Life is not so easy =(

At times I feel so sick living in such a realistic world.

It's so hard to survive.

Why do ppl have to work in order to earn money?

And why do ppl have to study so hard in order to earn more money and yet at the same time, spend so much money and time to get those fking degree?

And those without high qualification can only work and earn pathetic pay and lead a pathetic life?

Life's so unfair. Only smart ppl can survive in this world.

And me... going back to study life real soon, in order to get higher qualification and earn higher pay. And I am not so looking forward to it. -.-

It's been years since I left school. My last cert was taken dono hw many decades ago. lols. I'm not sure if my brain was as "absorbent" as before anot.

Why can't we be given a free house to stay in, a free car to drive, free food, free electricity, free water supply and free education?

I know I've posted a similar post before. Sorry, but i just can't stop nagging about life. So bear with it.

Life with a family, a kid is definately different from being single. So much burdens. So much worries. I'm not really that worry about current life but much more worry about our future, about kayden's future.

Its really not easy to be a mother, to be a good mother.

Milk, diapers etc are fking expensive. A milk which cost 30 plus bucks and can only last my kayden for less than a month. A pack of diapers 20 plus bucks can only last my Kayden for a few weeks. And also his clothings, his toys.

In order to survive all these, in order to give Kayden's a comfortable life, I have to buck up. Buck up with studies, buck up in coping with the stresses in both studies and work in future.

Shifting house soon. Renovations, buying furnitures etc.. cost a bomb. Sigh, i suddenly felt so poor =( Poor in money, poor in education, poor in everything.

Any kind souls out there to sponsor all my everything? Lols.