Though i'm busy but i still drag myself to log in, cos i wana wish all of you an advance Happy 2009!
Where will u all be tonight? Celebrating, enjoying, counting down to 2009?
*Envy*
I don't think I'm going anywhere, sigh. Cos hubbie have to work and I'm following him around.
Guess we will be counting down at home, in car, or... some other boring shit place.
Boo!
Bye 2008!!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Friday, December 26, 2008
Box Box Day
I was very very unhappy yesterday. But today I'm a happy contented bitch. He never fail to "tame" me down after the eruption. He pissed me off last night, not only last night, day time also! 2 eruptions in a day, fierce right? Lols.
Despite those nasty words i spoke, despite those fierce expressions i shown, despite those attitude actions i did, he never let my hand go.
Thank you hubbie! Thank you for tolerating such a "hot-headed" me.
"Rou ma" things aside... help me! Guys, help me! Help me find ways to make myself more discipline. Exam on next friday but I had only studied 1 topic of 9 topics. I felt so reluctant to touch those books, to memorises those things. I need a PUSH! Sigh!
Ok! Next monday onwards, no dota, no SIMS2, no shopping, no outing, all attention on my BOOBS! Opps.. haha typo typo, should be BOOKS! Hee.
Fellow friends.. I desperately need your help.... =(
Lend me...
1) Your luck (cos i think this is the major problem I am having, lacking of good luck),
2) Your brains (i can't stuff all those words into my brain),
3)Your eyes (reading will cause my short sighten to become more worse, hence I need more pairs of eyes to change shift, so I can let me own eyes rest.)
4) Your spine (i might hurt my spine while i was reading, i need a back up one)
5) Your fingers, pen and papers.. (So you guys can help me copy down my notes, so i can peep at them during the actual exams)
6) All your money! (Studying is so stress can! So i need more money to do things to de-stress myself... Very good method to de-stress, SHOPPING!)
Haha. I'm so lame. I must have gone bonker!
Night and Happy Boxing Day!
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Christmas & Eve
Here are my two lil babies...
Eve...
And the below is Christmas...
Though I'm very happy and excited with the new members, but I'm feeling upset too. Cos mummy's not very happy, she don't like rabbits. When i called her earlier, she was angry with me. Dono what to reply her when she asked me why didn't I inform her first before buying the rabbits. And i cried. =/
Eve...
And the below is Christmas...
Why i named them Christmas and Eve... cos they are my Xmas pressie from hubbie.
They looked identical right? How to recognise which one is which? Christmas has a ear which was folded down while both of Eve's ears are straight up. Christmas is a male one (smaller size), and Eve is the female one (bigger size). Currently they are 3 months old.
My dogs were very excited about the new members. Sydnie can't even slp yesterday night. She kept jumping down the bed, wanted to go out to the living room. And Yuki from morning till now, had been standing on the sofa, looking at them, whining away. Haha
My dogs were very excited about the new members. Sydnie can't even slp yesterday night. She kept jumping down the bed, wanted to go out to the living room. And Yuki from morning till now, had been standing on the sofa, looking at them, whining away. Haha
Though I'm very happy and excited with the new members, but I'm feeling upset too. Cos mummy's not very happy, she don't like rabbits. When i called her earlier, she was angry with me. Dono what to reply her when she asked me why didn't I inform her first before buying the rabbits. And i cried. =/
Hubbie was also scolded by her. Sigh. Sorry mummy and hubbie..
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
New Addition to the TAN family..hee
Got two more new additions to my family. Woo.. family getting bigger and bigger liao.
Already decided to name them Christmas and Eve. Nice? Hee Two lil sweet babies...
Will not reveal what are they? You all try to guess ba. Will reveal the answer in my next post and also their pictures.
Already decided to name them Christmas and Eve. Nice? Hee Two lil sweet babies...
Will not reveal what are they? You all try to guess ba. Will reveal the answer in my next post and also their pictures.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
My stomach haven't been feeling well since yesterday. Confirm must be that ROJAK i ate in yesterday afternoon with dee dee, yuan and hubbie. FCUK.
Though not feeling very well, i still attended Thomas' wedding with hubbie yesterday evening at Park Hotel. The food there was nice. Sitting around in the same table with us were all humerous one. Laughed quite alot because of their jokes especially Mr Tso. Hehe. Enjoyed eating, chatting, watching wedding videos.
Today went down to IMM to buy the toilet bowls, basins, mirror, toilet accessories for the new house, spent $2600 plus. Wah Kaoz. Very broke la!
Any kind souls out there willing to donate money to me??? =(
Though not feeling very well, i still attended Thomas' wedding with hubbie yesterday evening at Park Hotel. The food there was nice. Sitting around in the same table with us were all humerous one. Laughed quite alot because of their jokes especially Mr Tso. Hehe. Enjoyed eating, chatting, watching wedding videos.
Today went down to IMM to buy the toilet bowls, basins, mirror, toilet accessories for the new house, spent $2600 plus. Wah Kaoz. Very broke la!
Any kind souls out there willing to donate money to me??? =(
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Opps! Haha!
What's up with this tagging game? Lame leh. Yawn.
But nevermind since i'm so FREE, i will do it!! THANK YOU COUSIN XINYU LEH!
^$^&$)*&^$)%#$^%#
1)Who are your beloved?
Fuck! Need to ask one meh? Of cos my BIG family la!
2)What is the thing that you want most now?
I want $$$, alot alot alot of $$$. $_$
3)What are the goals u want to achieve in your life?
Be a good mother??? haha i haven'tset my goals la. For now, i just want to pass my fking exam in jan.
4)What are you afraid to lose?
Family, Friends, money (cousin xinyu, u also leh, money face like me. Lols.)
5)If you have one more wish to wish for, what will it be?
Earn billions of dollars monthly.
6)Do you believe in ETERNAL love?
YESH!
7)If you met someone you love a lot, will you confess to him?
I've already met mine. Already married liao, so what there to confess?
8)What will do with 200 bucks?
Nb! 200 bucks. Buy milk powder lor. FUck.
9)What are your favourite colours?
Red, black, white.
10)What type of people you hate most?
People like AA, BB, CC lor.
11) Would you cherish every friendship of yours(FOR BABIES ONLY!) Do you dare to wear a sexy halter top out? (Suddenly lot of halter becos os someone worh)
No figure cannot wear. People will vomit de. Lols.
12) who makes you laugh?
That idiot in my house lor, the one slping beside me every night.
13)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Money. No money=no life, no life=no family, no family=no love.
14)Do you find a need to find a stead?
No la! You want me kanna beaten by XP issit?
15)What do you want your friendship to be like?
Everlasting lor.
16)Your horoscope is?
Cancer
17)Do you like eating paos LOLS, wad reatard question XX.
Ok ok lor. At times find it abit disgusting leh.
18)If you're feeling low one day, who would you go to?
My dog, Sydnie
19)Who would you spend your day with if this your last day?
Beloved family
20) What kind of friends would you like to have???
Generous friends that give me alot of money. Haha
Instrution: Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 question, then tag 7 people in your list. list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their tagboard that they have been tagged. Whoever does this tag will get a BLESSING from all :)
The 7 people that I choose:
1) Bubbie (hee...)
2) Yiting
3) Sherilyn
4) Alice
5) Bing
6) Liting
7) Weiting
(You guys doesn't really have to do this boring quiz la. Do it in your free time lor, or when u are bored lo.)
But nevermind since i'm so FREE, i will do it!! THANK YOU COUSIN XINYU LEH!
^$^&$)*&^$)%#$^%#
1)Who are your beloved?
Fuck! Need to ask one meh? Of cos my BIG family la!
2)What is the thing that you want most now?
I want $$$, alot alot alot of $$$. $_$
3)What are the goals u want to achieve in your life?
Be a good mother??? haha i haven'tset my goals la. For now, i just want to pass my fking exam in jan.
4)What are you afraid to lose?
Family, Friends, money (cousin xinyu, u also leh, money face like me. Lols.)
5)If you have one more wish to wish for, what will it be?
Earn billions of dollars monthly.
6)Do you believe in ETERNAL love?
YESH!
7)If you met someone you love a lot, will you confess to him?
I've already met mine. Already married liao, so what there to confess?
8)What will do with 200 bucks?
Nb! 200 bucks. Buy milk powder lor. FUck.
9)What are your favourite colours?
Red, black, white.
10)What type of people you hate most?
People like AA, BB, CC lor.
11) Would you cherish every friendship of yours(FOR BABIES ONLY!) Do you dare to wear a sexy halter top out? (Suddenly lot of halter becos os someone worh)
No figure cannot wear. People will vomit de. Lols.
12) who makes you laugh?
That idiot in my house lor, the one slping beside me every night.
13)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Money. No money=no life, no life=no family, no family=no love.
14)Do you find a need to find a stead?
No la! You want me kanna beaten by XP issit?
15)What do you want your friendship to be like?
Everlasting lor.
16)Your horoscope is?
Cancer
17)Do you like eating paos LOLS, wad reatard question XX.
Ok ok lor. At times find it abit disgusting leh.
18)If you're feeling low one day, who would you go to?
My dog, Sydnie
19)Who would you spend your day with if this your last day?
Beloved family
20) What kind of friends would you like to have???
Generous friends that give me alot of money. Haha
Instrution: Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 question, then tag 7 people in your list. list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their tagboard that they have been tagged. Whoever does this tag will get a BLESSING from all :)
The 7 people that I choose:
1) Bubbie (hee...)
2) Yiting
3) Sherilyn
4) Alice
5) Bing
6) Liting
7) Weiting
(You guys doesn't really have to do this boring quiz la. Do it in your free time lor, or when u are bored lo.)
Friday, December 19, 2008
SO Random and SO Busy SO FUCKY!
I'm dam fucking busy nowaday.
Hate shifting house. So much stuffs to do!!
Later going down to Balestier to buy lights, can u imagine we have to spend nearly to3k 4k, just on lightning? Fuck.
Sofa, beds, coffeetables, side tables, fridge, stove, fans all settled liao. Today lightnings, next week the toilet bowls... i think that should be about all. Then i can concentrate on my study liao. 2 more weeks to exams, and i haven't even touch on my notes yet. Sigh.
I'm happy that yahoo auction is back. Actually i prefer yahoo auction sg than ebay. Don't know why i do not like to shop or sell things in ebay.
And now finally yahoo auction is back. But now in a different concept. A more complicated one. Its no longer at yahoo.com/auction anymore, its at www.gmarket.com.sg . It had been associated with another company, hmm i think its the G Market. Not very sure how user-friendly it is, but it's definately more complicate than the previous one, i'm still playing around with it.
Chinese New Year coming soon, and i have not buy any CNY clothings yet. Feeling broke again soon =(
Xmas just around the corner too. Meeting Dellas and gang on Xmas eve for dinner, as usual. My eves are always reserved for her. She will always suggest dinner gathering on that day. And after dinner, guess I will be heading down to D.Fly to meet up with another grp of friends. Actually i do not like to club now. Felt so hmm. not so interested in those loud loud music , alcohol, crowded place anymore.
Then on xmas day, perhaps going down to cousin house? Not sure. I still do not know whether the gathering is on xmas eve or xmas day.
I hope that the contractor can rush the work and let us move in on 28th dec instead of 3rd jan. Cos I'm having exams on 2nd jan, and 6th jan. I do not have time to pack / unpack those stuffs and i might have full concentration on my studies too. Sigh x 2
Hubbie taught me a new word yesterday, nb700. Opps, i did not scold vulgar, hubbie taught me de. And btw u guys know what it's means right? Muahaha.
(ps. i know i havent update kayden's blog for awhile ler. I promise i will update more photos of him real soon. )
Hate shifting house. So much stuffs to do!!
Later going down to Balestier to buy lights, can u imagine we have to spend nearly to
Sofa, beds, coffeetables, side tables, fridge, stove, fans all settled liao. Today lightnings, next week the toilet bowls... i think that should be about all. Then i can concentrate on my study liao. 2 more weeks to exams, and i haven't even touch on my notes yet. Sigh.
I'm happy that yahoo auction is back. Actually i prefer yahoo auction sg than ebay. Don't know why i do not like to shop or sell things in ebay.
And now finally yahoo auction is back. But now in a different concept. A more complicated one. Its no longer at yahoo.com/auction anymore, its at www.gmarket.com.sg . It had been associated with another company, hmm i think its the G Market. Not very sure how user-friendly it is, but it's definately more complicate than the previous one, i'm still playing around with it.
Chinese New Year coming soon, and i have not buy any CNY clothings yet. Feeling broke again soon =(
Xmas just around the corner too. Meeting Dellas and gang on Xmas eve for dinner, as usual. My eves are always reserved for her. She will always suggest dinner gathering on that day. And after dinner, guess I will be heading down to D.Fly to meet up with another grp of friends. Actually i do not like to club now. Felt so hmm. not so interested in those loud loud music , alcohol, crowded place anymore.
Then on xmas day, perhaps going down to cousin house? Not sure. I still do not know whether the gathering is on xmas eve or xmas day.
I hope that the contractor can rush the work and let us move in on 28th dec instead of 3rd jan. Cos I'm having exams on 2nd jan, and 6th jan. I do not have time to pack / unpack those stuffs and i might have full concentration on my studies too. Sigh x 2
Hubbie taught me a new word yesterday, nb700. Opps, i did not scold vulgar, hubbie taught me de. And btw u guys know what it's means right? Muahaha.
(ps. i know i havent update kayden's blog for awhile ler. I promise i will update more photos of him real soon. )
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Boo!
Yesterday was an advance xmas celebration party with the steamboat gang. And as usual, we had yummy steamboat. And it was a themed party, the "Rewind". But i think its more towards the "Role playing" ba. Me and Hubbie as Mommy and Daddy, Bing as my son, Ting and Sher as my retarded daughters LOL, and panda was sher's kindergarten bf and GT was the AH beng / Ting's bf, Yuan as the sentosa bus driver and dee as the tutor of my kids. Had alot of fun during the dinner, thanks to my two retarded daughter. Haha
After steamboat, was present xchange!! Most exciting moment.
After the party, someone suggested for an ice cream supper. So we went down to Holland V, the Essential Brew. The brownie there was delicious.
I do not have any photos to show, as all the photos was taken by Sher's camera. Go to her blog link to view those photos.
Today's family outing day! Went down to Singapore Bird Park with family.
Mummy with Kayden
"The three sisters!"
Me and Cherrie, my good helper at home.
Me and Hubbie, he don't like to smile. =/
After steamboat, was present xchange!! Most exciting moment.
After the party, someone suggested for an ice cream supper. So we went down to Holland V, the Essential Brew. The brownie there was delicious.
I do not have any photos to show, as all the photos was taken by Sher's camera. Go to her blog link to view those photos.
Today's family outing day! Went down to Singapore Bird Park with family.
Mummy with Kayden
"The three sisters!"
Me and Cherrie, my good helper at home.
Me and Hubbie, he don't like to smile. =/
The birds were scary. Hubbie's finger was bitten by one of those birds.
The elegant black swan...
The elegant black swan...
The dono wad bird.
This stupid parrot bited my hubbie's finger!
This stupid parrot bited my hubbie's finger!
The toot toot ostrich...
Ugly one. Dono wad bird, they classified it as the decendent of the Dinosaur O_O
Ugly one. Dono wad bird, they classified it as the decendent of the Dinosaur O_O
Mandarin Duck...
My favourite bird... Penguins!!!
The big mouth!
The big mouth!
Time for dinner. Blog again soon!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
My designer emailed me this today...
My new house interior design... Black and White concept. Cool!
The living room 1....
The piece behind the sofa is a mirror, as requested by the Feng Shui master.
And the statue on the left gonna be the altar where my ancestors be...
The living room 2...
The kitchen...
Bedrooms still in process. He will email me once it is done. I gonna love my bedroom... walk in wardrobe, wall mount tv, nice study area. LOVE IT!
I am so looking forward to my new house!
I won't be blogging much nowadays. Busy packing, meeting up with my contractors, xmas gatherings and most importantly my fucking exams.
I'm having exams on the 2nd and 4th Jan. Dam! And my planned date to shift in my new house is in between, 3rd Jan. TMD!
My new house interior design... Black and White concept. Cool!
The living room 1....
The piece behind the sofa is a mirror, as requested by the Feng Shui master.
And the statue on the left gonna be the altar where my ancestors be...
The living room 2...
The kitchen...
Bedrooms still in process. He will email me once it is done. I gonna love my bedroom... walk in wardrobe, wall mount tv, nice study area. LOVE IT!I am so looking forward to my new house!
I won't be blogging much nowadays. Busy packing, meeting up with my contractors, xmas gatherings and most importantly my fucking exams.
I'm having exams on the 2nd and 4th Jan. Dam! And my planned date to shift in my new house is in between, 3rd Jan. TMD!
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Went shopping again!!!
Joined mummy, irene auntie and cousin at Jurong Point in the evening for dinner. Wanted to walk around see if got nice clothes to buy for CNY, but end up all the clothes i bought were BLACK! =/
Chinese New Year, cannot wear black, will tio scold de. Kns!
Anw while on the way to Jurong Point, i saw something which makes me feel quite disappointed. Disappointed with us, the Singaporeans.
I took MRT down to Jurong Point. Yes! M.R.T! Surprise right? Lols. Even my own mummy was surprised too. Wah kaoz! I'm not a tai tai ok? I do take public transport de la. What's the big deal of me taking MRT? =.=
Ok, continue my story... during my journey to the Boon Lay Station, i saw a disappointing sight. A pregnant lady with a young child boarded the train. No seat available for them. So they stood by the door. Poor thing, nobody give up their seats for them. Alot of youngsters sitting near that lady, all geh siao lor, pretending they never see her. Then got two blanga sitting on the other side... one stood up and walked over to her and ask her to take his seat, and the other one stood up for the young child also. Blangasss leh. Singaporeans all geh siao, blangas gave up their seats. Wtf lor. Total disappointment with our people leh. Sad.
Anyway felt dam dulan la. So vent my angers on money lor. Lols. So spent a bomb on clothes today.
Lols. =/ (Sorry hubbie =P)
Bought a xmas pressie for my maid also. A necklace. She felt so touched till she cried when she rec'd this pressie from me just now. She really deserved it. She did a good job at looking after my kayden and also the houseworks. I'm so lucky to find such a helper. =)
A must remember formula!
Disappointed + Upset = Dulan
Dulan - shopping $$ = Happy
Happy Ending!
Joined mummy, irene auntie and cousin at Jurong Point in the evening for dinner. Wanted to walk around see if got nice clothes to buy for CNY, but end up all the clothes i bought were BLACK! =/
Chinese New Year, cannot wear black, will tio scold de. Kns!
Anw while on the way to Jurong Point, i saw something which makes me feel quite disappointed. Disappointed with us, the Singaporeans.
I took MRT down to Jurong Point. Yes! M.R.T! Surprise right? Lols. Even my own mummy was surprised too. Wah kaoz! I'm not a tai tai ok? I do take public transport de la. What's the big deal of me taking MRT? =.=
Ok, continue my story... during my journey to the Boon Lay Station, i saw a disappointing sight. A pregnant lady with a young child boarded the train. No seat available for them. So they stood by the door. Poor thing, nobody give up their seats for them. Alot of youngsters sitting near that lady, all geh siao lor, pretending they never see her. Then got two blanga sitting on the other side... one stood up and walked over to her and ask her to take his seat, and the other one stood up for the young child also. Blangasss leh. Singaporeans all geh siao, blangas gave up their seats. Wtf lor. Total disappointment with our people leh. Sad.
Anyway felt dam dulan la. So vent my angers on money lor. Lols. So spent a bomb on clothes today.
Lols. =/ (Sorry hubbie =P)
Bought a xmas pressie for my maid also. A necklace. She felt so touched till she cried when she rec'd this pressie from me just now. She really deserved it. She did a good job at looking after my kayden and also the houseworks. I'm so lucky to find such a helper. =)
A must remember formula!
Disappointed + Upset = Dulan
Dulan - shopping $$ = Happy
Happy Ending!
Monday, December 8, 2008
Back from supper with the steamboat gang. Last minute meet up, dono was jio by yuan or hubbie (very confused, lol).
Went down to Chomp Chomp. Ordered alot of food ar! Greedy yuan =x lols. Hubbie also another greedy one. Lols
And the Prawn Mee there makes me drool everytime when i think of it. Thumb up! But abit too exp, $4 =/
And...... ( i know i'm early, anyway early is always better than late =))
Went down to Chomp Chomp. Ordered alot of food ar! Greedy yuan =x lols. Hubbie also another greedy one. Lols
And the Prawn Mee there makes me drool everytime when i think of it. Thumb up! But abit too exp, $4 =/
Then headed down to Changi Beach, wanted to stay there and chit chat for awhile, who knows.... Last minute hubbie had to go up to his boss house for meeting. So we left right after we reached that place. Sobsss. Very sad but no choice, hubbie's work more impt. =(
Anyway the steamboat gang will meet up very soon, our xmas party will be on this coming saturday. ^.^
And...... ( i know i'm early, anyway early is always better than late =))
Nites!
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Xmas coming!
Orchard is the place where you can smell the scent of Xmas.
This year lighting decor is disappointing. Not much surprises you will see. All are very normal ones.
In other countries with winter, snow symbolises xmas. While in singapore, no snow so bo bian they uses lights instead. Haha.
The xmas tree made of bearss!
I've also shopped for the xmas present for dee dee. Hee. Hope she like it too. One more gift to go, hubbie present for panda. I wonder if there is any live panda for me to buy.. lol =/ joking.
Saw a LongChamp bag. Dam nice lor. Chilli red de. But the price. T_T After 30% discount still very exp. I am broke liao la, after buying hubbie present........... so cannot buy that bag. =(
Nevermind i will wait for the other cheaper red one to come. I simply love red!
And i love black too!!!!
Friday, December 5, 2008
Thursday, December 4, 2008
I think I'm dam fucking suay. Zzz.
For the past few days, i teared and put coupons in my car and today i suddenly forgotten and damit %)(#&%)&#)%# nabeh i tio "san ban" . Kns!
Hate those people who cross the road blindly, crossing road blindly was already dam fucked up, that person really fuck up to the max lor, he still taking his own sweet time to cross the road. I e-braked for him and waited for ard 10 sec just to let him pass, with my horn sounding for more than 3 sec. Fuckard!
Fuck, no mood to blog liao. First time tio "san ban" lea. SUAY LAH!!
For the past few days, i teared and put coupons in my car and today i suddenly forgotten and damit %)(#&%)&#)%# nabeh i tio "san ban" . Kns!
Hate those people who cross the road blindly, crossing road blindly was already dam fucked up, that person really fuck up to the max lor, he still taking his own sweet time to cross the road. I e-braked for him and waited for ard 10 sec just to let him pass, with my horn sounding for more than 3 sec. Fuckard!
Fuck, no mood to blog liao. First time tio "san ban" lea. SUAY LAH!!
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Sweet tooth
I'm gonna miss him.. heehee
He's the lecturer for my Business Economics. Tomorrow will be the last lesson with him.
He's a nice lecturer, just that he's very s.....l.....o......w in his motions and speech, hence always making us sleepy. But we can't afford to sleep in his class, cause he always give us alot of notes to copy, so if we fell asleep, we will miss out those important notes ler.
Frozz (Cherry), is the only thing which make me awake in class. =/ Guess i'm gonna see the dentist real soon.
Exam soonnnnn!! Fucking sian!
He's the lecturer for my Business Economics. Tomorrow will be the last lesson with him.
He's a nice lecturer, just that he's very s.....l.....o......w in his motions and speech, hence always making us sleepy. But we can't afford to sleep in his class, cause he always give us alot of notes to copy, so if we fell asleep, we will miss out those important notes ler.
Frozz (Cherry), is the only thing which make me awake in class. =/ Guess i'm gonna see the dentist real soon.
Exam soonnnnn!! Fucking sian!
Happy 17th Monthsary!
Too early for school, already reached the carpark opposite my school but the time is still early, so decided to blog.
Happy 17th Monthsary to my dearest hubbie.
I admitted i forgotten this important date. Sorry.
Our relationship had been through all kind of stages, sweet, happy,bitter, tough and still a long way to go.
Till then i've realised, our sweet memories aren't enough to cover the painful and hurtful quarrels and arguements we had.
We never fail to bring up the past quarrels even we promised not to.
Alot of things changed in these 17 months, from sweet to bitter, from smooth to tough.
Remember that night you ignored me for the whole night? Its the most painful night with you.
You had never do that to me, you never ignore me, you will never throw your temper at me but that night, you did all these for the whole night till next morning.
From then, you will tend to raise your voice at me at times.
Is there something wrong with our relationship, had it turned sour because of those quarrels we had? Or was it me the one who have problem? Did you still think that i did not contribute enough to this relationship? Did you still think i do not love you as much as i did to him?
I still can feel your love. I still feel your concern but then i was not as happy as before. It is not because of those stress we are having now, it is because of you.
The reason for me to cry, for me to smile can only be you, my dear.
I.L.U my dear.
Happy 17th Monthsary. (I'm not sure if it is a happy one to you)
Class starting soon.
Gotta go.
Happy 17th Monthsary to my dearest hubbie.
I admitted i forgotten this important date. Sorry.
Our relationship had been through all kind of stages, sweet, happy,bitter, tough and still a long way to go.
Till then i've realised, our sweet memories aren't enough to cover the painful and hurtful quarrels and arguements we had.
We never fail to bring up the past quarrels even we promised not to.
Alot of things changed in these 17 months, from sweet to bitter, from smooth to tough.
Remember that night you ignored me for the whole night? Its the most painful night with you.
You had never do that to me, you never ignore me, you will never throw your temper at me but that night, you did all these for the whole night till next morning.
From then, you will tend to raise your voice at me at times.
Is there something wrong with our relationship, had it turned sour because of those quarrels we had? Or was it me the one who have problem? Did you still think that i did not contribute enough to this relationship? Did you still think i do not love you as much as i did to him?
I still can feel your love. I still feel your concern but then i was not as happy as before. It is not because of those stress we are having now, it is because of you.
The reason for me to cry, for me to smile can only be you, my dear.
I.L.U my dear.
Happy 17th Monthsary. (I'm not sure if it is a happy one to you)
Class starting soon.
Gotta go.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Personal
things changed, you can deny but it's facts.
I think nothing I can do but to accept and adapt to the changes.
I think nothing I can do but to accept and adapt to the changes.
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