Happy 17th Monthsary!

Too early for school, already reached the carpark opposite my school but the time is still early, so decided to blog.

Happy 17th Monthsary to my dearest hubbie.

I admitted i forgotten this important date. Sorry.

Our relationship had been through all kind of stages, sweet, happy,bitter, tough and still a long way to go.

Till then i've realised, our sweet memories aren't enough to cover the painful and hurtful quarrels and arguements we had.

We never fail to bring up the past quarrels even we promised not to.

Alot of things changed in these 17 months, from sweet to bitter, from smooth to tough.

Remember that night you ignored me for the whole night? Its the most painful night with you.

You had never do that to me, you never ignore me, you will never throw your temper at me but that night, you did all these for the whole night till next morning.

From then, you will tend to raise your voice at me at times.

Is there something wrong with our relationship, had it turned sour because of those quarrels we had? Or was it me the one who have problem? Did you still think that i did not contribute enough to this relationship? Did you still think i do not love you as much as i did to him?

I still can feel your love. I still feel your concern but then i was not as happy as before. It is not because of those stress we are having now, it is because of you.

The reason for me to cry, for me to smile can only be you, my dear.

I.L.U my dear.

Happy 17th Monthsary. (I'm not sure if it is a happy one to you)

Class starting soon.

Gotta go.