Though i'm busy but i still drag myself to log in, cos i wana wish all of you an advance Happy 2009!
Where will u all be tonight? Celebrating, enjoying, counting down to 2009?
*Envy*
I don't think I'm going anywhere, sigh. Cos hubbie have to work and I'm following him around.
Guess we will be counting down at home, in car, or... some other boring shit place.
Boo!
Bye 2008!!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Friday, December 26, 2008
Box Box Day
I was very very unhappy yesterday. But today I'm a happy contented bitch. He never fail to "tame" me down after the eruption. He pissed me off last night, not only last night, day time also! 2 eruptions in a day, fierce right? Lols.
Despite those nasty words i spoke, despite those fierce expressions i shown, despite those attitude actions i did, he never let my hand go.
Thank you hubbie! Thank you for tolerating such a "hot-headed" me.
"Rou ma" things aside... help me! Guys, help me! Help me find ways to make myself more discipline. Exam on next friday but I had only studied 1 topic of 9 topics. I felt so reluctant to touch those books, to memorises those things. I need a PUSH! Sigh!
Ok! Next monday onwards, no dota, no SIMS2, no shopping, no outing, all attention on my BOOBS! Opps.. haha typo typo, should be BOOKS! Hee.
Fellow friends.. I desperately need your help.... =(
Lend me...
1) Your luck (cos i think this is the major problem I am having, lacking of good luck),
2) Your brains (i can't stuff all those words into my brain),
3)Your eyes (reading will cause my short sighten to become more worse, hence I need more pairs of eyes to change shift, so I can let me own eyes rest.)
4) Your spine (i might hurt my spine while i was reading, i need a back up one)
5) Your fingers, pen and papers.. (So you guys can help me copy down my notes, so i can peep at them during the actual exams)
6) All your money! (Studying is so stress can! So i need more money to do things to de-stress myself... Very good method to de-stress, SHOPPING!)
Haha. I'm so lame. I must have gone bonker!
Night and Happy Boxing Day!
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Christmas & Eve
Here are my two lil babies...
Eve...
And the below is Christmas...
Though I'm very happy and excited with the new members, but I'm feeling upset too. Cos mummy's not very happy, she don't like rabbits. When i called her earlier, she was angry with me. Dono what to reply her when she asked me why didn't I inform her first before buying the rabbits. And i cried. =/
Eve...
And the below is Christmas...
Why i named them Christmas and Eve... cos they are my Xmas pressie from hubbie.
They looked identical right? How to recognise which one is which? Christmas has a ear which was folded down while both of Eve's ears are straight up. Christmas is a male one (smaller size), and Eve is the female one (bigger size). Currently they are 3 months old.
My dogs were very excited about the new members. Sydnie can't even slp yesterday night. She kept jumping down the bed, wanted to go out to the living room. And Yuki from morning till now, had been standing on the sofa, looking at them, whining away. Haha
My dogs were very excited about the new members. Sydnie can't even slp yesterday night. She kept jumping down the bed, wanted to go out to the living room. And Yuki from morning till now, had been standing on the sofa, looking at them, whining away. Haha
Though I'm very happy and excited with the new members, but I'm feeling upset too. Cos mummy's not very happy, she don't like rabbits. When i called her earlier, she was angry with me. Dono what to reply her when she asked me why didn't I inform her first before buying the rabbits. And i cried. =/
Hubbie was also scolded by her. Sigh. Sorry mummy and hubbie..
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
New Addition to the TAN family..hee
Got two more new additions to my family. Woo.. family getting bigger and bigger liao.
Already decided to name them Christmas and Eve. Nice? Hee Two lil sweet babies...
Will not reveal what are they? You all try to guess ba. Will reveal the answer in my next post and also their pictures.
Already decided to name them Christmas and Eve. Nice? Hee Two lil sweet babies...
Will not reveal what are they? You all try to guess ba. Will reveal the answer in my next post and also their pictures.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
My stomach haven't been feeling well since yesterday. Confirm must be that ROJAK i ate in yesterday afternoon with dee dee, yuan and hubbie. FCUK.
Though not feeling very well, i still attended Thomas' wedding with hubbie yesterday evening at Park Hotel. The food there was nice. Sitting around in the same table with us were all humerous one. Laughed quite alot because of their jokes especially Mr Tso. Hehe. Enjoyed eating, chatting, watching wedding videos.
Today went down to IMM to buy the toilet bowls, basins, mirror, toilet accessories for the new house, spent $2600 plus. Wah Kaoz. Very broke la!
Any kind souls out there willing to donate money to me??? =(
Though not feeling very well, i still attended Thomas' wedding with hubbie yesterday evening at Park Hotel. The food there was nice. Sitting around in the same table with us were all humerous one. Laughed quite alot because of their jokes especially Mr Tso. Hehe. Enjoyed eating, chatting, watching wedding videos.
Today went down to IMM to buy the toilet bowls, basins, mirror, toilet accessories for the new house, spent $2600 plus. Wah Kaoz. Very broke la!
Any kind souls out there willing to donate money to me??? =(
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Opps! Haha!
What's up with this tagging game? Lame leh. Yawn.
But nevermind since i'm so FREE, i will do it!! THANK YOU COUSIN XINYU LEH!
^$^&$)*&^$)%#$^%#
1)Who are your beloved?
Fuck! Need to ask one meh? Of cos my BIG family la!
2)What is the thing that you want most now?
I want $$$, alot alot alot of $$$. $_$
3)What are the goals u want to achieve in your life?
Be a good mother??? haha i haven'tset my goals la. For now, i just want to pass my fking exam in jan.
4)What are you afraid to lose?
Family, Friends, money (cousin xinyu, u also leh, money face like me. Lols.)
5)If you have one more wish to wish for, what will it be?
Earn billions of dollars monthly.
6)Do you believe in ETERNAL love?
YESH!
7)If you met someone you love a lot, will you confess to him?
I've already met mine. Already married liao, so what there to confess?
8)What will do with 200 bucks?
Nb! 200 bucks. Buy milk powder lor. FUck.
9)What are your favourite colours?
Red, black, white.
10)What type of people you hate most?
People like AA, BB, CC lor.
11) Would you cherish every friendship of yours(FOR BABIES ONLY!) Do you dare to wear a sexy halter top out? (Suddenly lot of halter becos os someone worh)
No figure cannot wear. People will vomit de. Lols.
12) who makes you laugh?
That idiot in my house lor, the one slping beside me every night.
13)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Money. No money=no life, no life=no family, no family=no love.
14)Do you find a need to find a stead?
No la! You want me kanna beaten by XP issit?
15)What do you want your friendship to be like?
Everlasting lor.
16)Your horoscope is?
Cancer
17)Do you like eating paos LOLS, wad reatard question XX.
Ok ok lor. At times find it abit disgusting leh.
18)If you're feeling low one day, who would you go to?
My dog, Sydnie
19)Who would you spend your day with if this your last day?
Beloved family
20) What kind of friends would you like to have???
Generous friends that give me alot of money. Haha
Instrution: Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 question, then tag 7 people in your list. list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their tagboard that they have been tagged. Whoever does this tag will get a BLESSING from all :)
The 7 people that I choose:
1) Bubbie (hee...)
2) Yiting
3) Sherilyn
4) Alice
5) Bing
6) Liting
7) Weiting
(You guys doesn't really have to do this boring quiz la. Do it in your free time lor, or when u are bored lo.)
But nevermind since i'm so FREE, i will do it!! THANK YOU COUSIN XINYU LEH!
^$^&$)*&^$)%#$^%#
1)Who are your beloved?
Fuck! Need to ask one meh? Of cos my BIG family la!
2)What is the thing that you want most now?
I want $$$, alot alot alot of $$$. $_$
3)What are the goals u want to achieve in your life?
Be a good mother??? haha i haven'tset my goals la. For now, i just want to pass my fking exam in jan.
4)What are you afraid to lose?
Family, Friends, money (cousin xinyu, u also leh, money face like me. Lols.)
5)If you have one more wish to wish for, what will it be?
Earn billions of dollars monthly.
6)Do you believe in ETERNAL love?
YESH!
7)If you met someone you love a lot, will you confess to him?
I've already met mine. Already married liao, so what there to confess?
8)What will do with 200 bucks?
Nb! 200 bucks. Buy milk powder lor. FUck.
9)What are your favourite colours?
Red, black, white.
10)What type of people you hate most?
People like AA, BB, CC lor.
11) Would you cherish every friendship of yours(FOR BABIES ONLY!) Do you dare to wear a sexy halter top out? (Suddenly lot of halter becos os someone worh)
No figure cannot wear. People will vomit de. Lols.
12) who makes you laugh?
That idiot in my house lor, the one slping beside me every night.
13)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Money. No money=no life, no life=no family, no family=no love.
14)Do you find a need to find a stead?
No la! You want me kanna beaten by XP issit?
15)What do you want your friendship to be like?
Everlasting lor.
16)Your horoscope is?
Cancer
17)Do you like eating paos LOLS, wad reatard question XX.
Ok ok lor. At times find it abit disgusting leh.
18)If you're feeling low one day, who would you go to?
My dog, Sydnie
19)Who would you spend your day with if this your last day?
Beloved family
20) What kind of friends would you like to have???
Generous friends that give me alot of money. Haha
Instrution: Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 question, then tag 7 people in your list. list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their tagboard that they have been tagged. Whoever does this tag will get a BLESSING from all :)
The 7 people that I choose:
1) Bubbie (hee...)
2) Yiting
3) Sherilyn
4) Alice
5) Bing
6) Liting
7) Weiting
(You guys doesn't really have to do this boring quiz la. Do it in your free time lor, or when u are bored lo.)
Friday, December 19, 2008
SO Random and SO Busy SO FUCKY!
I'm dam fucking busy nowaday.
Hate shifting house. So much stuffs to do!!
Later going down to Balestier to buy lights, can u imagine we have to spend nearly to3k 4k, just on lightning? Fuck.
Sofa, beds, coffeetables, side tables, fridge, stove, fans all settled liao. Today lightnings, next week the toilet bowls... i think that should be about all. Then i can concentrate on my study liao. 2 more weeks to exams, and i haven't even touch on my notes yet. Sigh.
I'm happy that yahoo auction is back. Actually i prefer yahoo auction sg than ebay. Don't know why i do not like to shop or sell things in ebay.
And now finally yahoo auction is back. But now in a different concept. A more complicated one. Its no longer at yahoo.com/auction anymore, its at www.gmarket.com.sg . It had been associated with another company, hmm i think its the G Market. Not very sure how user-friendly it is, but it's definately more complicate than the previous one, i'm still playing around with it.
Chinese New Year coming soon, and i have not buy any CNY clothings yet. Feeling broke again soon =(
Xmas just around the corner too. Meeting Dellas and gang on Xmas eve for dinner, as usual. My eves are always reserved for her. She will always suggest dinner gathering on that day. And after dinner, guess I will be heading down to D.Fly to meet up with another grp of friends. Actually i do not like to club now. Felt so hmm. not so interested in those loud loud music , alcohol, crowded place anymore.
Then on xmas day, perhaps going down to cousin house? Not sure. I still do not know whether the gathering is on xmas eve or xmas day.
I hope that the contractor can rush the work and let us move in on 28th dec instead of 3rd jan. Cos I'm having exams on 2nd jan, and 6th jan. I do not have time to pack / unpack those stuffs and i might have full concentration on my studies too. Sigh x 2
Hubbie taught me a new word yesterday, nb700. Opps, i did not scold vulgar, hubbie taught me de. And btw u guys know what it's means right? Muahaha.
(ps. i know i havent update kayden's blog for awhile ler. I promise i will update more photos of him real soon. )
Hate shifting house. So much stuffs to do!!
Later going down to Balestier to buy lights, can u imagine we have to spend nearly to
Sofa, beds, coffeetables, side tables, fridge, stove, fans all settled liao. Today lightnings, next week the toilet bowls... i think that should be about all. Then i can concentrate on my study liao. 2 more weeks to exams, and i haven't even touch on my notes yet. Sigh.
I'm happy that yahoo auction is back. Actually i prefer yahoo auction sg than ebay. Don't know why i do not like to shop or sell things in ebay.
And now finally yahoo auction is back. But now in a different concept. A more complicated one. Its no longer at yahoo.com/auction anymore, its at www.gmarket.com.sg . It had been associated with another company, hmm i think its the G Market. Not very sure how user-friendly it is, but it's definately more complicate than the previous one, i'm still playing around with it.
Chinese New Year coming soon, and i have not buy any CNY clothings yet. Feeling broke again soon =(
Xmas just around the corner too. Meeting Dellas and gang on Xmas eve for dinner, as usual. My eves are always reserved for her. She will always suggest dinner gathering on that day. And after dinner, guess I will be heading down to D.Fly to meet up with another grp of friends. Actually i do not like to club now. Felt so hmm. not so interested in those loud loud music , alcohol, crowded place anymore.
Then on xmas day, perhaps going down to cousin house? Not sure. I still do not know whether the gathering is on xmas eve or xmas day.
I hope that the contractor can rush the work and let us move in on 28th dec instead of 3rd jan. Cos I'm having exams on 2nd jan, and 6th jan. I do not have time to pack / unpack those stuffs and i might have full concentration on my studies too. Sigh x 2
Hubbie taught me a new word yesterday, nb700. Opps, i did not scold vulgar, hubbie taught me de. And btw u guys know what it's means right? Muahaha.
(ps. i know i havent update kayden's blog for awhile ler. I promise i will update more photos of him real soon. )
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Boo!
Yesterday was an advance xmas celebration party with the steamboat gang. And as usual, we had yummy steamboat. And it was a themed party, the "Rewind". But i think its more towards the "Role playing" ba. Me and Hubbie as Mommy and Daddy, Bing as my son, Ting and Sher as my retarded daughters LOL, and panda was sher's kindergarten bf and GT was the AH beng / Ting's bf, Yuan as the sentosa bus driver and dee as the tutor of my kids. Had alot of fun during the dinner, thanks to my two retarded daughter. Haha
After steamboat, was present xchange!! Most exciting moment.
After the party, someone suggested for an ice cream supper. So we went down to Holland V, the Essential Brew. The brownie there was delicious.
I do not have any photos to show, as all the photos was taken by Sher's camera. Go to her blog link to view those photos.
Today's family outing day! Went down to Singapore Bird Park with family.
Mummy with Kayden
"The three sisters!"
Me and Cherrie, my good helper at home.
Me and Hubbie, he don't like to smile. =/
After steamboat, was present xchange!! Most exciting moment.
After the party, someone suggested for an ice cream supper. So we went down to Holland V, the Essential Brew. The brownie there was delicious.
I do not have any photos to show, as all the photos was taken by Sher's camera. Go to her blog link to view those photos.
Today's family outing day! Went down to Singapore Bird Park with family.
Mummy with Kayden
"The three sisters!"
Me and Cherrie, my good helper at home.
Me and Hubbie, he don't like to smile. =/
The birds were scary. Hubbie's finger was bitten by one of those birds.
The elegant black swan...
The elegant black swan...
The dono wad bird.
This stupid parrot bited my hubbie's finger!
This stupid parrot bited my hubbie's finger!
The toot toot ostrich...
Ugly one. Dono wad bird, they classified it as the decendent of the Dinosaur O_O
Ugly one. Dono wad bird, they classified it as the decendent of the Dinosaur O_O
Mandarin Duck...
My favourite bird... Penguins!!!
The big mouth!
The big mouth!
Time for dinner. Blog again soon!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
My designer emailed me this today...
My new house interior design... Black and White concept. Cool!
The living room 1....
The piece behind the sofa is a mirror, as requested by the Feng Shui master.
And the statue on the left gonna be the altar where my ancestors be...
The living room 2...
The kitchen...
Bedrooms still in process. He will email me once it is done. I gonna love my bedroom... walk in wardrobe, wall mount tv, nice study area. LOVE IT!
I am so looking forward to my new house!
I won't be blogging much nowadays. Busy packing, meeting up with my contractors, xmas gatherings and most importantly my fucking exams.
I'm having exams on the 2nd and 4th Jan. Dam! And my planned date to shift in my new house is in between, 3rd Jan. TMD!
My new house interior design... Black and White concept. Cool!
The living room 1....
The piece behind the sofa is a mirror, as requested by the Feng Shui master.
And the statue on the left gonna be the altar where my ancestors be...
The living room 2...
The kitchen...
Bedrooms still in process. He will email me once it is done. I gonna love my bedroom... walk in wardrobe, wall mount tv, nice study area. LOVE IT!I am so looking forward to my new house!
I won't be blogging much nowadays. Busy packing, meeting up with my contractors, xmas gatherings and most importantly my fucking exams.
I'm having exams on the 2nd and 4th Jan. Dam! And my planned date to shift in my new house is in between, 3rd Jan. TMD!
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Went shopping again!!!
Joined mummy, irene auntie and cousin at Jurong Point in the evening for dinner. Wanted to walk around see if got nice clothes to buy for CNY, but end up all the clothes i bought were BLACK! =/
Chinese New Year, cannot wear black, will tio scold de. Kns!
Anw while on the way to Jurong Point, i saw something which makes me feel quite disappointed. Disappointed with us, the Singaporeans.
I took MRT down to Jurong Point. Yes! M.R.T! Surprise right? Lols. Even my own mummy was surprised too. Wah kaoz! I'm not a tai tai ok? I do take public transport de la. What's the big deal of me taking MRT? =.=
Ok, continue my story... during my journey to the Boon Lay Station, i saw a disappointing sight. A pregnant lady with a young child boarded the train. No seat available for them. So they stood by the door. Poor thing, nobody give up their seats for them. Alot of youngsters sitting near that lady, all geh siao lor, pretending they never see her. Then got two blanga sitting on the other side... one stood up and walked over to her and ask her to take his seat, and the other one stood up for the young child also. Blangasss leh. Singaporeans all geh siao, blangas gave up their seats. Wtf lor. Total disappointment with our people leh. Sad.
Anyway felt dam dulan la. So vent my angers on money lor. Lols. So spent a bomb on clothes today.
Lols. =/ (Sorry hubbie =P)
Bought a xmas pressie for my maid also. A necklace. She felt so touched till she cried when she rec'd this pressie from me just now. She really deserved it. She did a good job at looking after my kayden and also the houseworks. I'm so lucky to find such a helper. =)
A must remember formula!
Disappointed + Upset = Dulan
Dulan - shopping $$ = Happy
Happy Ending!
Joined mummy, irene auntie and cousin at Jurong Point in the evening for dinner. Wanted to walk around see if got nice clothes to buy for CNY, but end up all the clothes i bought were BLACK! =/
Chinese New Year, cannot wear black, will tio scold de. Kns!
Anw while on the way to Jurong Point, i saw something which makes me feel quite disappointed. Disappointed with us, the Singaporeans.
I took MRT down to Jurong Point. Yes! M.R.T! Surprise right? Lols. Even my own mummy was surprised too. Wah kaoz! I'm not a tai tai ok? I do take public transport de la. What's the big deal of me taking MRT? =.=
Ok, continue my story... during my journey to the Boon Lay Station, i saw a disappointing sight. A pregnant lady with a young child boarded the train. No seat available for them. So they stood by the door. Poor thing, nobody give up their seats for them. Alot of youngsters sitting near that lady, all geh siao lor, pretending they never see her. Then got two blanga sitting on the other side... one stood up and walked over to her and ask her to take his seat, and the other one stood up for the young child also. Blangasss leh. Singaporeans all geh siao, blangas gave up their seats. Wtf lor. Total disappointment with our people leh. Sad.
Anyway felt dam dulan la. So vent my angers on money lor. Lols. So spent a bomb on clothes today.
Lols. =/ (Sorry hubbie =P)
Bought a xmas pressie for my maid also. A necklace. She felt so touched till she cried when she rec'd this pressie from me just now. She really deserved it. She did a good job at looking after my kayden and also the houseworks. I'm so lucky to find such a helper. =)
A must remember formula!
Disappointed + Upset = Dulan
Dulan - shopping $$ = Happy
Happy Ending!
Monday, December 8, 2008
Back from supper with the steamboat gang. Last minute meet up, dono was jio by yuan or hubbie (very confused, lol).
Went down to Chomp Chomp. Ordered alot of food ar! Greedy yuan =x lols. Hubbie also another greedy one. Lols
And the Prawn Mee there makes me drool everytime when i think of it. Thumb up! But abit too exp, $4 =/
And...... ( i know i'm early, anyway early is always better than late =))
Went down to Chomp Chomp. Ordered alot of food ar! Greedy yuan =x lols. Hubbie also another greedy one. Lols
And the Prawn Mee there makes me drool everytime when i think of it. Thumb up! But abit too exp, $4 =/
Then headed down to Changi Beach, wanted to stay there and chit chat for awhile, who knows.... Last minute hubbie had to go up to his boss house for meeting. So we left right after we reached that place. Sobsss. Very sad but no choice, hubbie's work more impt. =(
Anyway the steamboat gang will meet up very soon, our xmas party will be on this coming saturday. ^.^
And...... ( i know i'm early, anyway early is always better than late =))
Nites!
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Xmas coming!
Orchard is the place where you can smell the scent of Xmas.
This year lighting decor is disappointing. Not much surprises you will see. All are very normal ones.
In other countries with winter, snow symbolises xmas. While in singapore, no snow so bo bian they uses lights instead. Haha.
The xmas tree made of bearss!
I've also shopped for the xmas present for dee dee. Hee. Hope she like it too. One more gift to go, hubbie present for panda. I wonder if there is any live panda for me to buy.. lol =/ joking.
Saw a LongChamp bag. Dam nice lor. Chilli red de. But the price. T_T After 30% discount still very exp. I am broke liao la, after buying hubbie present........... so cannot buy that bag. =(
Nevermind i will wait for the other cheaper red one to come. I simply love red!
And i love black too!!!!
Friday, December 5, 2008
Thursday, December 4, 2008
I think I'm dam fucking suay. Zzz.
For the past few days, i teared and put coupons in my car and today i suddenly forgotten and damit %)(#&%)&#)%# nabeh i tio "san ban" . Kns!
Hate those people who cross the road blindly, crossing road blindly was already dam fucked up, that person really fuck up to the max lor, he still taking his own sweet time to cross the road. I e-braked for him and waited for ard 10 sec just to let him pass, with my horn sounding for more than 3 sec. Fuckard!
Fuck, no mood to blog liao. First time tio "san ban" lea. SUAY LAH!!
For the past few days, i teared and put coupons in my car and today i suddenly forgotten and damit %)(#&%)&#)%# nabeh i tio "san ban" . Kns!
Hate those people who cross the road blindly, crossing road blindly was already dam fucked up, that person really fuck up to the max lor, he still taking his own sweet time to cross the road. I e-braked for him and waited for ard 10 sec just to let him pass, with my horn sounding for more than 3 sec. Fuckard!
Fuck, no mood to blog liao. First time tio "san ban" lea. SUAY LAH!!
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Sweet tooth
I'm gonna miss him.. heehee
He's the lecturer for my Business Economics. Tomorrow will be the last lesson with him.
He's a nice lecturer, just that he's very s.....l.....o......w in his motions and speech, hence always making us sleepy. But we can't afford to sleep in his class, cause he always give us alot of notes to copy, so if we fell asleep, we will miss out those important notes ler.
Frozz (Cherry), is the only thing which make me awake in class. =/ Guess i'm gonna see the dentist real soon.
Exam soonnnnn!! Fucking sian!
He's the lecturer for my Business Economics. Tomorrow will be the last lesson with him.
He's a nice lecturer, just that he's very s.....l.....o......w in his motions and speech, hence always making us sleepy. But we can't afford to sleep in his class, cause he always give us alot of notes to copy, so if we fell asleep, we will miss out those important notes ler.
Frozz (Cherry), is the only thing which make me awake in class. =/ Guess i'm gonna see the dentist real soon.
Exam soonnnnn!! Fucking sian!
Happy 17th Monthsary!
Too early for school, already reached the carpark opposite my school but the time is still early, so decided to blog.
Happy 17th Monthsary to my dearest hubbie.
I admitted i forgotten this important date. Sorry.
Our relationship had been through all kind of stages, sweet, happy,bitter, tough and still a long way to go.
Till then i've realised, our sweet memories aren't enough to cover the painful and hurtful quarrels and arguements we had.
We never fail to bring up the past quarrels even we promised not to.
Alot of things changed in these 17 months, from sweet to bitter, from smooth to tough.
Remember that night you ignored me for the whole night? Its the most painful night with you.
You had never do that to me, you never ignore me, you will never throw your temper at me but that night, you did all these for the whole night till next morning.
From then, you will tend to raise your voice at me at times.
Is there something wrong with our relationship, had it turned sour because of those quarrels we had? Or was it me the one who have problem? Did you still think that i did not contribute enough to this relationship? Did you still think i do not love you as much as i did to him?
I still can feel your love. I still feel your concern but then i was not as happy as before. It is not because of those stress we are having now, it is because of you.
The reason for me to cry, for me to smile can only be you, my dear.
I.L.U my dear.
Happy 17th Monthsary. (I'm not sure if it is a happy one to you)
Class starting soon.
Gotta go.
Happy 17th Monthsary to my dearest hubbie.
I admitted i forgotten this important date. Sorry.
Our relationship had been through all kind of stages, sweet, happy,bitter, tough and still a long way to go.
Till then i've realised, our sweet memories aren't enough to cover the painful and hurtful quarrels and arguements we had.
We never fail to bring up the past quarrels even we promised not to.
Alot of things changed in these 17 months, from sweet to bitter, from smooth to tough.
Remember that night you ignored me for the whole night? Its the most painful night with you.
You had never do that to me, you never ignore me, you will never throw your temper at me but that night, you did all these for the whole night till next morning.
From then, you will tend to raise your voice at me at times.
Is there something wrong with our relationship, had it turned sour because of those quarrels we had? Or was it me the one who have problem? Did you still think that i did not contribute enough to this relationship? Did you still think i do not love you as much as i did to him?
I still can feel your love. I still feel your concern but then i was not as happy as before. It is not because of those stress we are having now, it is because of you.
The reason for me to cry, for me to smile can only be you, my dear.
I.L.U my dear.
Happy 17th Monthsary. (I'm not sure if it is a happy one to you)
Class starting soon.
Gotta go.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Personal
things changed, you can deny but it's facts.
I think nothing I can do but to accept and adapt to the changes.
I think nothing I can do but to accept and adapt to the changes.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Smart as a whip or thick as mince?
New pics updated in my darling blog. Do check it out!
Weekend passed so fast! Tomorrow having lesson again. Yawn!
Spent a bomb in those fengshui things. Actually i don't really believe much in fengshui but then, the things he said about me and xiaoping were dam accurate. So for the sake of family, and for his carreer, for our health, i rather be safe than to be sorry.
"He who angers you, conquers you"
How true this quote can be. Thinking back its really pointless to waste your strength and energy to get angry with those kinds of idiots. Their main purpose for doing or saying those things was just to make you angry, so what's the point of letting them won over / conquer you? Perhaps a "thank you" from you in returns will prolly drive him goes up the wall. Maybe with a smile on your face while saying thank you will make him go nuts! Haha! Sound fun?
Something more fun for you guys to try.
My lecturer gave us this.. its a college entrance exams , and you are expected to finish it within 1 minute.
Hmm. its kinda blurry for you.I will retype the questions out.
1) Continue this sequence in a logical way.
2) Correct this formula with a single stroke (Actually there's two answers for this, but only one was mentioned)
3) Please write anything here.
4) Draw a rectangle with 3 lines.
So how? Got all the answers already??? Check if you are smart with the answer below..
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Did you guys got all the answers correct??? Actually i only managed to get two right =/ I should bang wall ><
So are you smart as a whip to get all the answers correct? Or thick as mince to let those idiots conquer you. I'm not smart but I won't be so stupid again.
Sweet dreams!
Friday, November 28, 2008
I missed my class outing today! =/ Wanted to join them at sentosa but i've got important things to do. Sad
Anyway nevermind, tomorrow i meeting them again at Chambers, Boat Quay. I'm also meeting Dellas tomorrow for dinner at Park Royal. Its been so long since i last saw her liao.
Next week will be the last week of school. muahaha. Then follow by holidays, and exams on end dec. Then my next module will start somewhere in jan i think. Yay! Can slp more liao, can play my Sims 2 liao. Hee.
Estimated date that I can move in to my new house, will be 3rd Jan. One day after my exam. Fcuk! I'm so looking forward to shift in lor, cos of the water features which we bought yesterday. Gosh! I can keep fishes inside lea. A quite small one in my dinning room, but still can keep ard 2-3 fishes inside,so happy. I long wanted to have a "pond" at home so i can keep fishes inside... but due to space constraint, i can't. But now finally can liao. Muahaha!
Shifting house still quite long way to go, i wana talk about christmas now.
So Yiting... 13th dec fixed? Bbq ok?? If ok, i go down to book on monday liao. Let me know soon k? Cos i wana book the one near to the fountain, less ants there.
And bing!! If its bbq can you be our chef of that day again? Heee!
Anyway nevermind, tomorrow i meeting them again at Chambers, Boat Quay. I'm also meeting Dellas tomorrow for dinner at Park Royal. Its been so long since i last saw her liao.
Next week will be the last week of school. muahaha. Then follow by holidays, and exams on end dec. Then my next module will start somewhere in jan i think. Yay! Can slp more liao, can play my Sims 2 liao. Hee.
Estimated date that I can move in to my new house, will be 3rd Jan. One day after my exam. Fcuk! I'm so looking forward to shift in lor, cos of the water features which we bought yesterday. Gosh! I can keep fishes inside lea. A quite small one in my dinning room, but still can keep ard 2-3 fishes inside,so happy. I long wanted to have a "pond" at home so i can keep fishes inside... but due to space constraint, i can't. But now finally can liao. Muahaha!
Shifting house still quite long way to go, i wana talk about christmas now.
So Yiting... 13th dec fixed? Bbq ok?? If ok, i go down to book on monday liao. Let me know soon k? Cos i wana book the one near to the fountain, less ants there.
And bing!! If its bbq can you be our chef of that day again? Heee!
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
BUSY!
I am busy, busy like a bee! Buzzzz!
Went to choose tiles together with my contractor today and I guess my new house gonna be beautiful... black and white! Oh Gooooosee! I am so excited.
Went to choose tiles together with my contractor today and I guess my new house gonna be beautiful... black and white! Oh Gooooosee! I am so excited.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Just home from steamboat. Quite nice. I love steamboat.
Xmas gathering with the steamboat gang. I'm so excited about it! Ting suggested to make it a themed party, like uniform or etc... -.-" i dono how would i look in uniform, sure dam fugly one.
How about use "maternity" as theme? I've got alot of maternity clothes. Muahaha
Christmas, a day which i always look forward to. Christmas reminds me of snow, cold, romantic, but these don't happen in singapore. Sigh sad.
And what make me more upset is.............
I've just realised there is no more chips left in my house, roar! I want potato chips!
Xmas gathering with the steamboat gang. I'm so excited about it! Ting suggested to make it a themed party, like uniform or etc... -.-" i dono how would i look in uniform, sure dam fugly one.
How about use "maternity" as theme? I've got alot of maternity clothes. Muahaha
Christmas, a day which i always look forward to. Christmas reminds me of snow, cold, romantic, but these don't happen in singapore. Sigh sad.
And what make me more upset is.............
I've just realised there is no more chips left in my house, roar! I want potato chips!
A Busy Pig
Opps! I pon tan-ed today!!!
Haha.
I'm so addicted to Sims 2. A game which i played donkey years ago. And Sims 3 is launching in feb 2009. I'm so looking forward to it.
I need to send a email to the AVA to enquire about my dogs licensing. As you guys know, I have three dogs. And I am shifting back to HDB liao, condo = 3 dogs, hdb = 1 dog only. I dono if they will allow me to have all the three re-license about my new address.
Tomorrow hubbie going school with me. He gotta go shop alone at Tiong Bahru Plaza for 3 hours and wait for me. Haha.
Then will have to go fetch my mummy and go straight to the new house. Meeting the fengshui master and my renovation contractor at 230pm, after that if got time, maybe will head down to ikea. Busy day. -__-
My dogs are stupid. I brought Sydnie over to the new house yesterday. And she don't dare to climb the stairs. All she did was cry cry cry and beg us to carry her up or down. Useless leh.
Tomorrow business econ, a lesson which cannot be missed. I'm getting lazier. Tired of the journey to school, the morning traffic jam, the 3 hours lecture. I am a pig.
Haha.
I'm so addicted to Sims 2. A game which i played donkey years ago. And Sims 3 is launching in feb 2009. I'm so looking forward to it.
I need to send a email to the AVA to enquire about my dogs licensing. As you guys know, I have three dogs. And I am shifting back to HDB liao, condo = 3 dogs, hdb = 1 dog only. I dono if they will allow me to have all the three re-license about my new address.
Tomorrow hubbie going school with me. He gotta go shop alone at Tiong Bahru Plaza for 3 hours and wait for me. Haha.
Then will have to go fetch my mummy and go straight to the new house. Meeting the fengshui master and my renovation contractor at 230pm, after that if got time, maybe will head down to ikea. Busy day. -__-
My dogs are stupid. I brought Sydnie over to the new house yesterday. And she don't dare to climb the stairs. All she did was cry cry cry and beg us to carry her up or down. Useless leh.
Tomorrow business econ, a lesson which cannot be missed. I'm getting lazier. Tired of the journey to school, the morning traffic jam, the 3 hours lecture. I am a pig.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
...
I am totally worn out.
Cos...
i woke up very early yesterday just to play my Sims 2.
i did not nap yesterday afternoon.
i played overnight mahjong with Ting, GT and Bing till 7am plus in the morning.
i slept for 2 hours to accompany hubbie down to lakeshore for diana's apartment.
i met up with the agent today and collected my new house's key.
i had no time to rest at all today.
i went down to hubbie's grandma birthday celebration in the evening.
i did my business english homework which was given few days back.
i was blogging away.
I will be busy for the next few weeks
cos...
i have to meet up with contractor for the interior design and renovation details.
i have to start packing my stuffs.
i have to chase my contractor for the quotation of repainting my current unit.
i have to go shopping with mummy for new furnitures and accessories.
i have to find new lights, air con, etc for my new home.
i have to go ikea.
i have to help hubbie with diana's apartment.
i have to organise bbq or dinner for those who offered to help out in shifting my parents stuff.
i have lessons and homework to cope with.
Fuck.
Time for my sleep. Bye!
Cos...
i woke up very early yesterday just to play my Sims 2.
i did not nap yesterday afternoon.
i played overnight mahjong with Ting, GT and Bing till 7am plus in the morning.
i slept for 2 hours to accompany hubbie down to lakeshore for diana's apartment.
i met up with the agent today and collected my new house's key.
i had no time to rest at all today.
i went down to hubbie's grandma birthday celebration in the evening.
i did my business english homework which was given few days back.
i was blogging away.
I will be busy for the next few weeks
cos...
i have to meet up with contractor for the interior design and renovation details.
i have to start packing my stuffs.
i have to chase my contractor for the quotation of repainting my current unit.
i have to go shopping with mummy for new furnitures and accessories.
i have to find new lights, air con, etc for my new home.
i have to go ikea.
i have to help hubbie with diana's apartment.
i have to organise bbq or dinner for those who offered to help out in shifting my parents stuff.
i have lessons and homework to cope with.
Fuck.
Time for my sleep. Bye!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Reason = Excuse?
Why some people always treat our reason as our excuses?
I still remember... in my school days..that teacher's really an assh0le lor. Fuck.
Teacher "Why you yesterday never come?"
Teacher "Went to which place work part time last night? Got how many customers and earned how much?"
Me " -__-, i had to attend to some personal stuffs, here's the letter from my mum"
Teacher took the letter from me and tore it straight even without opening and reading the content.
Teacher "Don't try to fool me with this letter. You wrote the letter yourself and claim its written by your mum? Stop using family or parents as your excuse for not turning up in school"
Me "erm...."
Teacher "Don't say that much liao. I don't want to listen to anymore of your stupid excuses. Stand outside my office for this whole week, no lesson for you and you can only go home when i go home!"
Me %#)%&#)%#%
Asshole right? I nearly wanted to go down MOM to complain him leh. Always ask us how much we earned last night, how many male customers we had last night... Nabeh lor!
After that one week of detention, due to my poor attendance for my E.C.A, ended up my detention extended three more weeks. First thing when i reached school in the morning, reported to him at his office, then i will sit outside and do revision myself till recess, went for break and came back and continue my self revision till evening, only when he packed up and went home then i can go home.
How to study in a school like that? He suggested me to change school but never give any referal letter. I went to many schools and end up kanna rejected by all. LL lor, went back to that school again.
My school life was a nightmare. This was the reason why I dropped out of school halfway. If i have a nice and friendly teacher, i prolly would at least have a poly diploma or A level now. Haha
Ya, if if and if... if i know i will end up going for private study now, i rather endure all those shits from that teacher and complete my secondary school then poly....
Fuck the IF la! There wouldn't be any "IF" la unless we can turn back time...
And ya, i've watched "Rec" with hubbie few days back. I heard it was very nice, people gave high ratings. Ya! Dam nice! Till i nearly puked halfway through the movie.
First was "Cloverfield", now was the "Rec". I can't watch such movie la. I am weak. No more this kind of movie for me anymore liao. Zzzz.
I still remember... in my school days..that teacher's really an assh0le lor. Fuck.
Teacher "Why you yesterday never come?"
Teacher "Went to which place work part time last night? Got how many customers and earned how much?"
Me " -__-, i had to attend to some personal stuffs, here's the letter from my mum"
Teacher took the letter from me and tore it straight even without opening and reading the content.
Teacher "Don't try to fool me with this letter. You wrote the letter yourself and claim its written by your mum? Stop using family or parents as your excuse for not turning up in school"
Me "erm...."
Teacher "Don't say that much liao. I don't want to listen to anymore of your stupid excuses. Stand outside my office for this whole week, no lesson for you and you can only go home when i go home!"
Me %#)%&#)%#%
Asshole right? I nearly wanted to go down MOM to complain him leh. Always ask us how much we earned last night, how many male customers we had last night... Nabeh lor!
After that one week of detention, due to my poor attendance for my E.C.A, ended up my detention extended three more weeks. First thing when i reached school in the morning, reported to him at his office, then i will sit outside and do revision myself till recess, went for break and came back and continue my self revision till evening, only when he packed up and went home then i can go home.
How to study in a school like that? He suggested me to change school but never give any referal letter. I went to many schools and end up kanna rejected by all. LL lor, went back to that school again.
My school life was a nightmare. This was the reason why I dropped out of school halfway. If i have a nice and friendly teacher, i prolly would at least have a poly diploma or A level now. Haha
Ya, if if and if... if i know i will end up going for private study now, i rather endure all those shits from that teacher and complete my secondary school then poly....
Fuck the IF la! There wouldn't be any "IF" la unless we can turn back time...
And ya, i've watched "Rec" with hubbie few days back. I heard it was very nice, people gave high ratings. Ya! Dam nice! Till i nearly puked halfway through the movie.
First was "Cloverfield", now was the "Rec". I can't watch such movie la. I am weak. No more this kind of movie for me anymore liao. Zzzz.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Nobody and Somebody
Recently not much happenings so nothing much to blog about.
Talk about school? My classmates are friendly but nothing exciting to share.
Talk about dogs? Nothing much to update.
Talk about Kayden? He's got his own blog so nothing much to update here too.
Leading an ordinary life...
Heard from 933 radio station, they said there might be meteor rain these few days. I wanted to watch but i just don't have the energy. Anyway i don't think we can see it over at Singapore, even if there is any, i think it would be covered by the thick clouds.
Accompanied hubbie down to Mount Alvernia today to see doctor again. He's not sick, it is his finger, swollen again! Bite and bite, then infected by germs again. Serve him right. Hubbie go ahead and bite more lor. Bite till all 10 fingers swollen lor. -_-
Beware. The below content might make you feel uncomfortable. Read at your own risk =)
(You might hate me more or you will love me more. Hee)
Did my entries made you hate me, dislike me, pissed off with me? Did you ever thought or feel that I'm writting about you?
I am indeed referring about someone in my recent entries, but it doesn't have to be you. If you are my friend, its definately not you. Do not misinterpret my words and feel that it's you. Do not assume things yourself, when it was never the truth.
If you are suspecting anything, you can approach me for clarifications. Pls do not jump to conclusion yourself. Its not healthy cos you are just feeling upset or unhappy cos of some misunderstanding.
I do not write well, I am poor in expressing myself. Its been a long time since i wrote essay or letters. I do not use english frequently hence at times i might have used the wrong word causing you to get the wrong meaning.
I only write about "nobody". If you are my friend, you can't be "nobody", cos you are "somebody" i care, i love, i treasure.
If you happen to be that "nobody", i'm quite surprise that you are still reading my blog. Hee. Go ahead and feel angry, hate me... i don't care cos you are just "nobody". I am merely writting my feels and thoughts, if you are not happy with the content, then bye to you.
Someone might feel disgusted reading my posts, feel that I'm fake in those things i've wrote. I'm acting, I'm deceiving my friends, etc. I can just tell you, I don't write for people to see, I write my feelings, my thoughts. Why should i be fake on something when i don't really bothers how other people look or feel about me? If you still insist your way, then go ahead. It doesn't really bother me. You know me too little, so u are just another "nobody".
Blog issn't the place for us to write out our feels, thoughts? I don't think I'm doing anything wrong. If such statements have to be constrained, then i think there's nothing much for people to blog about.
Some people use blog to share knowledges, informations (like music, news, pictures, videos, movies etc) with other people, while some people blog about daily stuffs about their life, some people blog about their rantings, some blog about their thoughts and feel etc.
Random thought...
Do i really have to mind what other people say or feel about me? You aren't living for others, you are living for yourself. Why should you bother and care so much?
But if i never care much, why should i write so much above?
*Slap!
Its 9pm liao. I want to go watch "Bu fan" liao. Byes!
Talk about school? My classmates are friendly but nothing exciting to share.
Talk about dogs? Nothing much to update.
Talk about Kayden? He's got his own blog so nothing much to update here too.
Leading an ordinary life...
Heard from 933 radio station, they said there might be meteor rain these few days. I wanted to watch but i just don't have the energy. Anyway i don't think we can see it over at Singapore, even if there is any, i think it would be covered by the thick clouds.
Accompanied hubbie down to Mount Alvernia today to see doctor again. He's not sick, it is his finger, swollen again! Bite and bite, then infected by germs again. Serve him right. Hubbie go ahead and bite more lor. Bite till all 10 fingers swollen lor. -_-
Beware. The below content might make you feel uncomfortable. Read at your own risk =)
(You might hate me more or you will love me more. Hee)
Did my entries made you hate me, dislike me, pissed off with me? Did you ever thought or feel that I'm writting about you?
I am indeed referring about someone in my recent entries, but it doesn't have to be you. If you are my friend, its definately not you. Do not misinterpret my words and feel that it's you. Do not assume things yourself, when it was never the truth.
If you are suspecting anything, you can approach me for clarifications. Pls do not jump to conclusion yourself. Its not healthy cos you are just feeling upset or unhappy cos of some misunderstanding.
I do not write well, I am poor in expressing myself. Its been a long time since i wrote essay or letters. I do not use english frequently hence at times i might have used the wrong word causing you to get the wrong meaning.
I only write about "nobody". If you are my friend, you can't be "nobody", cos you are "somebody" i care, i love, i treasure.
If you happen to be that "nobody", i'm quite surprise that you are still reading my blog. Hee. Go ahead and feel angry, hate me... i don't care cos you are just "nobody". I am merely writting my feels and thoughts, if you are not happy with the content, then bye to you.
Someone might feel disgusted reading my posts, feel that I'm fake in those things i've wrote. I'm acting, I'm deceiving my friends, etc. I can just tell you, I don't write for people to see, I write my feelings, my thoughts. Why should i be fake on something when i don't really bothers how other people look or feel about me? If you still insist your way, then go ahead. It doesn't really bother me. You know me too little, so u are just another "nobody".
Blog issn't the place for us to write out our feels, thoughts? I don't think I'm doing anything wrong. If such statements have to be constrained, then i think there's nothing much for people to blog about.
Some people use blog to share knowledges, informations (like music, news, pictures, videos, movies etc) with other people, while some people blog about daily stuffs about their life, some people blog about their rantings, some blog about their thoughts and feel etc.
Random thought...
Do i really have to mind what other people say or feel about me? You aren't living for others, you are living for yourself. Why should you bother and care so much?
But if i never care much, why should i write so much above?
*Slap!
Its 9pm liao. I want to go watch "Bu fan" liao. Byes!
Monday, November 17, 2008
Cracked Pot
Something to share...
The story of the Cracked Pot...
The story of the Cracked Pot...
The story starts with an elderly Chinese woman who has two large pots, which she carries with a pole balanced across her neck.
Each day the eldery Chinese woman goes to fetch water in her two large pots.
One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.
For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishment. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do.
After 2 yrs of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side? That's because I have always known about your flaw, so I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walked back, you water them." "For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate the table. Without you being just the way you are, there would not be this beauty to grace the house"
Each of us has our own unique flaw...
But it's the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together interesting and rewarding. You've just got to take each person for what they are and look for the good in them.
=)
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Human with Panda eye?
Saw before??
I saw one when I looked into the mirror today.
Lack of slp plus tiring day = panda eye.
Did not have enough slp. Only slpt for 4 plus hours. Haha.
Mahjong-ed overnight with ting, GT and bing till morning 7.30am. Then went for a shortslp nap, as i will be meeting up with my parents to go down to the Harvey Norman sale at Expo.
Bought nothing much, only one new fridge for my new house as they issn't much things over at the sale today.
And guess who I saw just now. Lols, I saw Joo and Xue over at Expo too. They were going down to the Perfect Home exhibition, maybe trying to find new idea for their new home.
I want to blog more but I do not know what i want to blog.. Too tired to think of anything.
I have been feeling tired for a week liao, ever since my course started. When i see my homeworks i feel more tired. Whenever i think of going to school the next morning i feel tired. I simply hate school. Sigh...
Oh ya... had a great time at Yuan's birthday yesterday. Nice food, nice balloons, nice weather... Nice and fun!!
I did not take any photo yesterday. I'm going to kope from Sher's webbie cos i knew her cam had been clicking the whole night. Hee.
Ok, off to my bed liao. Lesson tmr. SIGH.....
I saw one when I looked into the mirror today.
Lack of slp plus tiring day = panda eye.
Did not have enough slp. Only slpt for 4 plus hours. Haha.
Mahjong-ed overnight with ting, GT and bing till morning 7.30am. Then went for a short
Bought nothing much, only one new fridge for my new house as they issn't much things over at the sale today.
And guess who I saw just now. Lols, I saw Joo and Xue over at Expo too. They were going down to the Perfect Home exhibition, maybe trying to find new idea for their new home.
I want to blog more but I do not know what i want to blog.. Too tired to think of anything.
I have been feeling tired for a week liao, ever since my course started. When i see my homeworks i feel more tired. Whenever i think of going to school the next morning i feel tired. I simply hate school. Sigh...
Oh ya... had a great time at Yuan's birthday yesterday. Nice food, nice balloons, nice weather... Nice and fun!!
I did not take any photo yesterday. I'm going to kope from Sher's webbie cos i knew her cam had been clicking the whole night. Hee.
Ok, off to my bed liao. Lesson tmr. SIGH.....
Saturday, November 15, 2008
My lil kayden blog is UP
lilkayden.blogspot.com
Still halfway done cos got alot more of pictures to upload. He got a tagboard too. So all his uncle and aunties, talk to him when you're free k?
Hee
Still halfway done cos got alot more of pictures to upload. He got a tagboard too. So all his uncle and aunties, talk to him when you're free k?
Hee
A Leopard will never change its own spot
Opps! I accidentally came to know something while surfing the net with my iphone yesterday night.
A Leopard will never change its own spot
How true is it? I remembered someone telling me that she had changed, changed to a better person, no longer the stubborn and bad tempered girl. Boo! Time has proven this saying to be the truth again, a leopard will never change its own spot.
Bingo. I've knew it. It's just the matter of time only, she will definately go back to her own ways.
For having a "fishmonger" character, it is really hard to believe that she will change for someone else when the person she loves the most is herself. Selfish selfish!
I'm such a baddie for laughing at other people's mishaps. I'm so sorry but i just couldn't help it. Even hubbie also interested to know more lea, so how am i gonna to control myself?
Ok, i'm going to start working on my lil darling's blog liao. Byes!
A Leopard will never change its own spot
How true is it? I remembered someone telling me that she had changed, changed to a better person, no longer the stubborn and bad tempered girl. Boo! Time has proven this saying to be the truth again, a leopard will never change its own spot.
Bingo. I've knew it. It's just the matter of time only, she will definately go back to her own ways.
For having a "fishmonger" character, it is really hard to believe that she will change for someone else when the person she loves the most is herself. Selfish selfish!
I'm such a baddie for laughing at other people's mishaps. I'm so sorry but i just couldn't help it. Even hubbie also interested to know more lea, so how am i gonna to control myself?
Ok, i'm going to start working on my lil darling's blog liao. Byes!
Friday, November 14, 2008
Sad and disappointed
Just woke up from a nap. Opps! Hee. And i'm very hungry. =/
Just now hubbie told me, some of his relatives kept requesting photos of kayden from him, then suddenly i got a new idea. I've decided to create a blog just for Kayden, there will be photos, updates on his growth, etc... Need some time for the blog, will update you all when the blog is done.
I realised something, something cruel in this realistic world. Why am I always the unlucky one to have such mishap? Why is such things only happened around me? Why is it so hard to find one true friend / maintain a friendship?
Felt very hurt, the one whom i used to care alot, the closest to me, the one whom understand me the most... is avoiding me. Few days back, i'm not feeling very ok. I need someone to talk, so i sms-ed him, asking if he is free for a talk. But till now, no reply from him.
I kept find excuses for his action, maybe he changed new handphone number, maybe he's not in Singapore hence did not rec'd my smses? Maybe he's so busy with work that he couldn't even reply my smses? Haha, i'm just decieving myself. The actual fact is he do not treat me as friend anymore.
Actually this person is my ex. We were friends, good friends after our relationship came to a end. He told me, he will be my friend forever and asked me to sms me whenever I need someone. He told me before, even me and him were no longer together, we both will be friends forever. All are simply lies. I am simply naive to believe all his words. Haha i'm such a loser.
Because of him, I've lost alot of friends. These people never contact me anymore after i broke off with him. A few of them were my "advisors" or should say "consultants". When i was feeling down, i looked for them. We met up together for meals, went out together even without my ex. But now, haha, they do not treat me as friend anymore. Just a awkward "hi" or "bye" to me when we saw each other.
Friends getting lesser and lesser. And i've realised.. when i need someone to talk to, there's no one on my mind. It is not that I do not have trusted friends, just that hmm, i do not want to disturb them with my rantings. Actually there's only one person whom always appear in my mind when i'm in trouble, my dearest mei, Yijing. But she's not contactable, only thru emails. She never log in her msn anymore. Last heard from her, she's having difficulties in coping with her homeworks, busying pa-toring, also busy working as part timer at her dad's company. So i do not want to add on my problems to her anymore.
It seems that my best friend now is only him... my dearest hubbie. Haha. He understands me very well, he don't mind listen to my rantings, he calm me down, he give me very good advises. Without him, i think i might have already given up in life.
Friends come and go. I used to quarrel with my family because of my friends. And i deeply regretted it. Only family are the one whom you can trust the most, maybe only your family will be only the faithful ones who will be by you when you are having problems. Love them, treasure them when you still can.
Just rec'd a msn message from yuan.. reminding me to go for his birthday party tmr. Hahas. Buay tahan lea, he never give address, never give timing, how he want us to be there. =x
Anyway an advance wishing for you... Happy 21st birthday!
And sad la... i've got alot of homeworks to do. Fuck. I'm already a mother of one, i'm still nagging about my homework right here in my blog. Duhz. Embarassing lea.
And my lil cousin laughed at me, when i told her i busy with homework and having exams in dec when she asked me to go birdpark. Zzz...
ok.. Off to my textbook -.-
Just now hubbie told me, some of his relatives kept requesting photos of kayden from him, then suddenly i got a new idea. I've decided to create a blog just for Kayden, there will be photos, updates on his growth, etc... Need some time for the blog, will update you all when the blog is done.
I realised something, something cruel in this realistic world. Why am I always the unlucky one to have such mishap? Why is such things only happened around me? Why is it so hard to find one true friend / maintain a friendship?
Felt very hurt, the one whom i used to care alot, the closest to me, the one whom understand me the most... is avoiding me. Few days back, i'm not feeling very ok. I need someone to talk, so i sms-ed him, asking if he is free for a talk. But till now, no reply from him.
I kept find excuses for his action, maybe he changed new handphone number, maybe he's not in Singapore hence did not rec'd my smses? Maybe he's so busy with work that he couldn't even reply my smses? Haha, i'm just decieving myself. The actual fact is he do not treat me as friend anymore.
Actually this person is my ex. We were friends, good friends after our relationship came to a end. He told me, he will be my friend forever and asked me to sms me whenever I need someone. He told me before, even me and him were no longer together, we both will be friends forever. All are simply lies. I am simply naive to believe all his words. Haha i'm such a loser.
Because of him, I've lost alot of friends. These people never contact me anymore after i broke off with him. A few of them were my "advisors" or should say "consultants". When i was feeling down, i looked for them. We met up together for meals, went out together even without my ex. But now, haha, they do not treat me as friend anymore. Just a awkward "hi" or "bye" to me when we saw each other.
Friends getting lesser and lesser. And i've realised.. when i need someone to talk to, there's no one on my mind. It is not that I do not have trusted friends, just that hmm, i do not want to disturb them with my rantings. Actually there's only one person whom always appear in my mind when i'm in trouble, my dearest mei, Yijing. But she's not contactable, only thru emails. She never log in her msn anymore. Last heard from her, she's having difficulties in coping with her homeworks, busying pa-toring, also busy working as part timer at her dad's company. So i do not want to add on my problems to her anymore.
It seems that my best friend now is only him... my dearest hubbie. Haha. He understands me very well, he don't mind listen to my rantings, he calm me down, he give me very good advises. Without him, i think i might have already given up in life.
Friends come and go. I used to quarrel with my family because of my friends. And i deeply regretted it. Only family are the one whom you can trust the most, maybe only your family will be only the faithful ones who will be by you when you are having problems. Love them, treasure them when you still can.
Just rec'd a msn message from yuan.. reminding me to go for his birthday party tmr. Hahas. Buay tahan lea, he never give address, never give timing, how he want us to be there. =x
Anyway an advance wishing for you... Happy 21st birthday!
And sad la... i've got alot of homeworks to do. Fuck. I'm already a mother of one, i'm still nagging about my homework right here in my blog. Duhz. Embarassing lea.
And my lil cousin laughed at me, when i told her i busy with homework and having exams in dec when she asked me to go birdpark. Zzz...
ok.. Off to my textbook -.-
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Haha, i'm sorry guys for shifting back to blogspot. I just miss the features here. The tagboard, the music and everything. And the reason why i suddenly feel like shifting back is because...
I was trying to add Cherryblossom link into the side bar on my livejournal blog but cannot lea. Tried alot of ways, tried until very DL. So i came back here. Haha.
Recently busy with school. One week, 7 mornings, 4 of them are taken up by my lessons. School just started and i'm already looking forward to the holidays. =x
My friend called me up this morning to date me out for dinner on 28th nov.
She asked "Oei, so long never see you liao. 28th nov free for dinner anot. We go eat buffet."
Me "Erm, 28th nov ar... 2 weeks more i can't confirm with you lea."
She "Wah you very busy meh? 2 weeks in advance booking also can't get your confirmation ar? Nowadays you busy with what?"
Me "No lar, cos going to shift house soon mah. Alot of stuff to be attended"
She "House thing also can plan one mah."
Me "Ya i know. But i scared last minute will have things, so i do not dare to confirm early"
She "Oh ok then. Let me know soon"
Actually i'm not really that busy la. But it just that sometimes i've to accompany hubbie to do his stuff and his things are all very last minutes. Accompanying him around is part of my job now, lol.
And truely, recently alot of house thingy to do. Meeting up with contractors, agents, bla bla bla. Moving house is tiring and it is not fun. The only fun part is when you shop around for furnitures and stuffs. All woman enjoy shopping i guess. =) And packing and shifting are the most tiring part of all.
Just met up with the house mover, they will be sending the carton boxes over tmr afternoon and we will have to start packing. Any volunteer free to help me pack? Haha
Scheduled to be moving over at around end dec. One plus more months to go and i've so many things to be packed. Sigh. My lil kayden stuff also alot lea. Faintz.
So sher... if my renovation contractors cant rush their reno work for me, there won't be any Christmas party at my new house liao. Maybe can fix it over at my current one. Will work out with my contractor. Or maybe we can have a new yr gathering instead. Hee.
For the past 10 yrs, i've shifted twice. One was into my jurong west flat and another one was to this condo. And now i'm going to shift again. -_-
Busy weekend for me ahead. Tomorrow evening.. going for my hair treatment at Bugis with mummy, saturday Mr Yuan's 21st birthday, then sunday going down to expo, the Harvey Norman sale. Gonna shop for cheap electrical appliances.
And i watched "The Coffin" few days back with hubbie. Disappointing sia. Wasted my $$$. Should have wait for their vcd and rent it instead of going cinema. Lols, i'm so "auntie" now. =(
Bo bian. Kayden's diapers and milk cost a bomb liao, so must save up.
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I heard eerie sounds from the living room. Dam! I'm all alone in the study room, hubbie out for meeting and my maid and kayden slping. Fuck! I don't dare to go anywhere now. T_T
I was trying to add Cherryblossom link into the side bar on my livejournal blog but cannot lea. Tried alot of ways, tried until very DL. So i came back here. Haha.
Recently busy with school. One week, 7 mornings, 4 of them are taken up by my lessons. School just started and i'm already looking forward to the holidays. =x
My friend called me up this morning to date me out for dinner on 28th nov.
She asked "Oei, so long never see you liao. 28th nov free for dinner anot. We go eat buffet."
Me "Erm, 28th nov ar... 2 weeks more i can't confirm with you lea."
She "Wah you very busy meh? 2 weeks in advance booking also can't get your confirmation ar? Nowadays you busy with what?"
Me "No lar, cos going to shift house soon mah. Alot of stuff to be attended"
She "House thing also can plan one mah."
Me "Ya i know. But i scared last minute will have things, so i do not dare to confirm early"
She "Oh ok then. Let me know soon"
Actually i'm not really that busy la. But it just that sometimes i've to accompany hubbie to do his stuff and his things are all very last minutes. Accompanying him around is part of my job now, lol.
And truely, recently alot of house thingy to do. Meeting up with contractors, agents, bla bla bla. Moving house is tiring and it is not fun. The only fun part is when you shop around for furnitures and stuffs. All woman enjoy shopping i guess. =) And packing and shifting are the most tiring part of all.
Just met up with the house mover, they will be sending the carton boxes over tmr afternoon and we will have to start packing. Any volunteer free to help me pack? Haha
Scheduled to be moving over at around end dec. One plus more months to go and i've so many things to be packed. Sigh. My lil kayden stuff also alot lea. Faintz.
So sher... if my renovation contractors cant rush their reno work for me, there won't be any Christmas party at my new house liao. Maybe can fix it over at my current one. Will work out with my contractor. Or maybe we can have a new yr gathering instead. Hee.
For the past 10 yrs, i've shifted twice. One was into my jurong west flat and another one was to this condo. And now i'm going to shift again. -_-
Busy weekend for me ahead. Tomorrow evening.. going for my hair treatment at Bugis with mummy, saturday Mr Yuan's 21st birthday, then sunday going down to expo, the Harvey Norman sale. Gonna shop for cheap electrical appliances.
And i watched "The Coffin" few days back with hubbie. Disappointing sia. Wasted my $$$. Should have wait for their vcd and rent it instead of going cinema. Lols, i'm so "auntie" now. =(
Bo bian. Kayden's diapers and milk cost a bomb liao, so must save up.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I heard eerie sounds from the living room. Dam! I'm all alone in the study room, hubbie out for meeting and my maid and kayden slping. Fuck! I don't dare to go anywhere now. T_T
Opps! I'm back here
Opps! I'm back to blogspot.
I keep having trouble loading pictures over at livejournal. And the loading is so slow.
So... i decided to use back blogspot. Sorry to those who had already re-link me.
Paiseh paiseh =x
I keep having trouble loading pictures over at livejournal. And the loading is so slow.
So... i decided to use back blogspot. Sorry to those who had already re-link me.
Paiseh paiseh =x
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Shifting new blog again. Hee!
I am shifting again... Pls relink me. I'm sorry to cause more works to you guys again. But at times I just hmm abit fed up when using blogspot. So decided to try out livejournal which sher is using. And its quite user friendly...So i decided to shift, shift, shift....
My new blog...
http://autumnloves.livejournal.com/
Cya guys there! Tata!
I won't be deleting this blog, who knows? I might be coming back again. Muahaha
My new blog...
http://autumnloves.livejournal.com/
Cya guys there! Tata!
I won't be deleting this blog, who knows? I might be coming back again. Muahaha
Totally a SICKO
Gosh! I think i'm sick! I'm so addicted to inking now. Lol.
Went down to DragonPearl inking ytd, the place where I tattoo-ed the XP, XQ on the ankle...I requested them to draw me one for my neck and I want to extend something onto the XP and XQ.
Reached there at ard 8 plus. Then the tattoo-ist told me I had to wait awhile for him, as he need to go down to Great World City to settle something. And so we waited.... till 11pm den he came back.
So my inking started from 11 plus. And ended at ard 2am. Hubbie was tired, so was my friend who accompanied me there. Felt so bad to make them waited for me for that long.
I had my neck ink-ed first. Klinton, my tattoo-ist told me its quite painful for neck. I was quite nervous actually. But when it started, its issn't that bad as they said lor, only when till towards the side, my face expression changed, but only for awhile. Overall, its issn't really painful.
Gotta go for another touch up after it heal, cos it wasn't finished yet.
Then my ankle....
I didn't feel any pain for my ankle at all lor. I still told them, the feeling was good, shiok, enjoying. I'm totally sick!!
Previously only two letterings, XP, den i went to add on the "wings" around it. Hm, from picture it looked abit weird, but i quite happy with it. Can't really have other style cos of my lettering.
Went down to DragonPearl inking ytd, the place where I tattoo-ed the XP, XQ on the ankle...I requested them to draw me one for my neck and I want to extend something onto the XP and XQ.
Reached there at ard 8 plus. Then the tattoo-ist told me I had to wait awhile for him, as he need to go down to Great World City to settle something. And so we waited.... till 11pm den he came back.
So my inking started from 11 plus. And ended at ard 2am. Hubbie was tired, so was my friend who accompanied me there. Felt so bad to make them waited for me for that long.
I had my neck ink-ed first. Klinton, my tattoo-ist told me its quite painful for neck. I was quite nervous actually. But when it started, its issn't that bad as they said lor, only when till towards the side, my face expression changed, but only for awhile. Overall, its issn't really painful.
Gotta go for another touch up after it heal, cos it wasn't finished yet.
Then my ankle....
I didn't feel any pain for my ankle at all lor. I still told them, the feeling was good, shiok, enjoying. I'm totally sick!!
Previously only two letterings, XP, den i went to add on the "wings" around it. Hm, from picture it looked abit weird, but i quite happy with it. Can't really have other style cos of my lettering.
The other ankle.. i like this one more...
Previous lettering, XQ.... Looked abit weird but no choice... cos initially i wanted to put just the letterings. So it doesn't blend in so well. But overall i like them.
We were talking about ghost while doing my ankle one, i hardly feel anything. I told hubbie, the feeling was nice. He stared at me "angrily". Lol
Tomorrow going down again, accompanying my sis and fion for their tattoo. Sis want to put something on her stomach, and fion on her ankle.
I want to have my arms covered for my next one... But i dono what to use.. Maybe flowers?? I prefer plain than colors.. Colors seems to be like it will fade off easily. But i think for my back and arms, i have to put on colors..
Monday, October 6, 2008
One word, stupid
Recent activities were "silly" and stupid.
Why silly? Lols! We were sort of hooked to prawn fishing but yet, perhaps we do not have the skills or that place cheated our money, most of the time we went back with a few "pathetic" prawns, sometimes even went home empty handed.
We were not throwing the fishing rod or the baits to the pond, we were like throwing $$$ straight to the pond. Silly!!!
Yesterday i forgotten who suggested prawning, maybe hubbie, maybe weiting or maybe even myself... and we went down to Taman Jurong "Si Wai". I used to prawn there, and our highest record there, 2 rods, 3 hrs close to 40 prawns back home. So I assumed that its will be still the same there, so we went there.
And i regretted. 3 rods, 4 pairs of hands, one net, 3 plates of baits... after 3 hours.... fuck 1 prawn nia!! Zzzz... $14 per hr for one rod... so we spent $84 to buy back one fucking prawn. But luckily..... someone "donated" us 5 prawns. Dono is they purposely or forget to take the prawns before they went home, so hubbie suggested to kope. So $84 for 6 prawns, still dam fucking ex.
"Prawns are stupid but at times human are even more stupid by wasting money on those stupid prawns", quoted by my mum.
I don't think i would want to go prawning anymore. My sis told us bishan there good, big prawns. Maybe... i will go there try once.. maybe only, depends on my mood. Maybe go there with hubbie, its been long since we last "romantic" liao. Hahas.
Blog tmr. I need to send hubbie to meet his boss.. then later at night, going outram... inking inking inking. Haha.
Why silly? Lols! We were sort of hooked to prawn fishing but yet, perhaps we do not have the skills or that place cheated our money, most of the time we went back with a few "pathetic" prawns, sometimes even went home empty handed.
We were not throwing the fishing rod or the baits to the pond, we were like throwing $$$ straight to the pond. Silly!!!
Yesterday i forgotten who suggested prawning, maybe hubbie, maybe weiting or maybe even myself... and we went down to Taman Jurong "Si Wai". I used to prawn there, and our highest record there, 2 rods, 3 hrs close to 40 prawns back home. So I assumed that its will be still the same there, so we went there.
And i regretted. 3 rods, 4 pairs of hands, one net, 3 plates of baits... after 3 hours.... fuck 1 prawn nia!! Zzzz... $14 per hr for one rod... so we spent $84 to buy back one fucking prawn. But luckily..... someone "donated" us 5 prawns. Dono is they purposely or forget to take the prawns before they went home, so hubbie suggested to kope. So $84 for 6 prawns, still dam fucking ex.
"Prawns are stupid but at times human are even more stupid by wasting money on those stupid prawns", quoted by my mum.
I don't think i would want to go prawning anymore. My sis told us bishan there good, big prawns. Maybe... i will go there try once.. maybe only, depends on my mood. Maybe go there with hubbie, its been long since we last "romantic" liao. Hahas.
Blog tmr. I need to send hubbie to meet his boss.. then later at night, going outram... inking inking inking. Haha.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Sad case to share.
Seriously lack of slp. Been slping for only 3 plus hours for both last and previous night.
Drove hubbie to meet his boss 4am today and i waited for him in the car till 7 plus am. Psp-ed till ard 7 then i dozed off in car. When driving back home, i almost doze off while on the road. -.-
Hubbie told me, there's nothing to be pissed off with those kind of people. Maybe they have their own reasons for doing so, or maybe they are just being mean. But no matter what, we shouldn't have been so affected by him. Perhaps he was right.
If he done things on purpose, then i feel that he's a poor fela with a pathetic life. I pity him for behaving so childishly, i pity him for a full grown size man with a brain of a 3 yr old kid. I wonder what else growing inside his shell, grass??? Sad case.
Anyway he's just nobody in our life. So fuck care the things that he did.
Drove hubbie to meet his boss 4am today and i waited for him in the car till 7 plus am. Psp-ed till ard 7 then i dozed off in car. When driving back home, i almost doze off while on the road. -.-
Hubbie told me, there's nothing to be pissed off with those kind of people. Maybe they have their own reasons for doing so, or maybe they are just being mean. But no matter what, we shouldn't have been so affected by him. Perhaps he was right.
If he done things on purpose, then i feel that he's a poor fela with a pathetic life. I pity him for behaving so childishly, i pity him for a full grown size man with a brain of a 3 yr old kid. I wonder what else growing inside his shell, grass??? Sad case.
Anyway he's just nobody in our life. So fuck care the things that he did.
I wish, i hope, i thought
My emotion was fucking unstable and so am now.
One moment, i felt myself in heaven and the other moment, i fell down straight to hell.
I told myself before not to contribute so much in terms of feelings, love to my future relationships after my last fall with my ex. But yet I failed.
But though I had never regret for doing so to my current one. Cos i felt that he is the one who can bring happiness to me, he is the one I'm looking for, he is the one who will love me just as deep or even deeper than me.
But there's always things which happen that will hurt me or both of us. In fact, it is much more pain than any other falls that I had in the past. Cos the higher you climb, the more deadly you will fall.
I love him more and more day by day. But when sad things happened, i am suffering much more pain than before. Maybe he doted and pampered me too much, making me feel as if I'm the most fortunate one. Perhaps he had given me too much hence making me wanting and expecting more from him.
Recently because of some ass, we quarrelled and argued alot. Butboth of us or just maybe me alone, felt that it will be worth it when everything ends. But in the end, we found out he's just fooling us around, making all the efforts, tears and hopes went straight down to the drain.
I was very pissed off. Because of him, we quarrelled, I cried, we were unhappy, slpless nights. Just because of one bloody fucker, we suffered alot. And now, end up we got nothing in return and were been treated like a fool. I am very angry with wad he did.
But to dear, I didn't sense any anger from him. He wasn't feeling anything. He wasn't angry for being treated like this, most importantly he wasn't pissed off with him for causing quarrels, tears and unhappiness between us. Maybe he is, but i feel that he's not. He accepted everything calmly.
I wish, i hope, I thought he would feel pissed off with him for breaking my hopes, for making me cry, for all the quarrels we had due to him. I was just thinking too much.
Perhaps I'm the one who's at fault, i shouldn't feel this way. Maybe i am the emotional one. Maybe i can't control my temper, my emotions, tears, everything.
Maybe i am the one who deserve all these.
Someone asked me this question before, are you more happy with your current relationship than the previous one? My answer... yes, as happy as like in heaven, but as deadly and suffering as in hell.
One moment, i felt myself in heaven and the other moment, i fell down straight to hell.
I told myself before not to contribute so much in terms of feelings, love to my future relationships after my last fall with my ex. But yet I failed.
But though I had never regret for doing so to my current one. Cos i felt that he is the one who can bring happiness to me, he is the one I'm looking for, he is the one who will love me just as deep or even deeper than me.
But there's always things which happen that will hurt me or both of us. In fact, it is much more pain than any other falls that I had in the past. Cos the higher you climb, the more deadly you will fall.
I love him more and more day by day. But when sad things happened, i am suffering much more pain than before. Maybe he doted and pampered me too much, making me feel as if I'm the most fortunate one. Perhaps he had given me too much hence making me wanting and expecting more from him.
Recently because of some ass, we quarrelled and argued alot. But
I was very pissed off. Because of him, we quarrelled, I cried, we were unhappy, slpless nights. Just because of one bloody fucker, we suffered alot. And now, end up we got nothing in return and were been treated like a fool. I am very angry with wad he did.
But to dear, I didn't sense any anger from him. He wasn't feeling anything. He wasn't angry for being treated like this, most importantly he wasn't pissed off with him for causing quarrels, tears and unhappiness between us. Maybe he is, but i feel that he's not. He accepted everything calmly.
I wish, i hope, I thought he would feel pissed off with him for breaking my hopes, for making me cry, for all the quarrels we had due to him. I was just thinking too much.
Perhaps I'm the one who's at fault, i shouldn't feel this way. Maybe i am the emotional one. Maybe i can't control my temper, my emotions, tears, everything.
Maybe i am the one who deserve all these.
Someone asked me this question before, are you more happy with your current relationship than the previous one? My answer... yes, as happy as like in heaven, but as deadly and suffering as in hell.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Lessons of Life
Went prawn fishing with baka dear, weijie and zixiang. Rented two rods, and supposingly me and baka dear sharing one, then wj and zx shared the other one. But in the end, it was just hubbie and zx fishing nia. Lols. Me and wj talked and chit chat all the way.
And I'm also busying replying sms. -_-'' Planning for the later night programs with my friends.
Hubbie was dam cute lor. He was fishing opposite us with a very serious and professional look on his face. Seriously, I didn't know he has that much interest in prawn one.
And the most LOL thing he did, he spotted a prawn swimming and he just catch the prawn using his hand. Everyone ard was staring at him lor, so malu.
He also spent ard half hour, trying to get a big prawn on the hook. Where ever the prawn swam to, he just followed.
Here some photo of ytd night prawn session....
See... he's so serious and so into it.
Weijie acting fierce. Lols. Not fierce at all lor.
Zixiang who fell in love after his first time...
After prawn fishing session, i met up with my gals and went down to 97. Surprised to hear that 97 was closing down. Anyway had an enjoyable night with them. Chatted alot and a waiter working there, entertained us alot with his jokes too.
Well, i've learnt alot during this period of time. Alot of helpful "teachers" taught me with new stuffs almost everyday.
Sometimes u will only learn after a painful fall. Maybe at times only pain can knock some senses to you.
For me, its not just painful, i had learnt this lesson in a REAL HARD way. I believe hubby will agree with me.
Recent days were hell.
Because of some bloody idiots, me and hubbie quarrelled dozens of times. I'm just exaggerating, maybe a few times. But a few times were already dam torturing to us. But I'm glad none of them had affected our relationship. I still love him as before. Even love him more after seeing his serious but funny look while he prawn fishing... Hee.
Been treated like shit by some people. Fooling us for weeks and now trying to take advantage of us. Treating us by fools. Dam you! FUCK YOU!!
And I've also learnt...
Sometimes you can't judge one person by just listening to one side party. Cos most of the time, ppl will lie just to cover the shitty things that they did. To gain your sympanthy, they will try to push all the blames to the other party.
These people are scary but brainless too. They cant expect everyone to be stupid as them, believe in wadeva shit lies they made. Well maybe there are brainless people around too cos I'm one of them.
Its so stupid of me to believe in wadeva things he said. And because of the things he said, i started condemning her, a helpless person which do not know the reason why everybody ard her start to dislike her. I even did nasty things that might bring hurts to her.
I thought he was the one who hurts and suffer the most, he was the one whom we really should help but i was dead wrong.
And I regretted deeply for all the things i did. I should have put myself in her shoes then I will be able to understand her reasons for her doings. I apologised to her, and i'm very glad that she accepted it and she said she truely understand the whole situation.
You treat them as friends, but they might be just treating you as tool. So have to learn smart. Don't trust people to easily.
All the recent happenings really shed new light in my perception of friendships, i definately will be more careful in my choice of friends in future.
Out of 10, perhaps only less than 50% are the real one who cared for you.
Its dam hard to find a sincere friend, it more harder to find a best friend forever....
But it's definately not hard to find a perfect husband... Happy 15th monthsary!
I love you!
HAPPY? HAHA FUCK IT!!
I'M GOING CRAZY. SOME BLOOODY IDIOT PUSHES ME TO SUCH STATE. MAYBE IF I EVER MEET HIM ON STREET, MAYBE I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF, MAYBE HE WILL BE THE FIRST GUY WHOM I WILL LAY MY FIST ON, MAYBE HE WILL BE THE BEST GUY WHOM I WILL STAB, MAYBE HE IS THE FIRST GUY WHO WILL RUIN MY FUTURE CAUSING ME TO BE IN JAIL.
I'M FUCKING CRAZY NOW! SCREW HIM SCREW THIS FUKCING WORLD.
Sorry I am emotionally unstable now.
And I'm also busying replying sms. -_-'' Planning for the later night programs with my friends.
Hubbie was dam cute lor. He was fishing opposite us with a very serious and professional look on his face. Seriously, I didn't know he has that much interest in prawn one.
And the most LOL thing he did, he spotted a prawn swimming and he just catch the prawn using his hand. Everyone ard was staring at him lor, so malu.
He also spent ard half hour, trying to get a big prawn on the hook. Where ever the prawn swam to, he just followed.
Here some photo of ytd night prawn session....
See... he's so serious and so into it.
Weijie acting fierce. Lols. Not fierce at all lor.
Zixiang who fell in love after his first time...
After prawn fishing session, i met up with my gals and went down to 97. Surprised to hear that 97 was closing down. Anyway had an enjoyable night with them. Chatted alot and a waiter working there, entertained us alot with his jokes too.
Well, i've learnt alot during this period of time. Alot of helpful "teachers" taught me with new stuffs almost everyday.
Sometimes u will only learn after a painful fall. Maybe at times only pain can knock some senses to you.
For me, its not just painful, i had learnt this lesson in a REAL HARD way. I believe hubby will agree with me.
Recent days were hell.
Because of some bloody idiots, me and hubbie quarrelled dozens of times. I'm just exaggerating, maybe a few times. But a few times were already dam torturing to us. But I'm glad none of them had affected our relationship. I still love him as before. Even love him more after seeing his serious but funny look while he prawn fishing... Hee.
Been treated like shit by some people. Fooling us for weeks and now trying to take advantage of us. Treating us by fools. Dam you! FUCK YOU!!
And I've also learnt...
Sometimes you can't judge one person by just listening to one side party. Cos most of the time, ppl will lie just to cover the shitty things that they did. To gain your sympanthy, they will try to push all the blames to the other party.
These people are scary but brainless too. They cant expect everyone to be stupid as them, believe in wadeva shit lies they made. Well maybe there are brainless people around too cos I'm one of them.
Its so stupid of me to believe in wadeva things he said. And because of the things he said, i started condemning her, a helpless person which do not know the reason why everybody ard her start to dislike her. I even did nasty things that might bring hurts to her.
I thought he was the one who hurts and suffer the most, he was the one whom we really should help but i was dead wrong.
And I regretted deeply for all the things i did. I should have put myself in her shoes then I will be able to understand her reasons for her doings. I apologised to her, and i'm very glad that she accepted it and she said she truely understand the whole situation.
You treat them as friends, but they might be just treating you as tool. So have to learn smart. Don't trust people to easily.
All the recent happenings really shed new light in my perception of friendships, i definately will be more careful in my choice of friends in future.
Out of 10, perhaps only less than 50% are the real one who cared for you.
Its dam hard to find a sincere friend, it more harder to find a best friend forever....
But it's definately not hard to find a perfect husband... Happy 15th monthsary!
I love you!
I'M GOING CRAZY. SOME BLOOODY IDIOT PUSHES ME TO SUCH STATE. MAYBE IF I EVER MEET HIM ON STREET, MAYBE I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF, MAYBE HE WILL BE THE FIRST GUY WHOM I WILL LAY MY FIST ON, MAYBE HE WILL BE THE BEST GUY WHOM I WILL STAB, MAYBE HE IS THE FIRST GUY WHO WILL RUIN MY FUTURE CAUSING ME TO BE IN JAIL.
I'M FUCKING CRAZY NOW! SCREW HIM SCREW THIS FUKCING WORLD.
Sorry I am emotionally unstable now.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
A One Stop Service For DOGS
There's country club for human, did you ever heard that there is such club for dogs?
Don't be surprise cos there is one I found which is located near Yew Tee MRT. It is a place for doggie daycare and also a perfect playground for dogs.
Club4Paws is located at No. 5 Stagmont Ring Road.
They have daycare and grooming services for dogs. And also a shop where u can shop your doggie stuff, a cafe where you can hang around with friends and their dogs and what most attracted me was their doggie swimming pool.
I used to bring my dogs down to sentosa, palawan beach for them to swim. But usually had a hard time washing them after the swim. There's definately sand everywhere in my house on the next day. Thus, I would never want to bring them there for swim anymore.
I'm glad that they came out with this doggie swimming pool. They can swim and enjoy there without bringing those sand back to my house and the water there is definately much cleaner. There's even a place for you to bath your dogs after the swim.
You will need to be their member before you can use their facility. $30 annual membership fee for each dog. And for the swimming pool usage, will be $5 per dog entry on weekends and I think $3-4 on weekdays.
Before they accept your membership application, they will need to do a temperament test on your doggies. Make sure they are friendly with other dogs and ppl and most importantly they do not bite.
I might be bringing my dogs down once every 1 or 2 weeks. Call me if you wana join us.
Here are photos i took yesterday...
Don't be surprise cos there is one I found which is located near Yew Tee MRT. It is a place for doggie daycare and also a perfect playground for dogs.
Club4Paws is located at No. 5 Stagmont Ring Road.
They have daycare and grooming services for dogs. And also a shop where u can shop your doggie stuff, a cafe where you can hang around with friends and their dogs and what most attracted me was their doggie swimming pool.
I used to bring my dogs down to sentosa, palawan beach for them to swim. But usually had a hard time washing them after the swim. There's definately sand everywhere in my house on the next day. Thus, I would never want to bring them there for swim anymore.
I'm glad that they came out with this doggie swimming pool. They can swim and enjoy there without bringing those sand back to my house and the water there is definately much cleaner. There's even a place for you to bath your dogs after the swim.
You will need to be their member before you can use their facility. $30 annual membership fee for each dog. And for the swimming pool usage, will be $5 per dog entry on weekends and I think $3-4 on weekdays.
Before they accept your membership application, they will need to do a temperament test on your doggies. Make sure they are friendly with other dogs and ppl and most importantly they do not bite.
I might be bringing my dogs down once every 1 or 2 weeks. Call me if you wana join us.
Here are photos i took yesterday...
And yesterday night was fun too. Met up with the ex-empire gang for Dota. I'm lousy, always the last on the list.
And today morning, when I woke up, found that my right eye is swollen and pain. Perhaps I had been dota-ing too much.
Meeting bing and the others later, so excited and looking forward to see the Botak bing. Hahas.
Ok, I gotta rest my eye liao.
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