my memory failing me! Fuck! I forgot wad I need to do tmr! I guess a planner or organizer might help. But wad if I forgot to write it down. Damit! I need tools to get my brain working again.

Saw something which really makes me hmm..

Do not club if you are lousy in color matching, you will only get yourself laugh and be the clown of that night. OmG!

Haha. I really nearly puke out my water when i saw THAT!

Smart as a whip or thick as mince?

New pics updated in my darling blog. Do check it out!

Weekend passed so fast! Tomorrow having lesson again. Yawn!

Spent a bomb in those fengshui things. Actually i don't really believe much in fengshui but then, the things he said about me and xiaoping were dam accurate. So for the sake of family, and for his carreer, for our health, i rather be safe than to be sorry.

"He who angers you, conquers you"

How true this quote can be. Thinking back its really pointless to waste your strength and energy to get angry with those kinds of idiots. Their main purpose for doing or saying those things was just to make you angry, so what's the point of letting them won over / conquer you? Perhaps a "thank you" from you in returns will prolly drive him goes up the wall. Maybe with a smile on your face while saying thank you will make him go nuts! Haha! Sound fun?

Something more fun for you guys to try.

My lecturer gave us this.. its a college entrance exams , and you are expected to finish it within 1 minute.

Hmm. its kinda blurry for you.

I will retype the questions out.

1) Continue this sequence in a logical way.

2) Correct this formula with a single stroke (Actually there's two answers for this, but only one was mentioned)

3) Please write anything here.

4) Draw a rectangle with 3 lines.

So how? Got all the answers already??? Check if you are smart with the answer below..

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Did you guys got all the answers correct??? Actually i only managed to get two right =/ I should bang wall ><

So are you smart as a whip to get all the answers correct? Or thick as mince to let those idiots conquer you. I'm not smart but I won't be so stupid again.

Sweet dreams!

I missed my class outing today! =/ Wanted to join them at sentosa but i've got important things to do. Sad

Anyway nevermind, tomorrow i meeting them again at Chambers, Boat Quay. I'm also meeting Dellas tomorrow for dinner at Park Royal. Its been so long since i last saw her liao.

Next week will be the last week of school. muahaha. Then follow by holidays, and exams on end dec. Then my next module will start somewhere in jan i think. Yay! Can slp more liao, can play my Sims 2 liao. Hee.

Estimated date that I can move in to my new house, will be 3rd Jan. One day after my exam. Fcuk! I'm so looking forward to shift in lor, cos of the water features which we bought yesterday. Gosh! I can keep fishes inside lea. A quite small one in my dinning room, but still can keep ard 2-3 fishes inside,so happy. I long wanted to have a "pond" at home so i can keep fishes inside... but due to space constraint, i can't. But now finally can liao. Muahaha!

Shifting house still quite long way to go, i wana talk about christmas now.

So Yiting... 13th dec fixed? Bbq ok?? If ok, i go down to book on monday liao. Let me know soon k? Cos i wana book the one near to the fountain, less ants there.

And bing!! If its bbq can you be our chef of that day again? Heee!

BUSY!

I am busy, busy like a bee! Buzzzz!

Went to choose tiles together with my contractor today and I guess my new house gonna be beautiful... black and white! Oh Gooooosee! I am so excited.

Just home from steamboat. Quite nice. I love steamboat.

Xmas gathering with the steamboat gang. I'm so excited about it! Ting suggested to make it a themed party, like uniform or etc... -.-" i dono how would i look in uniform, sure dam fugly one.

How about use "maternity" as theme? I've got alot of maternity clothes. Muahaha

Christmas, a day which i always look forward to. Christmas reminds me of snow, cold, romantic, but these don't happen in singapore. Sigh sad.

And what make me more upset is.............



I've just realised there is no more chips left in my house, roar! I want potato chips!

A Busy Pig

Opps! I pon tan-ed today!!!

Haha.

I'm so addicted to Sims 2. A game which i played donkey years ago. And Sims 3 is launching in feb 2009. I'm so looking forward to it.

I need to send a email to the AVA to enquire about my dogs licensing. As you guys know, I have three dogs. And I am shifting back to HDB liao, condo = 3 dogs, hdb = 1 dog only. I dono if they will allow me to have all the three re-license about my new address.

Tomorrow hubbie going school with me. He gotta go shop alone at Tiong Bahru Plaza for 3 hours and wait for me. Haha.

Then will have to go fetch my mummy and go straight to the new house. Meeting the fengshui master and my renovation contractor at 230pm, after that if got time, maybe will head down to ikea. Busy day. -__-

My dogs are stupid. I brought Sydnie over to the new house yesterday. And she don't dare to climb the stairs. All she did was cry cry cry and beg us to carry her up or down. Useless leh.

Tomorrow business econ, a lesson which cannot be missed. I'm getting lazier. Tired of the journey to school, the morning traffic jam, the 3 hours lecture. I am a pig.

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I am totally worn out.

Cos...

i woke up very early yesterday just to play my Sims 2.

i did not nap yesterday afternoon.

i played overnight mahjong with Ting, GT and Bing till 7am plus in the morning.

i slept for 2 hours to accompany hubbie down to lakeshore for diana's apartment.

i met up with the agent today and collected my new house's key.

i had no time to rest at all today.

i went down to hubbie's grandma birthday celebration in the evening.

i did my business english homework which was given few days back.

i was blogging away.




I will be busy for the next few weeks

cos...

i have to meet up with contractor for the interior design and renovation details.

i have to start packing my stuffs.

i have to chase my contractor for the quotation of repainting my current unit.

i have to go shopping with mummy for new furnitures and accessories.

i have to find new lights, air con, etc for my new home.

i have to go ikea.

i have to help hubbie with diana's apartment.

i have to organise bbq or dinner for those who offered to help out in shifting my parents stuff.

i have lessons and homework to cope with.

Fuck.

Time for my sleep. Bye!

Reason = Excuse?

Why some people always treat our reason as our excuses?

I still remember... in my school days..that teacher's really an assh0le lor. Fuck.


Teacher "Why you yesterday never come?"

Teacher "Went to which place work part time last night? Got how many customers and earned how much?"

Me " -__-, i had to attend to some personal stuffs, here's the letter from my mum"

Teacher took the letter from me and tore it straight even without opening and reading the content.

Teacher "Don't try to fool me with this letter. You wrote the letter yourself and claim its written by your mum? Stop using family or parents as your excuse for not turning up in school"

Me "erm...."

Teacher "Don't say that much liao. I don't want to listen to anymore of your stupid excuses. Stand outside my office for this whole week, no lesson for you and you can only go home when i go home!"

Me %#)%&#)%#%

Asshole right? I nearly wanted to go down MOM to complain him leh. Always ask us how much we earned last night, how many male customers we had last night... Nabeh lor!

After that one week of detention, due to my poor attendance for my E.C.A, ended up my detention extended three more weeks. First thing when i reached school in the morning, reported to him at his office, then i will sit outside and do revision myself till recess, went for break and came back and continue my self revision till evening, only when he packed up and went home then i can go home.

How to study in a school like that? He suggested me to change school but never give any referal letter. I went to many schools and end up kanna rejected by all. LL lor, went back to that school again.

My school life was a nightmare. This was the reason why I dropped out of school halfway. If i have a nice and friendly teacher, i prolly would at least have a poly diploma or A level now. Haha

Ya, if if and if... if i know i will end up going for private study now, i rather endure all those shits from that teacher and complete my secondary school then poly....

Fuck the IF la! There wouldn't be any "IF" la unless we can turn back time...

And ya, i've watched "Rec" with hubbie few days back. I heard it was very nice, people gave high ratings. Ya! Dam nice! Till i nearly puked halfway through the movie.

First was "Cloverfield", now was the "Rec". I can't watch such movie la. I am weak. No more this kind of movie for me anymore liao. Zzzz.

Nobody and Somebody

Recently not much happenings so nothing much to blog about.

Talk about school? My classmates are friendly but nothing exciting to share.

Talk about dogs? Nothing much to update.

Talk about Kayden? He's got his own blog so nothing much to update here too.

Leading an ordinary life...

Heard from 933 radio station, they said there might be meteor rain these few days. I wanted to watch but i just don't have the energy. Anyway i don't think we can see it over at Singapore, even if there is any, i think it would be covered by the thick clouds.

Accompanied hubbie down to Mount Alvernia today to see doctor again. He's not sick, it is his finger, swollen again! Bite and bite, then infected by germs again. Serve him right. Hubbie go ahead and bite more lor. Bite till all 10 fingers swollen lor. -_-

Beware. The below content might make you feel uncomfortable. Read at your own risk =)
(You might hate me more or you will love me more. Hee)

Did my entries made you hate me, dislike me, pissed off with me? Did you ever thought or feel that I'm writting about you?

I am indeed referring about someone in my recent entries, but it doesn't have to be you. If you are my friend, its definately not you. Do not misinterpret my words and feel that it's you. Do not assume things yourself, when it was never the truth.

If you are suspecting anything, you can approach me for clarifications. Pls do not jump to conclusion yourself. Its not healthy cos you are just feeling upset or unhappy cos of some misunderstanding.

I do not write well, I am poor in expressing myself. Its been a long time since i wrote essay or letters. I do not use english frequently hence at times i might have used the wrong word causing you to get the wrong meaning.

I only write about "nobody". If you are my friend, you can't be "nobody", cos you are "somebody" i care, i love, i treasure.

If you happen to be that "nobody", i'm quite surprise that you are still reading my blog. Hee. Go ahead and feel angry, hate me... i don't care cos you are just "nobody". I am merely writting my feels and thoughts, if you are not happy with the content, then bye to you.

Someone might feel disgusted reading my posts, feel that I'm fake in those things i've wrote. I'm acting, I'm deceiving my friends, etc. I can just tell you, I don't write for people to see, I write my feelings, my thoughts. Why should i be fake on something when i don't really bothers how other people look or feel about me? If you still insist your way, then go ahead. It doesn't really bother me. You know me too little, so u are just another "nobody".

Blog issn't the place for us to write out our feels, thoughts? I don't think I'm doing anything wrong. If such statements have to be constrained, then i think there's nothing much for people to blog about.

Some people use blog to share knowledges, informations (like music, news, pictures, videos, movies etc) with other people, while some people blog about daily stuffs about their life, some people blog about their rantings, some blog about their thoughts and feel etc.


Random thought...

Do i really have to mind what other people say or feel about me? You aren't living for others, you are living for yourself. Why should you bother and care so much?

But if i never care much, why should i write so much above?

*Slap!

Its 9pm liao. I want to go watch "Bu fan" liao. Byes!

Cracked Pot

Something to share...

The story of the Cracked Pot...

The story starts with an elderly Chinese woman who has two large pots, which she carries with a pole balanced across her neck.

Each day the eldery Chinese woman goes to fetch water in her two large pots.

One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.

For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishment. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do.

After 2 yrs of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side? That's because I have always known about your flaw, so I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walked back, you water them." "For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate the table. Without you being just the way you are, there would not be this beauty to grace the house"

Each of us has our own unique flaw...

But it's the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together interesting and rewarding. You've just got to take each person for what they are and look for the good in them.

=)

Human with Panda eye?

Saw before??

I saw one when I looked into the mirror today.

Lack of slp plus tiring day = panda eye.
Did not have enough slp. Only slpt for 4 plus hours. Haha.

Mahjong-ed overnight with ting, GT and bing till morning 7.30am. Then went for a short slp nap, as i will be meeting up with my parents to go down to the Harvey Norman sale at Expo.

Bought nothing much, only one new fridge for my new house as they issn't much things over at the sale today.

And guess who I saw just now. Lols, I saw Joo and Xue over at Expo too. They were going down to the Perfect Home exhibition, maybe trying to find new idea for their new home.

I want to blog more but I do not know what i want to blog.. Too tired to think of anything.

I have been feeling tired for a week liao, ever since my course started. When i see my homeworks i feel more tired. Whenever i think of going to school the next morning i feel tired. I simply hate school. Sigh...

Oh ya... had a great time at Yuan's birthday yesterday. Nice food, nice balloons, nice weather... Nice and fun!!
I did not take any photo yesterday. I'm going to kope from Sher's webbie cos i knew her cam had been clicking the whole night. Hee.

Ok, off to my bed liao. Lesson tmr. SIGH.....

Kayden's blog done!

I didn't upload all of his pictures, i only chose those nice nice one. Lols.

Enjoy!

My lil kayden blog is UP

lilkayden.blogspot.com

Still halfway done cos got alot more of pictures to upload. He got a tagboard too. So all his uncle and aunties, talk to him when you're free k?

Hee

A Leopard will never change its own spot

Opps! I accidentally came to know something while surfing the net with my iphone yesterday night.

A Leopard will never change its own spot

How true is it? I remembered someone telling me that she had changed, changed to a better person, no longer the stubborn and bad tempered girl. Boo! Time has proven this saying to be the truth again, a leopard will never change its own spot.

Bingo. I've knew it. It's just the matter of time only, she will definately go back to her own ways.

For having a "fishmonger" character, it is really hard to believe that she will change for someone else when the person she loves the most is herself. Selfish selfish!

I'm such a baddie for laughing at other people's mishaps. I'm so sorry but i just couldn't help it. Even hubbie also interested to know more lea, so how am i gonna to control myself?

Ok, i'm going to start working on my lil darling's blog liao. Byes!

Went out to 7-11 to buy my favourite tibit, Hello Panda and a Peel Fresh orange juice.

While on my way back, saw something which really freak me out.

A giant snail. God. Its about the size of my palm. Dam freaking huge lor. Yucks. It looks slimy.. Totally gross!

Sad and disappointed

Just woke up from a nap. Opps! Hee. And i'm very hungry. =/

Just now hubbie told me, some of his relatives kept requesting photos of kayden from him, then suddenly i got a new idea. I've decided to create a blog just for Kayden, there will be photos, updates on his growth, etc... Need some time for the blog, will update you all when the blog is done.

I realised something, something cruel in this realistic world. Why am I always the unlucky one to have such mishap? Why is such things only happened around me? Why is it so hard to find one true friend / maintain a friendship?

Felt very hurt, the one whom i used to care alot, the closest to me, the one whom understand me the most... is avoiding me. Few days back, i'm not feeling very ok. I need someone to talk, so i sms-ed him, asking if he is free for a talk. But till now, no reply from him.

I kept find excuses for his action, maybe he changed new handphone number, maybe he's not in Singapore hence did not rec'd my smses? Maybe he's so busy with work that he couldn't even reply my smses? Haha, i'm just decieving myself. The actual fact is he do not treat me as friend anymore.

Actually this person is my ex. We were friends, good friends after our relationship came to a end. He told me, he will be my friend forever and asked me to sms me whenever I need someone. He told me before, even me and him were no longer together, we both will be friends forever. All are simply lies. I am simply naive to believe all his words. Haha i'm such a loser.

Because of him, I've lost alot of friends. These people never contact me anymore after i broke off with him. A few of them were my "advisors" or should say "consultants". When i was feeling down, i looked for them. We met up together for meals, went out together even without my ex. But now, haha, they do not treat me as friend anymore. Just a awkward "hi" or "bye" to me when we saw each other.

Friends getting lesser and lesser. And i've realised.. when i need someone to talk to, there's no one on my mind. It is not that I do not have trusted friends, just that hmm, i do not want to disturb them with my rantings. Actually there's only one person whom always appear in my mind when i'm in trouble, my dearest mei, Yijing. But she's not contactable, only thru emails. She never log in her msn anymore. Last heard from her, she's having difficulties in coping with her homeworks, busying pa-toring, also busy working as part timer at her dad's company. So i do not want to add on my problems to her anymore.

It seems that my best friend now is only him... my dearest hubbie. Haha. He understands me very well, he don't mind listen to my rantings, he calm me down, he give me very good advises. Without him, i think i might have already given up in life.

Friends come and go. I used to quarrel with my family because of my friends. And i deeply regretted it. Only family are the one whom you can trust the most, maybe only your family will be only the faithful ones who will be by you when you are having problems. Love them, treasure them when you still can.

Just rec'd a msn message from yuan.. reminding me to go for his birthday party tmr. Hahas. Buay tahan lea, he never give address, never give timing, how he want us to be there. =x

Anyway an advance wishing for you... Happy 21st birthday!

And sad la... i've got alot of homeworks to do. Fuck. I'm already a mother of one, i'm still nagging about my homework right here in my blog. Duhz. Embarassing lea.

And my lil cousin laughed at me, when i told her i busy with homework and having exams in dec when she asked me to go birdpark. Zzz...

ok.. Off to my textbook -.-

Haha, i'm sorry guys for shifting back to blogspot. I just miss the features here. The tagboard, the music and everything. And the reason why i suddenly feel like shifting back is because...

I was trying to add Cherryblossom link into the side bar on my livejournal blog but cannot lea. Tried alot of ways, tried until very DL. So i came back here. Haha.

Recently busy with school. One week, 7 mornings, 4 of them are taken up by my lessons. School just started and i'm already looking forward to the holidays. =x

My friend called me up this morning to date me out for dinner on 28th nov.

She asked "Oei, so long never see you liao. 28th nov free for dinner anot. We go eat buffet."

Me "Erm, 28th nov ar... 2 weeks more i can't confirm with you lea."

She "Wah you very busy meh? 2 weeks in advance booking also can't get your confirmation ar? Nowadays you busy with what?"

Me "No lar, cos going to shift house soon mah. Alot of stuff to be attended"

She "House thing also can plan one mah."

Me "Ya i know. But i scared last minute will have things, so i do not dare to confirm early"

She "Oh ok then. Let me know soon"

Actually i'm not really that busy la. But it just that sometimes i've to accompany hubbie to do his stuff and his things are all very last minutes. Accompanying him around is part of my job now, lol.

And truely, recently alot of house thingy to do. Meeting up with contractors, agents, bla bla bla. Moving house is tiring and it is not fun. The only fun part is when you shop around for furnitures and stuffs. All woman enjoy shopping i guess. =) And packing and shifting are the most tiring part of all.

Just met up with the house mover, they will be sending the carton boxes over tmr afternoon and we will have to start packing. Any volunteer free to help me pack? Haha

Scheduled to be moving over at around end dec. One plus more months to go and i've so many things to be packed. Sigh. My lil kayden stuff also alot lea. Faintz.

So sher... if my renovation contractors cant rush their reno work for me, there won't be any Christmas party at my new house liao. Maybe can fix it over at my current one. Will work out with my contractor. Or maybe we can have a new yr gathering instead. Hee.

For the past 10 yrs, i've shifted twice. One was into my jurong west flat and another one was to this condo. And now i'm going to shift again. -_-

Busy weekend for me ahead. Tomorrow evening.. going for my hair treatment at Bugis with mummy, saturday Mr Yuan's 21st birthday, then sunday going down to expo, the Harvey Norman sale. Gonna shop for cheap electrical appliances.

And i watched "The Coffin" few days back with hubbie. Disappointing sia. Wasted my $$$. Should have wait for their vcd and rent it instead of going cinema. Lols, i'm so "auntie" now. =(
Bo bian. Kayden's diapers and milk cost a bomb liao, so must save up.

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I heard eerie sounds from the living room. Dam! I'm all alone in the study room, hubbie out for meeting and my maid and kayden slping. Fuck! I don't dare to go anywhere now. T_T

Opps! I'm back here

Opps! I'm back to blogspot.

I keep having trouble loading pictures over at livejournal. And the loading is so slow.

So... i decided to use back blogspot. Sorry to those who had already re-link me.

Paiseh paiseh =x