Went out to 7-11 to buy my favourite tibit, Hello Panda and a Peel Fresh orange juice.

While on my way back, saw something which really freak me out.

A giant snail. God. Its about the size of my palm. Dam freaking huge lor. Yucks. It looks slimy.. Totally gross!

Sad and disappointed

Just woke up from a nap. Opps! Hee. And i'm very hungry. =/

Just now hubbie told me, some of his relatives kept requesting photos of kayden from him, then suddenly i got a new idea. I've decided to create a blog just for Kayden, there will be photos, updates on his growth, etc... Need some time for the blog, will update you all when the blog is done.

I realised something, something cruel in this realistic world. Why am I always the unlucky one to have such mishap? Why is such things only happened around me? Why is it so hard to find one true friend / maintain a friendship?

Felt very hurt, the one whom i used to care alot, the closest to me, the one whom understand me the most... is avoiding me. Few days back, i'm not feeling very ok. I need someone to talk, so i sms-ed him, asking if he is free for a talk. But till now, no reply from him.

I kept find excuses for his action, maybe he changed new handphone number, maybe he's not in Singapore hence did not rec'd my smses? Maybe he's so busy with work that he couldn't even reply my smses? Haha, i'm just decieving myself. The actual fact is he do not treat me as friend anymore.

Actually this person is my ex. We were friends, good friends after our relationship came to a end. He told me, he will be my friend forever and asked me to sms me whenever I need someone. He told me before, even me and him were no longer together, we both will be friends forever. All are simply lies. I am simply naive to believe all his words. Haha i'm such a loser.

Because of him, I've lost alot of friends. These people never contact me anymore after i broke off with him. A few of them were my "advisors" or should say "consultants". When i was feeling down, i looked for them. We met up together for meals, went out together even without my ex. But now, haha, they do not treat me as friend anymore. Just a awkward "hi" or "bye" to me when we saw each other.

Friends getting lesser and lesser. And i've realised.. when i need someone to talk to, there's no one on my mind. It is not that I do not have trusted friends, just that hmm, i do not want to disturb them with my rantings. Actually there's only one person whom always appear in my mind when i'm in trouble, my dearest mei, Yijing. But she's not contactable, only thru emails. She never log in her msn anymore. Last heard from her, she's having difficulties in coping with her homeworks, busying pa-toring, also busy working as part timer at her dad's company. So i do not want to add on my problems to her anymore.

It seems that my best friend now is only him... my dearest hubbie. Haha. He understands me very well, he don't mind listen to my rantings, he calm me down, he give me very good advises. Without him, i think i might have already given up in life.

Friends come and go. I used to quarrel with my family because of my friends. And i deeply regretted it. Only family are the one whom you can trust the most, maybe only your family will be only the faithful ones who will be by you when you are having problems. Love them, treasure them when you still can.

Just rec'd a msn message from yuan.. reminding me to go for his birthday party tmr. Hahas. Buay tahan lea, he never give address, never give timing, how he want us to be there. =x

Anyway an advance wishing for you... Happy 21st birthday!

And sad la... i've got alot of homeworks to do. Fuck. I'm already a mother of one, i'm still nagging about my homework right here in my blog. Duhz. Embarassing lea.

And my lil cousin laughed at me, when i told her i busy with homework and having exams in dec when she asked me to go birdpark. Zzz...

ok.. Off to my textbook -.-

Haha, i'm sorry guys for shifting back to blogspot. I just miss the features here. The tagboard, the music and everything. And the reason why i suddenly feel like shifting back is because...

I was trying to add Cherryblossom link into the side bar on my livejournal blog but cannot lea. Tried alot of ways, tried until very DL. So i came back here. Haha.

Recently busy with school. One week, 7 mornings, 4 of them are taken up by my lessons. School just started and i'm already looking forward to the holidays. =x

My friend called me up this morning to date me out for dinner on 28th nov.

She asked "Oei, so long never see you liao. 28th nov free for dinner anot. We go eat buffet."

Me "Erm, 28th nov ar... 2 weeks more i can't confirm with you lea."

She "Wah you very busy meh? 2 weeks in advance booking also can't get your confirmation ar? Nowadays you busy with what?"

Me "No lar, cos going to shift house soon mah. Alot of stuff to be attended"

She "House thing also can plan one mah."

Me "Ya i know. But i scared last minute will have things, so i do not dare to confirm early"

She "Oh ok then. Let me know soon"

Actually i'm not really that busy la. But it just that sometimes i've to accompany hubbie to do his stuff and his things are all very last minutes. Accompanying him around is part of my job now, lol.

And truely, recently alot of house thingy to do. Meeting up with contractors, agents, bla bla bla. Moving house is tiring and it is not fun. The only fun part is when you shop around for furnitures and stuffs. All woman enjoy shopping i guess. =) And packing and shifting are the most tiring part of all.

Just met up with the house mover, they will be sending the carton boxes over tmr afternoon and we will have to start packing. Any volunteer free to help me pack? Haha

Scheduled to be moving over at around end dec. One plus more months to go and i've so many things to be packed. Sigh. My lil kayden stuff also alot lea. Faintz.

So sher... if my renovation contractors cant rush their reno work for me, there won't be any Christmas party at my new house liao. Maybe can fix it over at my current one. Will work out with my contractor. Or maybe we can have a new yr gathering instead. Hee.

For the past 10 yrs, i've shifted twice. One was into my jurong west flat and another one was to this condo. And now i'm going to shift again. -_-

Busy weekend for me ahead. Tomorrow evening.. going for my hair treatment at Bugis with mummy, saturday Mr Yuan's 21st birthday, then sunday going down to expo, the Harvey Norman sale. Gonna shop for cheap electrical appliances.

And i watched "The Coffin" few days back with hubbie. Disappointing sia. Wasted my $$$. Should have wait for their vcd and rent it instead of going cinema. Lols, i'm so "auntie" now. =(
Bo bian. Kayden's diapers and milk cost a bomb liao, so must save up.

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I heard eerie sounds from the living room. Dam! I'm all alone in the study room, hubbie out for meeting and my maid and kayden slping. Fuck! I don't dare to go anywhere now. T_T

Opps! I'm back here

Opps! I'm back to blogspot.

I keep having trouble loading pictures over at livejournal. And the loading is so slow.

So... i decided to use back blogspot. Sorry to those who had already re-link me.

Paiseh paiseh =x

Shifting new blog again. Hee!

I am shifting again... Pls relink me. I'm sorry to cause more works to you guys again. But at times I just hmm abit fed up when using blogspot. So decided to try out livejournal which sher is using. And its quite user friendly...So i decided to shift, shift, shift....

My new blog...
http://autumnloves.livejournal.com/

Cya guys there! Tata!

I won't be deleting this blog, who knows? I might be coming back again. Muahaha