in my blog.

Cool weather, thought of going down for a swim but don't really dare to go down alone. If anything happen or my tummy ache again, no one there to help out then how? Think better stay at home and rot. Am so bored!

What to do? Can't shop, can't go out, nothing else for me to do. No nice tv programs also...no nice dvd to watch also....

Haiz think better go read thru my final theory book, hope i won't fall aslp after flipping thru the first few pages just like ytd. Lols

Though.... but I DO!

Though your propose was simple, short, lack of surprises and creativity...

Though you keep insisting that I'm the one who propose to you first...

Though my swollen finger could no longer fit in the wedding bands we got months ago...

Though it's gonna be a very simple ceremony...

Though you never give me any flowers...

Though you never give me any big diamond ring...

Though you bully me everyday...

Though you said you gonna wear T-shirt and shorts for the ceremony...

But i do, i do, i still do...


Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.

The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.

The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.

The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.

I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

Tired day

Woke up dam early this morning and hvn't got a rest till now.

My aunts and mummy came over today for gathering, so was busy helping mummy preparing food from noon till evening.

My 7th and 9th aunt bought me a beautiful necklace for my ROM gift...The pendant's a shape of a cherry i think. Love it lots! Thanks!

Dear went down to airport to fetch his boss this morning, and had discussed some work matters with him while on their way back to Jurong.

Dear told me he might need to go down Hong Kong for 1 or 2 days else he need to attend an important meeting.

He's given a new task in Singapore, will be incharging some of his company matter hence its important for him to attend that meeting. But Dear worried about me, hence he's still considering.

Work more important, I will be fine my dear... 1 or 2 days only, anything I still can contact my mum or my maid can help me out or I can even call up your mum or sister. Even if i suddenly feel uncomfortable, i can call maid to send me down to hospital also. So go ahead with your trip, i will be really fine!

Was happy that I managed to change my final theory to a earlier date but i'm also worried. Might not have enough time to study for it. It's just one day after my ROM, really no confidence in passing. Haiz...

So tired now, going to take a short rest while waiting for dear to come back from shop..

Nite people!

Whee

My final theory changed to 20th May liao. Haha...

But i no confidence.. haiz

19th May...

Met up with Ting and Bing ytd afternoon...Intention of this gathering's to celebrate Ting's belated 21st birthday.

Went down to Bt Timah Cold Storage in XP car but Ting driving. Lol. She just got her license not long ago and can feel tt she's quite nervous as it's her first time driving an auto car. But overall, her driving skill, not bad! Safe and smooth!

Bought $140 plus of food and drinks.. *Faints* Actually most of the drinks were for the coming gathering with my family and relatives this sunday de. But i guess i bought too much already.

Rushed home to prepare the food. Yuan, Dee and GT joined us at my house shortly after we reached. Had a great time during the dinner, alot of funs and jokes. And we talked about the pasts too. Its been long since we gathered like last night, miss those days!

Yuan promised to finish all the food for me but he never! Still have alot of left over food in my fridge, guess our dinner tonight would be steamboat again.

Rest awhile after dinner watching TV, then Yuan and dee left. Proceeded to study room and began our mahjong session....

First round ended at ard 2 plus am. Too tired to go for another round and luck issn't that good too. Chatted awhile in the living room while waiting for Kira to arrive.

They continued their 2nd round and i back to my room for my slp.

I'm really thankful for this wonderful hubby...

Not becos of the LV bags he bought for me la -.-" its becos of all the things he did, his love and concern for me...

We've been together for 10months plus and the feeling he give me now is still so sweet. The way he care and love me, the way he care and love my dogs, everything he did melt my heart. He make me fall in love with him deeper and deeper each day.

19th May is the day I'm looking forward now, hopefully he's looking forward to that day too. Its the important day for both of us. Its the day that I will become his wife legally. Truely, I am really happy that this day have come. ilu~

After that day, our life and role will be different... I'm your wife, legally married wife, so..............




you must love and dote me more. Cannot bully me, cannot tease me, cannot pitch my nose, cannot throw my boster on the flr at night or hide my boster when i'm not around, cannot scold me "bai chi", cannot call me "xiao qi gui"....will write down i thought of more.. Haha

Happy and Contented!!

My latest LV bag!

XP got it for me at $1100 from LV shop as my advance birthday gift!!

It's really huge and can put lots of stuff inside.

And I saw another LV bag and I'm aiming it for my next purchase.. soon i hope @.@ The Galliera GM, $2000 plus i think. Expensive! =(

Here's my precious new phone...and my CJ7 "qi zai" lols

In pouch, i know it's ugly but i have to protect it ><
Went for my check up today, doctor said baby not in correct position. Head should be at the bottom but his was on top. 3 more weeks, if baby don't flip back to the correct position, i can't opt for normal delivery anymore. Haiz...

And doc asked me to be careful too, cos of the baby position, the baby might due anytime from now. He asked me to rush down straight to Mount Alvernia if I suspect anything wrong.

Sigh...

Loves and Thanks xD

My advance birthday cum wedding gift from my buddies Yijing, Jiale and Gerald.

HTC Touch White
Suddenly saw Jiale online MSN ytd, was surprised and found out that he's in sg. He asked me pricing about two models of HTC which he intend to get. Then suddenly he went offline. -.-"

Ard half an hr later, rec'd his call and he asked me to go down Gombak MRT to meet him for coffee. After met up with him, he asked me to accompany him to the nearest M1 shop cos he want to purchase his phone by today as he's leaving for genting with his friends tonight.

So we headed over to West Mall. On the way there, he asked me if I really want that LV bag for present, then i told him no need la, i got someone to buy it for me le. Then he asked me what I want. I joked with him that I wanted a iPhone which is not out in market in sg yet i guess. But he tot already out, lol cos he issn't living in sg anymore...

Reached West Mall, headed str8 to M1 shop, he told the counter lady that he wanted to purchase two phones... and he enquired about the iPhone also. Lol.

Me: "Eh jerry, u really serious about getting new phone for me arh?"
Him: "Of cos lar! Your birthday coming and i won't be around in sg leh! Its Gerald who reminded me about your birthday else I also forgot "
Me: "But i'm just joking with you about getting iphone de leh, cos it issn't out in sg yet"
Him: "Then i get other phone for you loh"
Me: "I just changed hp recently only. Less than 3 months leh"
Him: "Then change again lar. Your birthday present from us leh, you cannot reject one"

In the end, he really purchased two phones. One is HTC Touch white / $748 -.-" without contract, and his phone HTC TYTNII which he bought for $818 with two yrs contract.

Initially i'm not really keen in getting HTC phone, cos I don't really like PDA phone and I don't really know hw to use it also. -.-" And i'm not thinking of changing phone too, i am comfortable with my N81...

But after getting it, I'm starting to love this phone. Hee.. its really pretty and nice! Suitable for ladies! And most importantly its from my dearest buddies! Thankssss!

Jing~Seeing this phone makes me miss u more den ever =(

Loves

Saw this bag, and fell in love with it instantly..and I can't help thinking that my birthday coming soon. Hmm.. not really that soon la, haha, one more plus month to go.

Super huge and light! Can throw in alot alot alot of stuffs!

Any kind soul, wana buy this bag for my birthday gift?? =x $1000 plus abit only.. @.@

The Louis Vuitton Neverfull MM

Thanks to my lucky star, Ting... i finally passed my basic theory test yesterday morning... She told me i will definately pass cos yesterday was her birthday, and thanks God, i really passed! Phew!

Now with the Final, still can't book the date online yet, think their webbie having some problems. XP threw cold water at me, he say i confirm won't pass that easily one. =/ Idiot him!

I told him if i pass and get my licence, he is going to buy me my first car. Haha... And guess what he told me? He said he will get me those road sweeper cars. -.-"" Thanks dear arh!

Omfg! Just refreshed the bbdc page and the next only slot available is on 26th June 4.30pm - 5.30pm. FCUK! My birthday leh!! Stress on my birthday???!!! Zzz.. And Kayden!!! Greatest birthday gift of all!!! Damnit!!

Aiya! Heck care la. Just book on that date and say lar. If i still in pain and can't walk, then i just cancel and postpone to another day.

Idiot XP now laffing all the way at me on msn, when i told him about this.

<}>*XP* ♡ XQXP says:
hahahhahahahahahaahahahhahahahahaha
<}>*XP* ♡ XQXP says:
hhahahhahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha
<}>*XP* ♡ XQXP says:
aahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahhahahaahahaha
<}>*XP* ♡ XQXP says:
hahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaaha

Arsehole la him!!!

Happy Birthday my sweet darling TING-GIE

Rushing time, gotta go out soon.

Came online just to post this for my sweet dearie friend.

Happy 21st Birthday to my dearest Ting-gie!!

May you stay pretty pretty always and all the best to your exams!

Love you!!!!

Depress, depress, depress

Haiz...

dono wad's the fcuking wrong with me again... Suddenly so many thoughts on mind again.

Why am I so depress???

Wad's life?

Life is about working, earning money, thinking of ways to earn more money..etc...

Alot of ppl i knew from my past companies, treated work as first priority in their life even though they have families, childrens, parents. They spent more than 12 hours daily at work and even work from home. How about their family? How much time do they spend with them?

I know they have no choice, they have to earn for their family to survive. But why can't they spare out a few hours or maybe a day a week to spend with their family?

You have endless of work to be done, no matter hw long u spend each day to do those work, they still can't be finished. You can spend your lifetime earning money, but your family might not have "your" lifetime to wait for you...You may think, work come first, gathering with family can be done later. But how you know how many "later" you might have? What's if something bad happened to your family member the next minute, hr or day? Till then, you will start to regret but it's alrdy too late.

No one can predicts wad's happen next... so do treasure every minute of life / chance you are given to. Life issn't about work, earning money, stress etc but its about happiness, enjoyment etc.

To me Happiness is, enjoying moments with family...with my dogs. Cos i love them...


Mummy came up my house yesterday, and we were discussing about pretty wedding gowns on tv... I told her i might not even have a chance to wear those pretty dresses anymore.

She told me.. why not?! You can always wear it after Kayden's born. Jiayou on slimming, within a yr, you and XP can go take wedding photos together with your son.

Well! Its not the fats that I'm worrying about. Lols. I guess alot of you might not know about my tattoo on my back and right arm.

I have my back 1/4 tattoo-ed with 4 ugly big chinese characters and a phoenix with clouds and shadings. Ya.. it's dam old fashion, i agree on that too. It was put when i was 15 yrs old. 10 yrs back, those are the fashion k? As for my right arm, i have two lines of poetry.. again OLD FASHION! -__- They even have my tattoo photo-ed and pinned up on the board at the old Eu Tong Seng police station. Zzzz.. I had a bad history last time =/

That's what i feel about it now, that why i never wear bareback or sleeve-less top to reveal them. Its fugging ugly for now. I do not like to go around telling others that I've tattoo also. Cos after they know, they surely will request me to show them. Nothing nice to show them so might as well i just keep quiet about it.

Mummy suggested me long time ago to go for laser but then.. i think i have to spend at least 10k or more to have my back tattoo lasered off. -__-

I told her ytd, i dowan laser it away. I am thinking of using another picture to cover the fking ugly phoenix and the 4 chinese characters away. Haha.. She jitao speechless...

As for the wedding gowns, my sis told me there's a strong consellor which can be used to cover the tattoo awhile. Maybe i can use them for my photo shots next time.

Opps 10am liao. Gotta bath and dress up. Going to mummy place soon! Sunday is my own family gathering day for myself!

Remember!! Loves your family!!! Cos they love you too!

Cakes...

Saw these two links at Tinggie's blog and saw nice nice cakes...

Made me thought of my little Kayden full month celebration. You know some Chinese when their baby's full month, they will buy boxes of cakes / fruit tarts for their relatives or friends for them to take home. Mummy asked me to do the same for Kayden too. =/
*$$$ flying away*

http://www.thepatissier.com/

These two cakes are dam pretty can! But the price for these two cakes are "attractive" too! Lols 200 over bucks for each =/


Loves this cake cos it's blue but the price =/

This one great for relatives and friends but then the flowers on top makes me feel tt the whole cake will taste dam sweet. Looks pretty but not sure if it will taste like eating sugar anot.

The bears are so cute... again it might taste sweet...

Below pics extracted from http://www.yilingcakes.com.sg/

Though it might not be as pretty as the above, but definately it gonna taste much nicer. Fruits and fresh cream makes me drool...

Longans! My favourite! Yummy!



Fruit tarts!!!

This cake is cute, but not going to order as I will be prolly ordering buffet, so many food, cake will be wasted.

Talking about buffet, anyone got nice and yummy buffet to recommend??

I'm a kiasu mummy, Kayden not even borned and yet I'm planning for all these already. Lol.

First time mummy, can't blame me de.

Haha. My mummy more kan chiong den me lor. Haha

爱情里没有谁对谁错

He called me up ytd...and he told me that he already rec'd the mail.

He cried halfway thru the conversation.

He told me its hard to let go, especially a 7 yrs relationship. He still can't forget the past. But since everything came to the end, he have no choice but to accept the fact. He apologised alot of times for things he did, for making me upset in the past. I told him 爱情里没有谁对谁错... maybe we are not fated to be together.

I thought he already let go as he didn't really contact me for the past few months after we parted. Out of sudden, he called me up crying, making me lost, heartache and guilty.

Lost becos i thought he already let go of the past and moving on with his new life, heartache and guility becos i heard him cry...Cried till i couldn't really hear / understand what's he talking anymore. Call ended without a bye from him. Wanted to call him back, but i don't have the courage to do so.

Though there issn't any feelings for him anymore, but it still hurt to see him behaving in such way.

I just want him to be well, just want him to let go of the past, i just want him to be happy.

If you are still reading my blog, I dono what else to say to u anymore, only Sorry and 你要幸福.

Shopping...

Today's labour day so mummy and sis not working...

Asked mummy to accompany me down to Vivo to buy my skincare products.

We cabbed down to vivo at ard 1 plus and we started our shopping.....

Headed to Tangs and straight to Shiseido counter and enquired on the products which suits me.

Dun ask me how much i spent on the skin cares, dun wish to remember stuffs which will make my heart aches. Mummy tempted to switch over to Shiseido too. She gonna to try after she finished with her current products.

We had a short rest at Coffeebean while waiting for my sister to join us.

Headed back to Tangs again as mummy wanted to buy foundation. I bought one myself too and a blusher.

Sister din get any cosmestic or skin care, she just bought a top from MaryJane.

Walked from 1 plus till almost 8pm... my feet aching like siao. This should be the 2nd last time shopping before delivery. Actually don't feel like shopping anymore, but promised to accompany mummy down to Taka in june already. So i'm going to torture myself in june again.

Shopping really sucks when your body, hands, feet swelled like balloon. Can you imagine how hard you gonna walk when u are a balloon???

Wanted to get myself a pair of sandals but realised my feet are too fat for any of them. Swelling sucks! Great save money, no need to buy shoes! -.-I think i can only stick on to my Crocs which my sister call it as "dumb ass" shoes. -__-""

4 more days to my basic theory, but still i hve not touch the book yet. COnfirm fail this time again. =(

Ok, i need my beauty sleep now. Dam tired. No nap today at all! Rawr!