Conscience

Life's definately unpredictable especially when you have friends who always cock things up, another word, Irresponsible.

Haha, i've been talking and talking about responsibilty in my recent entries. Sorry, but I just can't help it. Irresponsibility really does irritates people.

Fuck those who don't honor their words. Fuck those fucking b**tards who screwed up other ppl's lifes. Fuck those who caused quarrels between hubbie and me.

Thanks to them for the slpless night yesterday. Not all the credits go to them la, thanks my PSP too.

Psp-ed till ard 4 plus in the morning. Then hubbie woke up. And hurting things followed. We quarrelled. Actually its my fault la. Sigh. And i apologised. And hubbie texted me this "Let us learn from every quarrels, and be stronger towards our future." Thanks hubbie.

Went down to buy breakfast together. And I only get to slp ard 7 plus.

Then woke up at 11 plus, dam shag. Only slp for less than 4 hours. Fish!

Enough of these sickening shit people la. Make my blood boil when i think of it.

Tele-chatted with one of my friend last night. Have been feeling lost with something. Something had been bothering me for quite awhile. Talked with hubbie about it also, but hubbie don't know what I should do too. So i called him.

(I think this word "tele-chatted" does not exist. Lols. But i think tele-chatted is short and clear rather than I chatted with xxx over the phone. So fuck care if its proper english, or singlish or dono wad lish la)

Well i felt that some of his words were very true. And maybe his method works the best. I'm still deciding on what I should do. I dono if I can remain "act like dono anything" for how long. Doing things against own conscience, is not my style. I will feel bad about it. And it will bother me for quite awhile.

I think for now, I have to continue "acting" ba. At times, truth hurts and lie can ease pain. I think that person will live more happier in that pool of lies.

And sometime its hard for a 3rd party to interfere, a lesson learned on one's own is twice as strong as a lesson told. My friend is right. Let him fall and hurt himself, only from pain he will be able to learn from his mistake.

It would be better if he come to his own realization about it and does it on his own...

Hope he will learn to treasure the current things he have , not wait till he lost everything then it will be too late to regret.

Holy Sheet!

My supper for the night. Nissin Mini Cup Noodle (Chicken Flavor)

Saw this at the supermarket, dam cute lor. Lols.

Ya, i am very bored, so I keep logging in to post shits.

The previous post must be making you ROFL. Now the coming video will make you "roll eyes", horrified, shocked or your heart might even stop for a second. Maybe I'm just exaggerating. Lols

I think you might just shout "Oh god! Holy shit!"

I will never work as a window cleaner, even you give me 10 thousands per month, i won't. Perhaps if you give me, 10k per minute, i might considering risking my life for that. Lols.

I've heard workers falling from that machine, i've heard things falling off from it and hit one of those passer-by head and caused death.

Its really a dam dangerous job. But think of it, all jobs in Singapore have their own risks. Even drivers like me, have its danger too. F3.

My lovely weekend is waiting for me, cossss I will be meeting the ex-empire gangs for DOta-ing at maybe bt timah irc tonight and then, meeting the botak bing on sunday for dinner.

Talking abt lan, i feel young again. Lols. Miss those days. Overnight and weekend zak at irc... Those days were simply fun.

Bye for now. I don't think there will be any videos to share. Cos time for my PSP soon.

Totally in love with Harvest Moon.

Laugh and enjoy =)

XP show me this video.

Omg lor! Fucking 90s beng la! Haha. ROFL!

Enjoy!

I wish, I hope, I pray...

our nightmares would be over soon =)

F.U.C.K.A.R.D

Sigh. Why are there so many irresponsible ppl ard?

Why are people still using handphones when they don't pick up their calls, reply smses or even call back when they promised to?

Making ppl wait for their fucking call for the whole fucking day?! I know his fucking time is fucking precious, so is ours. He think that our time is fucking shit while his's fucking precious?

If he's having such mentality whereby he's the fucking boss around and everyone have to wait for him, he can jolly well go FUCK the wall la.

Really can't stand such fucking people. Fucking bustard, in short i call him fuck-ard!

Sorry for my this fucking post.

And I'm sad.. Cos...

i put this in my msn.

мιснєιιе says "FUCK THOSE IRRESPONSIBLE IDIOTS!"

Jiajun said to me,

[xCesc] says:
fierce leh!

then i changed my msn to this.

мιснєιιе says "I'm not fierce, actually I'm a nice lady that bites occassionally =x"

then he said,

[xCesc] says:
ouch!

[xCesc] says:
must be wary of you

мιснєιιе says "I'm not fierce, actually I'm a nice lady that bites occassionally =x" says:
T_T

[xCesc] says:
lol

мιснєιιе says "I'm not fierce, actually I'm a nice lady that bites occassionally =x" says:
u think i will bite u meh?

мιснєιιе says "I'm not fierce, actually I'm a nice lady that bites occassionally =x" says:
lol

[xCesc] says:
no arh

[xCesc] says:
just xiao xin

мιснєιιе says "I'm not fierce, actually I'm a nice lady that bites occassionally =x" says:
f3

[xCesc] says:
cause you say you nice lady!

мιснєιιе says "I'm not fierce, actually I'm a nice lady that bites occassionally =x" says:
yea. i'm indeed a nice lady. so theres nothing to be xiao xin of mah?

[xCesc] says:
"nan yi zhi xing!"

мιснєιιе says "I'm not fierce, actually I'm a nice lady that bites occassionally =x" says:
f3

[xCesc] says:
hahaha!

=(

I'm really a nice lady leh. Sobs

Btw, he's very pissed off with me for not calling him when I saw him at the airport two days ago. Cause I thought he is pak tor-ing. Paiseh to disturb mah. Hee.

As promised, we will meet up soon!

Something nice, sweet and cute to share.

Enjoy!



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