And I'm also busying replying sms. -_-'' Planning for the later night programs with my friends.
Hubbie was dam cute lor. He was fishing opposite us with a very serious and professional look on his face. Seriously, I didn't know he has that much interest in prawn one.
And the most LOL thing he did, he spotted a prawn swimming and he just catch the prawn using his hand. Everyone ard was staring at him lor, so malu.
He also spent ard half hour, trying to get a big prawn on the hook. Where ever the prawn swam to, he just followed.
Here some photo of ytd night prawn session....
See... he's so serious and so into it.
Weijie acting fierce. Lols. Not fierce at all lor.
Zixiang who fell in love after his first time...
After prawn fishing session, i met up with my gals and went down to 97. Surprised to hear that 97 was closing down. Anyway had an enjoyable night with them. Chatted alot and a waiter working there, entertained us alot with his jokes too.
Well, i've learnt alot during this period of time. Alot of helpful "teachers" taught me with new stuffs almost everyday.
Sometimes u will only learn after a painful fall. Maybe at times only pain can knock some senses to you.
For me, its not just painful, i had learnt this lesson in a REAL HARD way. I believe hubby will agree with me.
Recent days were hell.
Because of some bloody idiots, me and hubbie quarrelled dozens of times. I'm just exaggerating, maybe a few times. But a few times were already dam torturing to us. But I'm glad none of them had affected our relationship. I still love him as before. Even love him more after seeing his serious but funny look while he prawn fishing... Hee.
Been treated like shit by some people. Fooling us for weeks and now trying to take advantage of us. Treating us by fools. Dam you! FUCK YOU!!
And I've also learnt...
Sometimes you can't judge one person by just listening to one side party. Cos most of the time, ppl will lie just to cover the shitty things that they did. To gain your sympanthy, they will try to push all the blames to the other party.
These people are scary but brainless too. They cant expect everyone to be stupid as them, believe in wadeva shit lies they made. Well maybe there are brainless people around too cos I'm one of them.
Its so stupid of me to believe in wadeva things he said. And because of the things he said, i started condemning her, a helpless person which do not know the reason why everybody ard her start to dislike her. I even did nasty things that might bring hurts to her.
I thought he was the one who hurts and suffer the most, he was the one whom we really should help but i was dead wrong.
And I regretted deeply for all the things i did. I should have put myself in her shoes then I will be able to understand her reasons for her doings. I apologised to her, and i'm very glad that she accepted it and she said she truely understand the whole situation.
You treat them as friends, but they might be just treating you as tool. So have to learn smart. Don't trust people to easily.
All the recent happenings really shed new light in my perception of friendships, i definately will be more careful in my choice of friends in future.
Out of 10, perhaps only less than 50% are the real one who cared for you.
Its dam hard to find a sincere friend, it more harder to find a best friend forever....
But it's definately not hard to find a perfect husband... Happy 15th monthsary!
I love you!
I'M GOING CRAZY. SOME BLOOODY IDIOT PUSHES ME TO SUCH STATE. MAYBE IF I EVER MEET HIM ON STREET, MAYBE I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF, MAYBE HE WILL BE THE FIRST GUY WHOM I WILL LAY MY FIST ON, MAYBE HE WILL BE THE BEST GUY WHOM I WILL STAB, MAYBE HE IS THE FIRST GUY WHO WILL RUIN MY FUTURE CAUSING ME TO BE IN JAIL.
I'M FUCKING CRAZY NOW! SCREW HIM SCREW THIS FUKCING WORLD.
Sorry I am emotionally unstable now.
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