Simply-XUE

To ting..

thanks for your entry. I was alittle emo when posting that entry just now, i did not think much when i wrote. =/ Maybe when i read yours, i think of my past...Being a wife, a mother now, there's alot of limitation you know? Everything I do, I have to consider about my boy and family first. I can't play like the past...and this explains why i missed my past so much. Haha

Perhaps you are right. It is not that I do not have friends who is willing to listen, I am the one who do not want to speak. I am a good listener, but I am never a good speaker.

I believe both of us are same type... But you are doing better than me. You've learnt to let go bits by bits. But for me, i am still keeping things to myself. Haha. At times it's really hard to master the speaking skills leh.

Till now the most comfortable way of letting out things is by talking to doggies and rabbits about my stuffs. And sometimes i even talk to myself in the mirror. Freaking right? Haha
To me i feel that problems which i keep to myself are prisoners... I locked them all up and when it get too crowded inside, I felt discomfort.

Talking to my pets is so far the best way to release my prisoners.

I know I have still lots of friends who care, including you (else you won't make the effort to write such a long post fot me, right?) and also the steamboat gang, fuzi, dellas, fion, cat and many many more. Not forgetting the one in aussie, my dearest jing. At times it is very difficult to keep in touch with someone overseas and who do not like to use her computer. Never check emails, never login msn. But it doesn't matter, most importantly i know she is doing fine over there can liao. And I know I have a cute baby boy, and also a loving husband and family.

Ting, you have a loving family too and also you have alot of friends who care for you too including me. We love you.. Hahaha!

Regarding your insomnia.. hmm.. don't treat it lightly k? Maybe for now, it was due to your exam stress etc.. but if it's long term problem, you have to seek for treatment. Remember your resolution for this year? Love yourself more. =)