Rushing time, gotta go out soon.
Came online just to post this for my sweet dearie friend.
Happy 21st Birthday to my dearest Ting-gie!!
May you stay pretty pretty always and all the best to your exams!
Love you!!!!
Monday, May 5, 2008
Sunday, May 4, 2008
Depress, depress, depress
Haiz...
dono wad's the fcuking wrong with me again... Suddenly so many thoughts on mind again.
Why am I so depress???
Wad's life?
Life is about working, earning money, thinking of ways to earn more money..etc...
Alot of ppl i knew from my past companies, treated work as first priority in their life even though they have families, childrens, parents. They spent more than 12 hours daily at work and even work from home. How about their family? How much time do they spend with them?
I know they have no choice, they have to earn for their family to survive. But why can't they spare out a few hours or maybe a day a week to spend with their family?
You have endless of work to be done, no matter hw long u spend each day to do those work, they still can't be finished. You can spend your lifetime earning money, but your family might not have "your" lifetime to wait for you...You may think, work come first, gathering with family can be done later. But how you know how many "later" you might have? What's if something bad happened to your family member the next minute, hr or day? Till then, you will start to regret but it's alrdy too late.
No one can predicts wad's happen next... so do treasure every minute of life / chance you are given to. Life issn't about work, earning money, stress etc but its about happiness, enjoyment etc.
To me Happiness is, enjoying moments with family...with my dogs. Cos i love them...
Mummy came up my house yesterday, and we were discussing about pretty wedding gowns on tv... I told her i might not even have a chance to wear those pretty dresses anymore.
She told me.. why not?! You can always wear it after Kayden's born. Jiayou on slimming, within a yr, you and XP can go take wedding photos together with your son.
Well! Its not the fats that I'm worrying about. Lols. I guess alot of you might not know about my tattoo on my back and right arm.
I have my back 1/4 tattoo-ed with 4 ugly big chinese characters and a phoenix with clouds and shadings. Ya.. it's dam old fashion, i agree on that too. It was put when i was 15 yrs old. 10 yrs back, those are the fashion k? As for my right arm, i have two lines of poetry.. again OLD FASHION! -__- They even have my tattoo photo-ed and pinned up on the board at the old Eu Tong Seng police station. Zzzz.. I had a bad history last time =/
That's what i feel about it now, that why i never wear bareback or sleeve-less top to reveal them. Its fugging ugly for now. I do not like to go around telling others that I've tattoo also. Cos after they know, they surely will request me to show them. Nothing nice to show them so might as well i just keep quiet about it.
Mummy suggested me long time ago to go for laser but then.. i think i have to spend at least 10k or more to have my back tattoo lasered off. -__-
I told her ytd, i dowan laser it away. I am thinking of using another picture to cover the fking ugly phoenix and the 4 chinese characters away. Haha.. She jitao speechless...
As for the wedding gowns, my sis told me there's a strong consellor which can be used to cover the tattoo awhile. Maybe i can use them for my photo shots next time.
Opps 10am liao. Gotta bath and dress up. Going to mummy place soon! Sunday is my own family gathering day for myself!
Remember!! Loves your family!!! Cos they love you too!
dono wad's the fcuking wrong with me again... Suddenly so many thoughts on mind again.
Why am I so depress???
Wad's life?
Life is about working, earning money, thinking of ways to earn more money..etc...
Alot of ppl i knew from my past companies, treated work as first priority in their life even though they have families, childrens, parents. They spent more than 12 hours daily at work and even work from home. How about their family? How much time do they spend with them?
I know they have no choice, they have to earn for their family to survive. But why can't they spare out a few hours or maybe a day a week to spend with their family?
You have endless of work to be done, no matter hw long u spend each day to do those work, they still can't be finished. You can spend your lifetime earning money, but your family might not have "your" lifetime to wait for you...You may think, work come first, gathering with family can be done later. But how you know how many "later" you might have? What's if something bad happened to your family member the next minute, hr or day? Till then, you will start to regret but it's alrdy too late.
No one can predicts wad's happen next... so do treasure every minute of life / chance you are given to. Life issn't about work, earning money, stress etc but its about happiness, enjoyment etc.
To me Happiness is, enjoying moments with family...with my dogs. Cos i love them...
Mummy came up my house yesterday, and we were discussing about pretty wedding gowns on tv... I told her i might not even have a chance to wear those pretty dresses anymore.
She told me.. why not?! You can always wear it after Kayden's born. Jiayou on slimming, within a yr, you and XP can go take wedding photos together with your son.
Well! Its not the fats that I'm worrying about. Lols. I guess alot of you might not know about my tattoo on my back and right arm.
I have my back 1/4 tattoo-ed with 4 ugly big chinese characters and a phoenix with clouds and shadings. Ya.. it's dam old fashion, i agree on that too. It was put when i was 15 yrs old. 10 yrs back, those are the fashion k? As for my right arm, i have two lines of poetry.. again OLD FASHION! -__- They even have my tattoo photo-ed and pinned up on the board at the old Eu Tong Seng police station. Zzzz.. I had a bad history last time =/
That's what i feel about it now, that why i never wear bareback or sleeve-less top to reveal them. Its fugging ugly for now. I do not like to go around telling others that I've tattoo also. Cos after they know, they surely will request me to show them. Nothing nice to show them so might as well i just keep quiet about it.
Mummy suggested me long time ago to go for laser but then.. i think i have to spend at least 10k or more to have my back tattoo lasered off. -__-
I told her ytd, i dowan laser it away. I am thinking of using another picture to cover the fking ugly phoenix and the 4 chinese characters away. Haha.. She jitao speechless...
As for the wedding gowns, my sis told me there's a strong consellor which can be used to cover the tattoo awhile. Maybe i can use them for my photo shots next time.
Opps 10am liao. Gotta bath and dress up. Going to mummy place soon! Sunday is my own family gathering day for myself!
Remember!! Loves your family!!! Cos they love you too!
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Cakes...
Saw these two links at Tinggie's blog and saw nice nice cakes...
Made me thought of my little Kayden full month celebration. You know some Chinese when their baby's full month, they will buy boxes of cakes / fruit tarts for their relatives or friends for them to take home. Mummy asked me to do the same for Kayden too. =/
*$$$ flying away*
http://www.thepatissier.com/
These two cakes are dam pretty can! But the price for these two cakes are "attractive" too! Lols 200 over bucks for each =/
Loves this cake cos it's blue but the price =/
The bears are so cute... again it might taste sweet...
Longans! My favourite! Yummy!
Fruit tarts!!!
Talking about buffet, anyone got nice and yummy buffet to recommend??
Made me thought of my little Kayden full month celebration. You know some Chinese when their baby's full month, they will buy boxes of cakes / fruit tarts for their relatives or friends for them to take home. Mummy asked me to do the same for Kayden too. =/
*$$$ flying away*
http://www.thepatissier.com/
These two cakes are dam pretty can! But the price for these two cakes are "attractive" too! Lols 200 over bucks for each =/
Loves this cake cos it's blue but the price =/
This one great for relatives and friends but then the flowers on top makes me feel tt the whole cake will taste dam sweet. Looks pretty but not sure if it will taste like eating sugar anot.
The bears are so cute... again it might taste sweet...
Below pics extracted from http://www.yilingcakes.com.sg/
Though it might not be as pretty as the above, but definately it gonna taste much nicer. Fruits and fresh cream makes me drool...
Longans! My favourite! Yummy!
Fruit tarts!!!
This cake is cute, but not going to order as I will be prolly ordering buffet, so many food, cake will be wasted.
Talking about buffet, anyone got nice and yummy buffet to recommend??I'm a kiasu mummy, Kayden not even borned and yet I'm planning for all these already. Lol.
First time mummy, can't blame me de.
Haha. My mummy more kan chiong den me lor. Haha
Friday, May 2, 2008
爱情里没有谁对谁错
He called me up ytd...and he told me that he already rec'd the mail.
He cried halfway thru the conversation.
He told me its hard to let go, especially a 7 yrs relationship. He still can't forget the past. But since everything came to the end, he have no choice but to accept the fact. He apologised alot of times for things he did, for making me upset in the past. I told him 爱情里没有谁对谁错... maybe we are not fated to be together.
I thought he already let go as he didn't really contact me for the past few months after we parted. Out of sudden, he called me up crying, making me lost, heartache and guilty.
Lost becos i thought he already let go of the past and moving on with his new life, heartache and guility becos i heard him cry...Cried till i couldn't really hear / understand what's he talking anymore. Call ended without a bye from him. Wanted to call him back, but i don't have the courage to do so.
Though there issn't any feelings for him anymore, but it still hurt to see him behaving in such way.
I just want him to be well, just want him to let go of the past, i just want him to be happy.
If you are still reading my blog, I dono what else to say to u anymore, only Sorry and 你要幸福.
He cried halfway thru the conversation.
He told me its hard to let go, especially a 7 yrs relationship. He still can't forget the past. But since everything came to the end, he have no choice but to accept the fact. He apologised alot of times for things he did, for making me upset in the past. I told him 爱情里没有谁对谁错... maybe we are not fated to be together.
I thought he already let go as he didn't really contact me for the past few months after we parted. Out of sudden, he called me up crying, making me lost, heartache and guilty.
Lost becos i thought he already let go of the past and moving on with his new life, heartache and guility becos i heard him cry...Cried till i couldn't really hear / understand what's he talking anymore. Call ended without a bye from him. Wanted to call him back, but i don't have the courage to do so.
Though there issn't any feelings for him anymore, but it still hurt to see him behaving in such way.
I just want him to be well, just want him to let go of the past, i just want him to be happy.
If you are still reading my blog, I dono what else to say to u anymore, only Sorry and 你要幸福.
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Shopping...
Today's labour day so mummy and sis not working...
Asked mummy to accompany me down to Vivo to buy my skincare products.
We cabbed down to vivo at ard 1 plus and we started our shopping.....
Headed to Tangs and straight to Shiseido counter and enquired on the products which suits me.
Dun ask me how much i spent on the skin cares, dun wish to remember stuffs which will make my heart aches. Mummy tempted to switch over to Shiseido too. She gonna to try after she finished with her current products.
We had a short rest at Coffeebean while waiting for my sister to join us.
Headed back to Tangs again as mummy wanted to buy foundation. I bought one myself too and a blusher.
Sister din get any cosmestic or skin care, she just bought a top from MaryJane.
Walked from 1 plus till almost 8pm... my feet aching like siao. This should be the 2nd last time shopping before delivery. Actually don't feel like shopping anymore, but promised to accompany mummy down to Taka in june already. So i'm going to torture myself in june again.
Shopping really sucks when your body, hands, feet swelled like balloon. Can you imagine how hard you gonna walk when u are a balloon???
Wanted to get myself a pair of sandals but realised my feet are too fat for any of them. Swelling sucks! Great save money, no need to buy shoes! -.-I think i can only stick on to my Crocs which my sister call it as "dumb ass" shoes. -__-""
4 more days to my basic theory, but still i hve not touch the book yet. COnfirm fail this time again. =(
Ok, i need my beauty sleep now. Dam tired. No nap today at all! Rawr!
Asked mummy to accompany me down to Vivo to buy my skincare products.
We cabbed down to vivo at ard 1 plus and we started our shopping.....
Headed to Tangs and straight to Shiseido counter and enquired on the products which suits me.
Dun ask me how much i spent on the skin cares, dun wish to remember stuffs which will make my heart aches. Mummy tempted to switch over to Shiseido too. She gonna to try after she finished with her current products.
We had a short rest at Coffeebean while waiting for my sister to join us.
Headed back to Tangs again as mummy wanted to buy foundation. I bought one myself too and a blusher.
Sister din get any cosmestic or skin care, she just bought a top from MaryJane.
Walked from 1 plus till almost 8pm... my feet aching like siao. This should be the 2nd last time shopping before delivery. Actually don't feel like shopping anymore, but promised to accompany mummy down to Taka in june already. So i'm going to torture myself in june again.
Shopping really sucks when your body, hands, feet swelled like balloon. Can you imagine how hard you gonna walk when u are a balloon???
Wanted to get myself a pair of sandals but realised my feet are too fat for any of them. Swelling sucks! Great save money, no need to buy shoes! -.-I think i can only stick on to my Crocs which my sister call it as "dumb ass" shoes. -__-""
4 more days to my basic theory, but still i hve not touch the book yet. COnfirm fail this time again. =(
Ok, i need my beauty sleep now. Dam tired. No nap today at all! Rawr!
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