Depress, depress, depress

Haiz...

dono wad's the fcuking wrong with me again... Suddenly so many thoughts on mind again.

Why am I so depress???

Wad's life?

Life is about working, earning money, thinking of ways to earn more money..etc...

Alot of ppl i knew from my past companies, treated work as first priority in their life even though they have families, childrens, parents. They spent more than 12 hours daily at work and even work from home. How about their family? How much time do they spend with them?

I know they have no choice, they have to earn for their family to survive. But why can't they spare out a few hours or maybe a day a week to spend with their family?

You have endless of work to be done, no matter hw long u spend each day to do those work, they still can't be finished. You can spend your lifetime earning money, but your family might not have "your" lifetime to wait for you...You may think, work come first, gathering with family can be done later. But how you know how many "later" you might have? What's if something bad happened to your family member the next minute, hr or day? Till then, you will start to regret but it's alrdy too late.

No one can predicts wad's happen next... so do treasure every minute of life / chance you are given to. Life issn't about work, earning money, stress etc but its about happiness, enjoyment etc.

To me Happiness is, enjoying moments with family...with my dogs. Cos i love them...


Mummy came up my house yesterday, and we were discussing about pretty wedding gowns on tv... I told her i might not even have a chance to wear those pretty dresses anymore.

She told me.. why not?! You can always wear it after Kayden's born. Jiayou on slimming, within a yr, you and XP can go take wedding photos together with your son.

Well! Its not the fats that I'm worrying about. Lols. I guess alot of you might not know about my tattoo on my back and right arm.

I have my back 1/4 tattoo-ed with 4 ugly big chinese characters and a phoenix with clouds and shadings. Ya.. it's dam old fashion, i agree on that too. It was put when i was 15 yrs old. 10 yrs back, those are the fashion k? As for my right arm, i have two lines of poetry.. again OLD FASHION! -__- They even have my tattoo photo-ed and pinned up on the board at the old Eu Tong Seng police station. Zzzz.. I had a bad history last time =/

That's what i feel about it now, that why i never wear bareback or sleeve-less top to reveal them. Its fugging ugly for now. I do not like to go around telling others that I've tattoo also. Cos after they know, they surely will request me to show them. Nothing nice to show them so might as well i just keep quiet about it.

Mummy suggested me long time ago to go for laser but then.. i think i have to spend at least 10k or more to have my back tattoo lasered off. -__-

I told her ytd, i dowan laser it away. I am thinking of using another picture to cover the fking ugly phoenix and the 4 chinese characters away. Haha.. She jitao speechless...

As for the wedding gowns, my sis told me there's a strong consellor which can be used to cover the tattoo awhile. Maybe i can use them for my photo shots next time.

Opps 10am liao. Gotta bath and dress up. Going to mummy place soon! Sunday is my own family gathering day for myself!

Remember!! Loves your family!!! Cos they love you too!