Friends?

I really envy those who are millions of friends who care so much for them, those who have close friends who are willing to lend their ears when you need them, those who have friends who can accompany them when they are feeling upset.

I used to have such a life too. Had friends who are willing to accompany throughout the whole night, had friends to chat through phone almost every night, had someone to call when I need help or upset... But those were all the past. My best friend is far away in aussie, another two are busying with their families and children but i seldom share problems with these two friends, i am more to listener role. I do not like to talk to them abt my problems, cause their thinkings are way too different from me, they solve problems by drinking, drunking... They won't patiently sit down and listen to your problems, they will prolly ask you to drink more, don't think too much. So i would rather be the one listening than talking.

Friends are limited now. Those who are willing to listen are even more rare now.