I am shifting again... Pls relink me. I'm sorry to cause more works to you guys again. But at times I just hmm abit fed up when using blogspot. So decided to try out livejournal which sher is using. And its quite user friendly...So i decided to shift, shift, shift....
My new blog...
http://autumnloves.livejournal.com/
Cya guys there! Tata!
I won't be deleting this blog, who knows? I might be coming back again. Muahaha
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Totally a SICKO
Gosh! I think i'm sick! I'm so addicted to inking now. Lol.
Went down to DragonPearl inking ytd, the place where I tattoo-ed the XP, XQ on the ankle...I requested them to draw me one for my neck and I want to extend something onto the XP and XQ.
Reached there at ard 8 plus. Then the tattoo-ist told me I had to wait awhile for him, as he need to go down to Great World City to settle something. And so we waited.... till 11pm den he came back.
So my inking started from 11 plus. And ended at ard 2am. Hubbie was tired, so was my friend who accompanied me there. Felt so bad to make them waited for me for that long.
I had my neck ink-ed first. Klinton, my tattoo-ist told me its quite painful for neck. I was quite nervous actually. But when it started, its issn't that bad as they said lor, only when till towards the side, my face expression changed, but only for awhile. Overall, its issn't really painful.
Gotta go for another touch up after it heal, cos it wasn't finished yet.
Then my ankle....
I didn't feel any pain for my ankle at all lor. I still told them, the feeling was good, shiok, enjoying. I'm totally sick!!
Previously only two letterings, XP, den i went to add on the "wings" around it. Hm, from picture it looked abit weird, but i quite happy with it. Can't really have other style cos of my lettering.
Went down to DragonPearl inking ytd, the place where I tattoo-ed the XP, XQ on the ankle...I requested them to draw me one for my neck and I want to extend something onto the XP and XQ.
Reached there at ard 8 plus. Then the tattoo-ist told me I had to wait awhile for him, as he need to go down to Great World City to settle something. And so we waited.... till 11pm den he came back.
So my inking started from 11 plus. And ended at ard 2am. Hubbie was tired, so was my friend who accompanied me there. Felt so bad to make them waited for me for that long.
I had my neck ink-ed first. Klinton, my tattoo-ist told me its quite painful for neck. I was quite nervous actually. But when it started, its issn't that bad as they said lor, only when till towards the side, my face expression changed, but only for awhile. Overall, its issn't really painful.
Gotta go for another touch up after it heal, cos it wasn't finished yet.
Then my ankle....
I didn't feel any pain for my ankle at all lor. I still told them, the feeling was good, shiok, enjoying. I'm totally sick!!
Previously only two letterings, XP, den i went to add on the "wings" around it. Hm, from picture it looked abit weird, but i quite happy with it. Can't really have other style cos of my lettering.
The other ankle.. i like this one more...
Previous lettering, XQ.... Looked abit weird but no choice... cos initially i wanted to put just the letterings. So it doesn't blend in so well. But overall i like them.
We were talking about ghost while doing my ankle one, i hardly feel anything. I told hubbie, the feeling was nice. He stared at me "angrily". Lol
Tomorrow going down again, accompanying my sis and fion for their tattoo. Sis want to put something on her stomach, and fion on her ankle.
I want to have my arms covered for my next one... But i dono what to use.. Maybe flowers?? I prefer plain than colors.. Colors seems to be like it will fade off easily. But i think for my back and arms, i have to put on colors..
Monday, October 6, 2008
One word, stupid
Recent activities were "silly" and stupid.
Why silly? Lols! We were sort of hooked to prawn fishing but yet, perhaps we do not have the skills or that place cheated our money, most of the time we went back with a few "pathetic" prawns, sometimes even went home empty handed.
We were not throwing the fishing rod or the baits to the pond, we were like throwing $$$ straight to the pond. Silly!!!
Yesterday i forgotten who suggested prawning, maybe hubbie, maybe weiting or maybe even myself... and we went down to Taman Jurong "Si Wai". I used to prawn there, and our highest record there, 2 rods, 3 hrs close to 40 prawns back home. So I assumed that its will be still the same there, so we went there.
And i regretted. 3 rods, 4 pairs of hands, one net, 3 plates of baits... after 3 hours.... fuck 1 prawn nia!! Zzzz... $14 per hr for one rod... so we spent $84 to buy back one fucking prawn. But luckily..... someone "donated" us 5 prawns. Dono is they purposely or forget to take the prawns before they went home, so hubbie suggested to kope. So $84 for 6 prawns, still dam fucking ex.
"Prawns are stupid but at times human are even more stupid by wasting money on those stupid prawns", quoted by my mum.
I don't think i would want to go prawning anymore. My sis told us bishan there good, big prawns. Maybe... i will go there try once.. maybe only, depends on my mood. Maybe go there with hubbie, its been long since we last "romantic" liao. Hahas.
Blog tmr. I need to send hubbie to meet his boss.. then later at night, going outram... inking inking inking. Haha.
Why silly? Lols! We were sort of hooked to prawn fishing but yet, perhaps we do not have the skills or that place cheated our money, most of the time we went back with a few "pathetic" prawns, sometimes even went home empty handed.
We were not throwing the fishing rod or the baits to the pond, we were like throwing $$$ straight to the pond. Silly!!!
Yesterday i forgotten who suggested prawning, maybe hubbie, maybe weiting or maybe even myself... and we went down to Taman Jurong "Si Wai". I used to prawn there, and our highest record there, 2 rods, 3 hrs close to 40 prawns back home. So I assumed that its will be still the same there, so we went there.
And i regretted. 3 rods, 4 pairs of hands, one net, 3 plates of baits... after 3 hours.... fuck 1 prawn nia!! Zzzz... $14 per hr for one rod... so we spent $84 to buy back one fucking prawn. But luckily..... someone "donated" us 5 prawns. Dono is they purposely or forget to take the prawns before they went home, so hubbie suggested to kope. So $84 for 6 prawns, still dam fucking ex.
"Prawns are stupid but at times human are even more stupid by wasting money on those stupid prawns", quoted by my mum.
I don't think i would want to go prawning anymore. My sis told us bishan there good, big prawns. Maybe... i will go there try once.. maybe only, depends on my mood. Maybe go there with hubbie, its been long since we last "romantic" liao. Hahas.
Blog tmr. I need to send hubbie to meet his boss.. then later at night, going outram... inking inking inking. Haha.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Sad case to share.
Seriously lack of slp. Been slping for only 3 plus hours for both last and previous night.
Drove hubbie to meet his boss 4am today and i waited for him in the car till 7 plus am. Psp-ed till ard 7 then i dozed off in car. When driving back home, i almost doze off while on the road. -.-
Hubbie told me, there's nothing to be pissed off with those kind of people. Maybe they have their own reasons for doing so, or maybe they are just being mean. But no matter what, we shouldn't have been so affected by him. Perhaps he was right.
If he done things on purpose, then i feel that he's a poor fela with a pathetic life. I pity him for behaving so childishly, i pity him for a full grown size man with a brain of a 3 yr old kid. I wonder what else growing inside his shell, grass??? Sad case.
Anyway he's just nobody in our life. So fuck care the things that he did.
Drove hubbie to meet his boss 4am today and i waited for him in the car till 7 plus am. Psp-ed till ard 7 then i dozed off in car. When driving back home, i almost doze off while on the road. -.-
Hubbie told me, there's nothing to be pissed off with those kind of people. Maybe they have their own reasons for doing so, or maybe they are just being mean. But no matter what, we shouldn't have been so affected by him. Perhaps he was right.
If he done things on purpose, then i feel that he's a poor fela with a pathetic life. I pity him for behaving so childishly, i pity him for a full grown size man with a brain of a 3 yr old kid. I wonder what else growing inside his shell, grass??? Sad case.
Anyway he's just nobody in our life. So fuck care the things that he did.
I wish, i hope, i thought
My emotion was fucking unstable and so am now.
One moment, i felt myself in heaven and the other moment, i fell down straight to hell.
I told myself before not to contribute so much in terms of feelings, love to my future relationships after my last fall with my ex. But yet I failed.
But though I had never regret for doing so to my current one. Cos i felt that he is the one who can bring happiness to me, he is the one I'm looking for, he is the one who will love me just as deep or even deeper than me.
But there's always things which happen that will hurt me or both of us. In fact, it is much more pain than any other falls that I had in the past. Cos the higher you climb, the more deadly you will fall.
I love him more and more day by day. But when sad things happened, i am suffering much more pain than before. Maybe he doted and pampered me too much, making me feel as if I'm the most fortunate one. Perhaps he had given me too much hence making me wanting and expecting more from him.
Recently because of some ass, we quarrelled and argued alot. Butboth of us or just maybe me alone, felt that it will be worth it when everything ends. But in the end, we found out he's just fooling us around, making all the efforts, tears and hopes went straight down to the drain.
I was very pissed off. Because of him, we quarrelled, I cried, we were unhappy, slpless nights. Just because of one bloody fucker, we suffered alot. And now, end up we got nothing in return and were been treated like a fool. I am very angry with wad he did.
But to dear, I didn't sense any anger from him. He wasn't feeling anything. He wasn't angry for being treated like this, most importantly he wasn't pissed off with him for causing quarrels, tears and unhappiness between us. Maybe he is, but i feel that he's not. He accepted everything calmly.
I wish, i hope, I thought he would feel pissed off with him for breaking my hopes, for making me cry, for all the quarrels we had due to him. I was just thinking too much.
Perhaps I'm the one who's at fault, i shouldn't feel this way. Maybe i am the emotional one. Maybe i can't control my temper, my emotions, tears, everything.
Maybe i am the one who deserve all these.
Someone asked me this question before, are you more happy with your current relationship than the previous one? My answer... yes, as happy as like in heaven, but as deadly and suffering as in hell.
One moment, i felt myself in heaven and the other moment, i fell down straight to hell.
I told myself before not to contribute so much in terms of feelings, love to my future relationships after my last fall with my ex. But yet I failed.
But though I had never regret for doing so to my current one. Cos i felt that he is the one who can bring happiness to me, he is the one I'm looking for, he is the one who will love me just as deep or even deeper than me.
But there's always things which happen that will hurt me or both of us. In fact, it is much more pain than any other falls that I had in the past. Cos the higher you climb, the more deadly you will fall.
I love him more and more day by day. But when sad things happened, i am suffering much more pain than before. Maybe he doted and pampered me too much, making me feel as if I'm the most fortunate one. Perhaps he had given me too much hence making me wanting and expecting more from him.
Recently because of some ass, we quarrelled and argued alot. But
I was very pissed off. Because of him, we quarrelled, I cried, we were unhappy, slpless nights. Just because of one bloody fucker, we suffered alot. And now, end up we got nothing in return and were been treated like a fool. I am very angry with wad he did.
But to dear, I didn't sense any anger from him. He wasn't feeling anything. He wasn't angry for being treated like this, most importantly he wasn't pissed off with him for causing quarrels, tears and unhappiness between us. Maybe he is, but i feel that he's not. He accepted everything calmly.
I wish, i hope, I thought he would feel pissed off with him for breaking my hopes, for making me cry, for all the quarrels we had due to him. I was just thinking too much.
Perhaps I'm the one who's at fault, i shouldn't feel this way. Maybe i am the emotional one. Maybe i can't control my temper, my emotions, tears, everything.
Maybe i am the one who deserve all these.
Someone asked me this question before, are you more happy with your current relationship than the previous one? My answer... yes, as happy as like in heaven, but as deadly and suffering as in hell.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Lessons of Life
Went prawn fishing with baka dear, weijie and zixiang. Rented two rods, and supposingly me and baka dear sharing one, then wj and zx shared the other one. But in the end, it was just hubbie and zx fishing nia. Lols. Me and wj talked and chit chat all the way.
And I'm also busying replying sms. -_-'' Planning for the later night programs with my friends.
Hubbie was dam cute lor. He was fishing opposite us with a very serious and professional look on his face. Seriously, I didn't know he has that much interest in prawn one.
And the most LOL thing he did, he spotted a prawn swimming and he just catch the prawn using his hand. Everyone ard was staring at him lor, so malu.
He also spent ard half hour, trying to get a big prawn on the hook. Where ever the prawn swam to, he just followed.
Here some photo of ytd night prawn session....
See... he's so serious and so into it.
Weijie acting fierce. Lols. Not fierce at all lor.
Zixiang who fell in love after his first time...
After prawn fishing session, i met up with my gals and went down to 97. Surprised to hear that 97 was closing down. Anyway had an enjoyable night with them. Chatted alot and a waiter working there, entertained us alot with his jokes too.
Well, i've learnt alot during this period of time. Alot of helpful "teachers" taught me with new stuffs almost everyday.
Sometimes u will only learn after a painful fall. Maybe at times only pain can knock some senses to you.
For me, its not just painful, i had learnt this lesson in a REAL HARD way. I believe hubby will agree with me.
Recent days were hell.
Because of some bloody idiots, me and hubbie quarrelled dozens of times. I'm just exaggerating, maybe a few times. But a few times were already dam torturing to us. But I'm glad none of them had affected our relationship. I still love him as before. Even love him more after seeing his serious but funny look while he prawn fishing... Hee.
Been treated like shit by some people. Fooling us for weeks and now trying to take advantage of us. Treating us by fools. Dam you! FUCK YOU!!
And I've also learnt...
Sometimes you can't judge one person by just listening to one side party. Cos most of the time, ppl will lie just to cover the shitty things that they did. To gain your sympanthy, they will try to push all the blames to the other party.
These people are scary but brainless too. They cant expect everyone to be stupid as them, believe in wadeva shit lies they made. Well maybe there are brainless people around too cos I'm one of them.
Its so stupid of me to believe in wadeva things he said. And because of the things he said, i started condemning her, a helpless person which do not know the reason why everybody ard her start to dislike her. I even did nasty things that might bring hurts to her.
I thought he was the one who hurts and suffer the most, he was the one whom we really should help but i was dead wrong.
And I regretted deeply for all the things i did. I should have put myself in her shoes then I will be able to understand her reasons for her doings. I apologised to her, and i'm very glad that she accepted it and she said she truely understand the whole situation.
You treat them as friends, but they might be just treating you as tool. So have to learn smart. Don't trust people to easily.
All the recent happenings really shed new light in my perception of friendships, i definately will be more careful in my choice of friends in future.
Out of 10, perhaps only less than 50% are the real one who cared for you.
Its dam hard to find a sincere friend, it more harder to find a best friend forever....
But it's definately not hard to find a perfect husband... Happy 15th monthsary!
I love you!
HAPPY? HAHA FUCK IT!!
I'M GOING CRAZY. SOME BLOOODY IDIOT PUSHES ME TO SUCH STATE. MAYBE IF I EVER MEET HIM ON STREET, MAYBE I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF, MAYBE HE WILL BE THE FIRST GUY WHOM I WILL LAY MY FIST ON, MAYBE HE WILL BE THE BEST GUY WHOM I WILL STAB, MAYBE HE IS THE FIRST GUY WHO WILL RUIN MY FUTURE CAUSING ME TO BE IN JAIL.
I'M FUCKING CRAZY NOW! SCREW HIM SCREW THIS FUKCING WORLD.
Sorry I am emotionally unstable now.
And I'm also busying replying sms. -_-'' Planning for the later night programs with my friends.
Hubbie was dam cute lor. He was fishing opposite us with a very serious and professional look on his face. Seriously, I didn't know he has that much interest in prawn one.
And the most LOL thing he did, he spotted a prawn swimming and he just catch the prawn using his hand. Everyone ard was staring at him lor, so malu.
He also spent ard half hour, trying to get a big prawn on the hook. Where ever the prawn swam to, he just followed.
Here some photo of ytd night prawn session....
See... he's so serious and so into it.
Weijie acting fierce. Lols. Not fierce at all lor.
Zixiang who fell in love after his first time...
After prawn fishing session, i met up with my gals and went down to 97. Surprised to hear that 97 was closing down. Anyway had an enjoyable night with them. Chatted alot and a waiter working there, entertained us alot with his jokes too.
Well, i've learnt alot during this period of time. Alot of helpful "teachers" taught me with new stuffs almost everyday.
Sometimes u will only learn after a painful fall. Maybe at times only pain can knock some senses to you.
For me, its not just painful, i had learnt this lesson in a REAL HARD way. I believe hubby will agree with me.
Recent days were hell.
Because of some bloody idiots, me and hubbie quarrelled dozens of times. I'm just exaggerating, maybe a few times. But a few times were already dam torturing to us. But I'm glad none of them had affected our relationship. I still love him as before. Even love him more after seeing his serious but funny look while he prawn fishing... Hee.
Been treated like shit by some people. Fooling us for weeks and now trying to take advantage of us. Treating us by fools. Dam you! FUCK YOU!!
And I've also learnt...
Sometimes you can't judge one person by just listening to one side party. Cos most of the time, ppl will lie just to cover the shitty things that they did. To gain your sympanthy, they will try to push all the blames to the other party.
These people are scary but brainless too. They cant expect everyone to be stupid as them, believe in wadeva shit lies they made. Well maybe there are brainless people around too cos I'm one of them.
Its so stupid of me to believe in wadeva things he said. And because of the things he said, i started condemning her, a helpless person which do not know the reason why everybody ard her start to dislike her. I even did nasty things that might bring hurts to her.
I thought he was the one who hurts and suffer the most, he was the one whom we really should help but i was dead wrong.
And I regretted deeply for all the things i did. I should have put myself in her shoes then I will be able to understand her reasons for her doings. I apologised to her, and i'm very glad that she accepted it and she said she truely understand the whole situation.
You treat them as friends, but they might be just treating you as tool. So have to learn smart. Don't trust people to easily.
All the recent happenings really shed new light in my perception of friendships, i definately will be more careful in my choice of friends in future.
Out of 10, perhaps only less than 50% are the real one who cared for you.
Its dam hard to find a sincere friend, it more harder to find a best friend forever....
But it's definately not hard to find a perfect husband... Happy 15th monthsary!
I love you!
I'M GOING CRAZY. SOME BLOOODY IDIOT PUSHES ME TO SUCH STATE. MAYBE IF I EVER MEET HIM ON STREET, MAYBE I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF, MAYBE HE WILL BE THE FIRST GUY WHOM I WILL LAY MY FIST ON, MAYBE HE WILL BE THE BEST GUY WHOM I WILL STAB, MAYBE HE IS THE FIRST GUY WHO WILL RUIN MY FUTURE CAUSING ME TO BE IN JAIL.
I'M FUCKING CRAZY NOW! SCREW HIM SCREW THIS FUKCING WORLD.
Sorry I am emotionally unstable now.
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