Simply-XUE: Relationship is a form of gamble too...

Did i mentioned i met up with Fuzi last ~~saturday~~ friday? Lols

Yea, she came up my house and we chatted alot.

About the past, present, etc...

She changed alot, not only her appearance, the feeling she gave me issit the same too...

She now very pretty and got the blissful look up on her face. Her bf must be treating her well and both of them must be happy together.

Relationship is like a gamble game to me, you have to risk it for the result. Be it good or bad, you can't blame others, only yourself.

Before meting up with Fuzi, i was with another friend. She came up my house on friday straight after her work cos she had quarrelled with her hubby. She stayed over at my house for that night.

She've been married for at least 5 yrs i supposed. Life was so sweet before marriage but things changed after they had their first kid. The relationship suddenly turned very plain, her hubby seldom go home early, talk to her and even hug or kiss her. He went drinking a few times a week and spent his night outside telling my friend he can't go home cos he's drunk.

My friend told me she felt that her hubby feel disgusted when she get near to him. Her hubby didn't tell her this, but she can feel it. It's pretty obvious. A few times, she tried to hug him, he suddenly jumped up and ask her "Oi what u doing?" then pushed her hands off him. Its very heartache for your love to treat u in such a way.

She never guess / know that her love life will turn out this way. Becos of this, she now have no confidence in relationship anymore. She totally lost trust in man. She rather bring up her boy alone than to depends on some other guys. She's now planning for divorce. And not intending to find a new one in future too.

As for myself, these happenings, even my past relationship affected me quite alot. But i decided to take on this gamble and risk the rest of my life for it. I have confidence in both myself and him. I have confidence in winning this game too! I believe that he's different from others. He won't let me get hurt neither he will hurt me in such a way too.

Time flew fast, me and XP together for 9 mths ler. Its was just like yesterday when we first got together.

The past memories....

With Fuzi... I like this neoprint machine alot!!!

This is the my first birthday gift from him... I still remember the situation he's in when he passing me the present. Haha, he's so shy!! Booooo dear!